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It was surreal. Rowan thought she’d learned the definition of the word when she’d first come to the island and discovered all of the stories were real. Even now it was something she wrestled with, likely the fueling drive behind her side project. But it turned out that discovering the supernatural existed had nothing on this moment.
Each little sound that snuck out of her best friend’s mouth felt wrong; the fact that she was the one pulling them out of him even more so. She had to have faith in the reassurance she’d given him, that somehow they would make it to the other side of this mess. The hand that wasn’t feeding him into her mouth snuck up his calf to rest on his upper thigh, an offer if he would take it. An attempt to ground them both - especially when renewed demands were made.
As soon as the magic kicked in, her actions continued with more vigor. Pace moving a bit quicker, soft hums of ‘satisfaction’ vibrated around his shaft. She didn’t feel the enthusiasm her actions belayed, but there was no fighting the potion. Have faith were the words she told herself, certain of at least one thing in the moment. Given her knowledge of Jonah’s experience, likely this experience wouldn’t last long.
Jonah could feel the tears prickling behind his eyes but they didn’t fall, no, instead his breath caught and he found himself moaning as Rowan’s movements picked up. Forcing himself to close his eyes, Jonah found his mind wandering, the mouth moving over him bringing him back to the night with Matty where he’d finally let himself go enough to admit something he’d never wanted to.
“Holy crap, holy crap, holy crap.” Jonah’s fingers remained curled in Rowan’s hair as her tongue was making quick work of him, and his words come out in little more than whispers. He hated himself for thinking about Matty right now, especially since he’d barely let himself think about the other boy since he’d left.
He couldn’t help the way his body shuddered and went rigid as she hummed against him, his orgasm sneaking up on him so suddenly his voice cracked as he moaned and cursed.
“F-fuck,” He shuddered, feeling hot and overwhelmed, his eyes remaining clamped shut, not wanting to face what he’d just done in his best friends mouth.














