Fic List, because sometimes I’m gripped by the violent need to create
I’m on AO3 as jonsrightrib, writing for TMA, the mechs, RQG, D20 and CR!!
TMA
tired of this body- the aftermath of Mr Spider (body horror, self harm)
our hometown’s in the dark- Basira trying her best to help the others (disordered eating, implied depression, referenced body horror)
destroy the middle (it’s a waste of time) - what if there had been a Polaroid of Sasha (loss and mourning)
you have lost your sway and glow - Lonely! Tim (implied depression, grief)
tell me love is endless (don’t be so pretentious) - ex JonTim, just before the Unknowing (smoking, referenced suicidal ideation)
but we can stay here and laugh away the fear - wtgf’s quiet night in conversation (s4 spoilers but no warnings)
why did I come here (to sit and watch you stare at your feet)? - pre-unknowing Tim and Jon introspection on friendship (suicidal ideation, referenced arguments)
I’m not bitter (I’m just tired) - a study of Jon’s childhood (mild emotional neglect, canonical minor character death)
RQG
I saw a picture frame (it turned out to be a mirror) - the effects of sleep deprivation on Wilde, from personal experience (sleep deprivation, hallucination, dissociation, more in the tags)
Dimension 20
I’ll be there on their side (I’m losing by their side) - Riz and Fabian on Leviathan (you know the scene) (sophomore year spoilers, no warnings)
Critical Role
such a pretty house and such a pretty garden - Caduceus, alone at the Grove (isolation, hallucination, poisoning, a lot more in tags)
all you’ve ever done was be a noose to hang on to (they thought was a necklace) - episode tag to 31; Orym’s thoughts on being the ‘stable one’ (no warnings)
I mean no disrespect (I am simply very perplexed by your ways) - Percy's walk home after communing with the Raven Queen (religious guilt/issues, self-hatred)
where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down - Sean holds Marion on the floor of the lighthouse (general candela content)
allergic reaction to a general anaesthetic - Leo's thoughts on Edgar and his hands (eating issues, general candela content)
Mechs
you look so tired-and-happy - Jonny & Nastya hurt comfort, set pre-Out (existential discussion, references to Carmilla’s A+ parenting)
we’ve drunk a couple bottles bare - Ashes’s death (dttm spoilers, end of the world, alcohol)
Other
double the trouble - Jon and Jonny are twins crackfic, ABANDONED
