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@jonny-dvilles-harmonica
Intro post!!!!
So I made this blog because I think I'm a Jonny D'ville fictionkin and wanted to explore it a bit
I'm also an age regressor so expect some of that (FULLY SFW!!!)
I am a minor don't be weird!!
I have autism and probably ocd and I am evidently a massive fan of the mechanisms
I'm never gonna tell you my main blog (then again I am terrible at hiding things. You'll probably figure it out sooner or later)
That's all for now I guess
Also dividers by @chaotic-arcade
I used to have a really cool toy gun where if you pulled the trigger something inside it would spark and it looked so sick. It looked like some type of rifle
I got it from a hook-a-duck stand somewhere and my mother was not happy
I did many years later get to use an actual air rifle to hit a target
Also don't mind my family members leg in the back
I used to have a really cool toy gun where if you pulled the trigger something inside it would spark and it looked so sick. It looked like some type of rifle
I got it from a hook-a-duck stand somewhere and my mother was not happy
I vent way too much on here so erm
Anyone remember Ben and Holly's little kingdom? I went through a phase maybe two years ago of constantly watching it on repeat
Oh and that film called home about that purple alien was my favourite thing ever for ages.
And then one of my parents was in college/uni when I was little, so I did also grow up on call the midwife, casualty, 24 hours in a&e and a little bit of greys anatomy.
I used to pretend to operate on my Twilight sparkle teddy. Literally Marius at the big age of 5
I vent way too much on here so erm
Anyone remember Ben and Holly's little kingdom? I went through a phase maybe two years ago of constantly watching it on repeat
My dad's randomly got this idea (probably from chat gpt knowing him) that autism and adhd are exactly the same. I love him but GOD it's so annoying
Like apparently coffee helps people with ADHD sleep, and he told me that I should drink it because they're 'basically the same' and that I would be fine because he drinks it before bed. And then he seemed so shocked when I told him that the last time I drank coffee a few hours before bed I hardly slept at all.
And then he gets so angry when he's overstimulated but the second I say something in a slightly harsh tone to him while overstimulated, he looks at my mum as if saying she should tell me off.
(once we were at a school meeting for options and he kept asking if I wanted to go to a speech because we were about a minute late and he wouldn't stop asking and kept saying that it would be embarrassing to walk in late so I spoke over him and he seemed so annoyed)
Oh and then he gets mad that I'm annoyed when he over explains everything. I asked him where the baking paper was. I didn't get a 'no', I got 'Well, I don't do any baking in the house, do I? It's your mum who does all the baking and puts all the stuff away. Why would I know where it is?' and every. Single. Time. I ask him a basic question or how to do something, I get a whole speech and because I'm autistic and need very clear instructions, I have no idea and I get stressed out and then he thinks I'm just being mardy.
Out of everyone in this house, the only other neurodivergent person should be able to tell that I'm not being 'mardy', I'm overstimulated. But no.
I freeze like a very scared animal when my closest friend sends x at the end of all his messages
He's the loveliest person ever I swear to god
I'm constantly praying that I never fucking look like him. I hate when people say I look like my mum, but I'd hate it more if I heard anyone say I looked like that prick.
Tw big vent about ASD and ableism
I actually hate how autistic people in media are 99% of the time presented as white guys who are unbelievably smart and hate touch and loud noises
Sure, there are autistic people like that, but it gives the idea that everyone is like that and it is annoying as hell because people don't understand that being low functioning or high functioning doesn't affect you more or less, it just affects how much it shows.
Because I present as a girl half the time and I 'get on well' in my classes, I have very little help. I'm allowed to stand outside for five minutes and have a fidget ring. That's it. No matter how many times my parents have to send emails to say that people keep mocking my tics, following me, saying weird things and being rude to me (the main person said it's because I'm "too quiet") they won't do anything. I got taken out of class to tell someone their names once and I didn't hear anything else again. They haven't stopped either.
and on a slightly lighter note, I am the most touched starved person ever because people think I'll have a huge meltdown if they come near me. Almost every autistic character in the media is exactly the same and they all hate touch so people (including a 'morally superior', self diagnosed autistic person I know) just avoid anything like that with me.
(shout out to my best friend who knows how I feel about this and makes me feel like a normal human)
I need to find where my chew necklace is I need to start biting some shit
If you pat my head hard enough I'll probably start purring
If I was a dog I think I'd be one of those really big and strong ones. But I'd also be a puppy and the worst I could do is chew on someone's fingers and I would just sleep and play fight and chew on things
I keep seeing things that remind me of very dark times
I was fully obsessed with helluva and hazbin, drew in a similar style, had the plainest, whitest and most Mary sue ocs who were all basically vivzie characters and then I was also obsessed with the dream smp. For way too long.
When I saw the Wilbur allegations, I was watching sorry, reading tcfsv and working on las nevadas pin badges.
I am so embarrassed of myself back then. Not that I'm shaming anyone for their interests, but bloody hell I was probably so annoying.
My ikea shark is so beaten up and flat it looks so pathetic and funny
when I was younger my mum would be on nightshifts or at my dad's house a lot so I put her dressing gown and perfume on it and hugged it every night because I had a lot of separation anxiety
Amazing notification to wake up to
Do you do rps?
Not really.
But when I first made this account, it was an rp blog and I decided not to do it because I didn't have anyone to do it with and then I changed it to be how it is now
It's crying over Nastya time again