I’m going to explain this once so that everyone can get the full story.
A few weeks ago, Matthew Santoro and I were nominated in a category called “Top Social Media Moment 2014” as part of the Canadian Screen Awards #AcademySocial event. He was nominated with his “Top 10 Urban Legends” video and I was nominated with “My D*ck”. Lilly Singh and Evan Fong were also nominated. I was in Egypt when I found out, via a tweet from Much (that included all of us). I wasn’t sent any additional information throughout the process.
The winner of that category was to be determined by public vote. Matt took that round, with a huge number of votes, and we all expected that that would be the end of voting.
We showed up to #AcademySocial with the assumption that Matt had already won an award. As it turned out, there would be another round of voting, with more candidates (they took the Top 2 from multiple rounds).
They made an announcement at the event to “keep voting” so I did, which is why I got a head start. Of course, once Matt found out that there was another round of voting, he won. They announced that he won, and we all went home.
The next day, Matt uploaded [this video] where he basically implies that the competition was rigged in my favour and that I somehow almost cheated him out of his award. So his audience left slanderous comments about me on his video, on my videos, and also ‘disliked’ a few of my most recent ones.
Well, as we discovered today, [the rules clearly state] that there would be two rounds of voting. This information was publicly available all along. Neither of us knew it, but it was there. The second round of voting was not a secret. They made it known weeks in advance, and on the night of the event.
I asked Matt to clear this up with his audience, and you can be the judge of if he did a good job of that.
1- Whether it was his intention or not, I’m being accused of something I didn’t do. And if I actually cheated somehow, wouldn’t I have cheated to WIN?!
2- This morning I had 0 dislikes on Episode 1 of my Egypt series, and now I have 23. The YouTube algorithm already doesn’t like me, and this is now something I’m going to have to explain to Contiki. A video that I’m really proud of has a string of hate comments and dislikes that are unrelated to the content of the video.
3- Now Matt and his girlfriend Nicole are telling me to “let it go” and that “trolls troll” but literally the only reason why anyone is talking about me is because they implied that I cheated…?
4- Matt is now censoring comments about me, but the video where he implies that I cheated is still online.
I’m not even asking for an apology but it would be great if they’d make a sincere effort to tell their audience that they were wrong. There was no conspiracy, no surprise voting, no favouritism. And most importantly, no real reason to hate on me. If they want to be angry at someone, it should be the Academy for not being more clear about the process.
People are going to pit us against each other in a voting situation, but what we do on YouTube is NOT a competition. If any of us can succeed, it’s good for all of us. So this “army” mentality is troubling.
I’ve been in this game long enough to know when I need to keep my mouth shut. But I care about my reputation, and if one of my peers is responsible for negative comments about me, I’m going to take things seriously. Again his video implying that I did anything wrong is still online.
I don’t have the biggest audience, so I’m truly honoured and grateful to be recognized for the work that I do. I was the smallest channel in our category and I still managed to come in second place. That is an accomplishment.
At the end of the day, I’m exactly where I want to be: I’m travelling, I’m making content that I’m proud of, I’m healthy, I’m making enough money, and I have so much love in my life. Tons of people have come out in support of me, and that makes me feel like I’m the real winner here.