johnny cade

Hey man, ugh, it's Johnny.

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Its been brought to my attention that someone has hacked into my account. I have changed the password and deleted all of the queued posts made by the guest, and i would like to apologize to anyone who has gotten any mean messages from this account. Hopefully this wont happen again. Thank you.

-Writer

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Hey ugh, guys? I- I can't run this blog anymore. I know it ain't tuff but I gotta make this decision. I gotta live more y'know? I've gotten through some tuff stuff with this blog, n' I wanna thank all a you who followed it. But I think it's... Time to end. I hope that's ok- but. Shoot I'm sorry man. I mean, it'll still be here, I ain't deletin' or nothin. I just- won't be posting I guess. I'm just real sorry. But thank you t' everyone.

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Are you okay Johnny? It's been awhile... Don't worry, take your time. I just miss you. 😊

Awe hey, shoot I'm sorry, I just fell outta the habit of postin' on here. We been real busy the last few weeks. I'll tell y'all bout it soon. Golly I didn't think so one would miss me r' anything. But ugh, I'm back now.

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I was just thinkin’ n’ this one time popped into my mind. It was sometime in ugh, I don’ know, April? N’ the gang was makin’ bets on if they could get a girls number or not. N’ dally bet that he could get some Soc girls number. (I ‘member she was a real pretty one, people call her Sunny cause of her blonde hair r' somthin') So he went up to her n’ flirted get a bit n’ she asked him if she wanted t’ see a magic trick. I guess he said yes cause after he put out his hands n’ she put glasses on the back 'em. Balanced so he couldn’t or they’d fall over. N’ then she walked away. Golly man the gang loved that, specially cause it was a trick from some movie and dal’ fell for it. Dal ain’t the type t’ fall fer stupid shit like that n’ it made it all the more funny.

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Thanks for the kind words, but I'm usually quite worried I'll end up annoying anyone I talk to. I'll be alright, don't worry.

Y'aint gonna annoy me r' nothin' man. Really, if yah wanna talk, I don' mind. But I get it if yah wanna keep yer privacy n' all. I wish yah the best.

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Hey there Johnny, I guess I just wanted to say I get what you're going through to an extent. My parents, And siblings, beat me almost everyday. I was constantly beaten by the kids at school, and it hasn't laid off. But you're lucky, Johnny. You have the gang. You have people who want to help you patch up your wounds. I didn't. I had to patch up my own wounds, alone. Never forget how lucky you are to have those guys.

Thank you. I- geez man I don’ know what to say. I’m real grateful fer the gang an’ I hope everything gets better for you. I know I'm lucky to have the gang. If yah ever need t' talk er anything, I'm here if yah want.

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Dear anyone in the gang, your choice

Dear Dally,i know this wont really ever be read or nothing. But Dal’, its worth it. Livin’ is worth it. When i was in that hospital i thought i was gonna die, n’ that made me realize all the stuff that’s possible. You still gotta lot a’ time t’ make yerself what you want. N’ dal? maybe sometime you could watch a sunset, you’ll probably think im crazy, but look at one. Dallas, youre real hard n’ tuff n’ thats all people see alotta the time. But shoot man, y’ aint just that. you’ll save a buddies back before you get yours if they’s good t’ you. Like what y’ did fer Twobit that time with the school window. n’ y’ aint just cold, yer brave. Shoot Dal’, yer gallant. i ugh, anyway, thats it.

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Dear person I like,

Dear person i like, Well, i don’t have anyone that i really like all that much. Nothin’ like a crush...

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dear future me

Dear future me,

if you graduate from high school, be proud cause right now its real hard. Maybe try to talk to more people, be more friendly. If you moved outta yer parents house, get a nice place, dont move out till you can get a good place. Its not like it’ll make no difference, I’m rarely there anyway. Don’ lose track of the gang. I cant see that happenin’, but dont. They’s all you got. Dont start drinkin’. ever, y’hear? Make sure dally see’s the sunset. Get im’ atta time he might appreciate it. Life can be okay.

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Dear Hailey,

I don’ know any haileys. Sorry man.

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Dear best friend,

Dear best friend, A couple nights ago we was talkin’ in the empty lot n’ you told me that it didn't make no difference weather i was in a wheel chair r’ not. That it didnt matter if i could drive or play foot ball r’ nothin’. N’ that made me feel real good, its like, i didnt even know i was worried bout it till i felt relived about it. y’ know?N’ he does that alot, he knows what im thinkin’ before i say it. So ugh, thanks man. Thanks t’ the whole gang.

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Dear Joe, (If you know any.)

Dear Joe, i don’ know you real well, but i see yah with curly from time t’ time n’ y’ seem like a tuff guy. I heard that curly was gettin’ beat up real bad the other night n’ you stepped in n’ took his place so he didn't get hurt to bad n’ i think thats a real good thing t’ do. Not alot a’ people would’a done that fer Curly. i don’ think. well i ugh, i don’ know the gang all that well. But thats a good thing t’ do.

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Do it.

I will write about the following, leave one in my ask box.

Dear person I hate,

Dear person I like,

Dear ex boyfriend,

Dear ex girlfriend,

Dear ex bestfriend,

Dear bestfriend,

Dear *anyone*,

Dear Santa,

Dear mom,

Dear dad,

Dear future me,

Dear past me,

Dear person I’m jealous of,

Dear person I had a crush on,

Dear girlfriend,

Dear boyfriend,

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1,000 followers

hey, i just wanted t’ thank you guys fer gettin’ me this far. So now ill start all the stuff y’all wanted me t’ do. Thank you again. This is a real big achievement for me n; i just wanna thank you guys fer all the messages and support.

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Shit, man do my arms hurt. We was outside t'day n’ we had t’ go up some hill, n’ one a the people in my class offered to push me cause I was havin’ trouble. So I let ‘im cause I though it would be okay, but shoot, we got half way up n’ he stepped outta the way n’ let me roll back down the hill. It don’t bother me to much I guess. N’ I knew t'day would be a bad day. But shoot, when the wheelchair flipped I hit my head on a rock. I’m fine though. It was just a scratch. But ugh, anyway, I had to go all the way up the hill again n’ my arms were killin’ me after. They still hurt now. Shoot, I ain’t feelin’ to hot t'day.

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have you ever read any stories about yourself? how do they make you feel? Does it make you made when the author makes you stutter? have a good day sweetheart :)

Yah man I've seen a few stories about me, I ain't sure who's writein bout me. Kinda makes me uncomfortable but there ain't no problem with it I guess. I just avoid em I guess. I don't got a problem with it... But it's a little creepy. Why write bout me? N' I ain't never seen none where they make me stutter, but it wouldn't make me mad r' nothin'. Anyway, you have a good day too.

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you really are a sweetheart, I'm jealous of the gal you've got, jeez she's lucky

Shoot I- ugh, I don' havva gal r' nothin.