Tuesday, December 30th 2014
Here I am trying to remind you about our "love story".
The person whom I wanna say thank you the most is you. I feel so grateful to meet you in this year, 2014.
I still remember, the first time we met, we both weren't following each other that time yet you were like jb-ing one of my following's tweet and she was mentioning me about the photo that I upload. Do you still remember which photo was that? I bet you don't ㅋㅋ.
I also still remember I saw your mention in my mention tab. You were saying "so cute" and after that you followed me with your "@ljohnhyun" account and we started talking to each other.
I actually had no feeling that you would be my boyfriend. Because almost all the time we couldn't stop bickering to each other. I called you pale, fatty, meanie and many more nicknames I have for you. And oh, do you remember our first date? I honestly still remember it but not that clearly. I only remember that time you just got back from overseas and you decided to meet me. We were hanging out at night and you were walking me home. And before I went inside my dorm, you stopped me. I was so confused. But then you took something from your pocket and you gave me a Rilakkuma phone charm. I was so happy. That was your very first gift to me and I didn't know what has gotten into me and I suddenly kissed you on your cheek. You were blushing hard that time and I ran and went inside after that.
And one or two days later you confessed your feeling to me in your "own" way. I gave you the screencap already, right? And finally I am officially yours started from Saturday, April 19th 2014.
I remember the first time we talked to each other in dm. It was sooooooooo awkward and so different, I mean, when we talked in tl and dm. But I tried my best to make you comfortable around me.
And the first time you were mad at me because I told you I have another account. Then when I felt like I could trust you so I told you everything about all my problems. Thankfully, you understood. And after that there were so many problems coming nonstop. I felt like giving up but there you were holding me not to fall to the ground. Thank you so much.
That time when my first agency held a party, I wanted to ask you to accompany me but don't know why I have no brave enough because you seemed so busy. Then that man whom you dislike offered me to come with him. But you knew that I refused him right away and called you to pick me up after the party has finished.
You came with your jeans and your leather jacket and you looked so amazed after seeing me with the flower pink gown I wore. Do you still remember it?
Then you told me everything about that man. You were about to back off when you knew I and him were close. Okay, skippppp!
Your birthday. I gave you a video. You said it was the best gift ever? ㅋㅋ
And my birthday... I don't know I was so happy but I also felt sad because that was the first time you broke me up. I was so down, as you see how mess I was that time. I don't want to remember it again ㅋㅋ
I could tell you everything about our "love story" that I still remember but you know my fingers get stiff all of sudden ㅠㅠ
You gave me coupons! Hahaha I already did use one only and I still have many coupons wleeee :p
Ah, our first night! We did it until 4am HAHAHAHA.
Do you know how much I wanted to touch you before that happened? I was trying to tease and seduce you but you somehow rejected it. But now I know the reason why. And you knew how naughty I am right? :p
Our first, second and on our third monthsary you gave me a video. You sang Nothing Better and there are my short clips from some CF videos hihi. I thought you were mad at me and I had no idea why were you being like that and I almost gave up when Jungshin dm-ed me and being a spy! Hahaha I thought you would never do that kind of thing but you surely surprised me with those little and meaningful things you made for me. I ever said to you, "I never feel loved like this before."
Too bad, YouTube has blocked your video due to some things hahaha but don't worry I've downloaded it!
There were so many fights and I... Should I write it down in here as well? Of course no.
That day when you told me you would pick me up (oh, you gave me a dress to wear for that night as well). Do you know I had weird feeling and smell something fishy before you asked me to be your fiancee? I could tell you how happy I was that night, really. There were so many butterflies in my tummy for real hahahaha you were the first who did it. The first one.
And that time it happened...
I've promised myself I won't bring it back because I really wanted not to remember about it again. We both made mistakes and hurting each other. I really am sorry.
And now, we can tell the whole world that no one can break us. I'm an idiot so do you. How many times we fell to each other, huh? I can't even count it hahahaha.
I fall for you everyday, until now.
Let's start everything from zero because we are gonna open a new page in 2015!
That's my short story about us. Flashback hihi.
If you wanna add something or edit this so go ahead.
Jongie, please don’t be in love with someone else. I love you too much.
