My Other Thoughts

The things I don't, won't, or can't say

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It's like I'm trying to hang a painting and using my forehead to hammer in the nails.

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If she is strong, I derive strength from her. If she is weak, I derive strength for her.

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I'm going to fall apart.

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You are stronger than you know. Why? Why believe that? Because, we ALL are. The thing is it takes incredibly trying circumstances to realize the truth of your strength, but it doesn't have to. Whatever your struggle is; whatever is holding you back; whatever obstacle is blocking your path; whatever you are fighting with; you can make it. You can do it. You can achieve it. You can get to where you need or where you want to be. Don't ever give up and don't ever give in. You are stronger than you know.

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Being flawed and poor of quality is not such a bad thing, so long as you have a direction to go in and the courage, the determination, to keep moving in that direction one step at time.

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I'd be overjoyed to be able to manage to share even one of the myriad of stories buried inside my skull.

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Afterall, it isn't the first time someones done that and I suppose I shouldn't expect it to be the last time, either. You'd think I'd be used to it by now.

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Well, I suppose I really should have seen that coming and I suppose I sort of did. I guess it hurts more than I imagined though.

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Even if I could tell the stories I hold, the words, the images, the tales, would find themselves without an audience.

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Haha, I have so many stories that need to be told and none of the talent required to tell them.

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I spend a lot of time -- dreaming -- about impossible endings, happy endings to stories that can't have one. Not every tale has a happy ending and not every good ending is a happy one.

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Nobody takes life seriously enough.

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Everybody takes life too seriously.

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With you wrapped up in my arms, I’d never have to go anywhere or do anything. Where could I possibly want to go when my entire universe is in between my arms and pressed against my chest.

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but I want to be the HERO and the STORYTELLER.

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Why is the world so big? Why are people so far away? and most importantly Why is travel so damn expensive?

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Screw all the people I have ever been. They've hurt too many friends; done too many stupid things; made too many stupid fucking mistakes. Screw all the people I have ever been. They've been left out, left behind, too many times. Screw all of them. I'm me now and I want to leave them all behind.

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