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[jonviktor]

you broke into my life and spread yourself throughout everything. now you're miles away and every single thing reminds me of you.

[jonviktor]

days like today just make me want to curl up into a ball and just forget about everything. for the first time in such a long time i just wanted to shut down and close off everything. how long do i have to ease through it all? ugh.

[jonviktor]

so i was doing my usual routine, surfing the net, looking at random sites with the tv on in the background. apparently, the notebook was playing. a specific quote stood out to me.

"summer romances end for all kinds of reasons. but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common: they are shooting stars - a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity. and in a flash, they're gone"

[jonviktor]

it's been a while since my last post and i am almost perfectly sure that it'll also take a while before my next.

i just needed an outlet and alas, here i am typing away on tumblr.

the past couple of months have definitely been draining: physically, and most certainly emotionally.

i was at a point where i was questioning almost everything. problems just seemed to be piling on top of the other and it looked as though there would be no end to that dilemma.

the thing is, i am in a different place right now.

it's true what they say, it gets better.

i am in a good place right now and after such a long time, i feel like things are now falling into their rightful place.

there's something exciting about not knowing about the future. i, for one, am looking forward to it.

can't wait 'til the second half of the year! (:

[jonviktor]

sometimes

sometimes i feel stuffed, i feel like my world's getting so small i have no space, no air to breath, nothing.

maybe i need to go to some far off place where i know no one and no one knows me, and start from scratch.

if only i could do that.

sad thing is,

i can't

[jonviktor]

maybe

maybe it isn't too late to put things back to the way they were after all. or maybe not. maybe.

[jonviktor]

i love how you don't have that same effect on me anymore

[jonviktor]

restored my account. deleted all the old answers though. now y'all should go and ask me new ones. (:

[hnib2302]

Late phone calls.

[jonviktor]

binh-nart:

I miss falling asleep on the phone at night. Just talking about anything. I miss staying up all night and just talk on the phone. It doesn’t have to be someone special, as long as you can carry the conversation. I’d really like that. 

[jonviktor]

how i spent my saturday night. well, it's more like how i spend my saturday nights. usually with these people. since last week was my birthday week, i've been out and about every single night from tuesday to saturday, sort of celebrating my birthday. haha

one more party this weekend then i'm officially saying goodbye to my birthday this year. haha

[jonviktor]

so the other day, i turned nine freakin teen! haha. my last year as a teenager! another thing that happened the other was that my tumblr turned two years! hard to believe how it's already been two years since i first signed up. haha

so as i said, it was my birthday and i spent it with these people. wanted to spend it with other friends too but it's just sad how my birthday's always the scheduled time for their prelims. haha. oh well. we shall be celebrating again this weekend.

that's it for now. and before i forget, thanks to my new followers! and to those who stick to following me for no apparent reason, thank you so much. this year i'll seriously try to post as much as i can. like, seriously.

[jonviktor]

it's been weeks since my last post and so i thought i should update my account.

first of, lemme say thanks to all my new followers. i'm glad that i've still been gaining followers even if i haven't been posting frequently.

there's been so much stuff going on lately and it's kinda sad how i didn't really post anything about these happenings. oh well. at least i'm here now. hahaha

just got home from church. i am in such a positive outlook today. no more rain and the sun is out and about. cheers to moving forward and seizing the day! hello optimism! c:

[jonviktor]

missed me my dear followers? well i'm back. haha. good thing to see that i haven't been unfollowed.

this is such a late post but oh well, who cares. i haven't posted anything in such a long time and i felt as though it was a need to post anything so here i am, posting for the sake of posting.

it's been two weeks since them people and i went out for a couple of drinks. i totally miss them. the photo above (which i technically stole from geli) was taken during our sem-ender of some sort for our summer classes. ordered 8 pitchers of freakin weng weng, making some certain people turn red. HAHAHAHA. also, only lately have i learned that there's such a thing as the super weng weng. i shall make it a point that we order it next time.

i so miss the nights out. hopefully, the following weekend shall be one to remember.

[sheamnessy-deactivated20150302]

[jonviktor]

"happiness isn't a destination" C:

[jonviktor]

so after about 36 hours of having no access to the world wide web, my internet connection is now reconnected! now i am oh-so-happy. haha. turns out that while i was away for summer school, nobody paid the bills. my mom doesn’t want going to smart to pay the bills cause of the long lines which is why she lets me pay.

now that summer school has ended, i’m back in baguio. i’ve been here for 4 days now and almost every single night, i’ve been out with friends. one of the reasons i missed baguio. it’s just so easy to call friends, people being just one text away. now we just have to maximize the two-week break before out third year in college starts! i’m looking forward to the awesomeness this year has to offer.

ps: i know it’s kinda unrelated but what the heck is the shape of my head? a friend of a friend recognized me cause of the shape of my head. hahaha

and yes, my tooth got chipped off ages ago. i’m just too lazy to go to the dentist and have it fixed. hahaha

[jonviktor]

since tomorrow's going to be my last day in summer school, i couldn't help but think of how i managed every single day. the manila heat is just so unbearable and the long commutes make me so damn tired. if it weren't for these people, i'd already probably dropped all my classes. well, they're actually the reason i took summer classes in manila. hahaha

after our first class, francis and i would then meet carly so we guys could have lunch together. then after lunch we would proceed to our next class. sometimes, after class, we would have random whatnots with our friends kevin and dan, the people we would only see on rare occasions or only when we had something planned for the night. haha

i'm sad i didn't get to party this summer here in manila. oh well. looking forward to the manila nights out with friends.

up diliman, i shall be with you again next time. i think.