shaneece fuxtable

20 Something. Prototype. Self Labeled Writer. Ridiculously Uninspired. Be My Muse, will ya?

[joschmo]

[missinyouiskillingme]

When I told you we had to end it, that we had to go on our own separate paths, I wanted you to say no. I wanted you to tell me you would never let me go. I wanted you to say that you couldn’t imagine living life without me, that you would never love anyone as much as you loved me, even if it sounds a little selfish. I wanted you to fight for me, to stop me from leaving. But all you said was, “I’ve been thinking the same thing for a while now.”

[resqectable]

“Everyone is a main character to someone.”

— Amy Harmon; Making Faces

[pikestaff]

"Stop saying 15 year olds with weird interests are cringe, they're 15" this is true however you should also stop saying adults with weird interests are cringe because who gives a shit

[themythicalcodfish]

To wit:

[switchelsweets]

I want to share some wisdom from my high school art teacher.

In my AP Art class, there was a girl who was just starting to experiment with mixed media. At this point she was still playing around, trying to decide what direction she wanted to go with her portfolio. So one critique day, she brought in an abstract canvas with some rhinestone highlights and painted and real peacock feathers. She loved sparkles and peacock feathers so she thought she’d try introducing them a *little*. And after everyone had given some input, the teacher gave her his advice, VERY roughly paraphrased here:

“So here’s the thing… I do not like this style. These are just elements that do not speak to me personally, but I see that you like them, and you’re doing interesting things with them.

“My biggest critique is, I only merely *dislike* this piece. I want you to make me HATE it. Go crazy with the things that you like. Don’t hold back trying to make it palatable to people like me. Because I am NEVER going to like it. And if the audience does not like it, it should drive them crazy seeing how much YOU love it.”

Her portfolio was chock full of neon colors and glitter and rhinestones and splashes of peacock feathers and it was a delight. Our teacher despised every piece lol, but she got great marks and I think even won some awards. And more importantly, she was happy and proud of the results. Because she didn’t limit herself by trying to appeal to people who were never going to enjoy what she enjoyed.

Takeaway here: be as cringe as you want. Don’t limit yourself based on other ppl’s tastes. They’re not you, and you are incredible 💕

[missinyouiskillingme]

The hardest part of letting go is understanding that the other person is okay with losing you.

— r.r.

[missinyouiskillingme]

What if I never forget you? What if, all my life, when I meet someone new, I can never fall for them because they aren't you?

[stay-close]

“I want a bond so tight that even on bad terms u still run to me 1st.”

— Unknown

[diamondshapedaura-deactivated20]

[king-shango-the-great]

This ☝🏿 ☝🏿 ☝🏿

[what-iz-life]

The deeper you heal, the higher you raise the bar on who has access to you. And, it's not out of arrogance, it's about protecting the peaceful, calm, drama-free life you've worked so hard to elevate. This new chapter requires you to be less accessible to any type of toxicity.

[perfectquote]

“I’d much rather have one great person to talk to every night than have several pointless conversations with temporary people.”

— Unknown

[thepoisonroom]

loudly going "YOU'RE GOOD YOU'RE GOOD" to myself to ward off the memory of every embarrassing thing i've ever done

[what-iz-life]

Normalize not forcing people to choose you. If they think they can find better elsewhere – let them. Respectfully.

[missinyouiskillingme]

I don’t think I’ll ever get over you. Deep down you always will be the person I wish I ended up with.

— r.r.

[akthanksbye-deactivated20230129]

pink frenchies.

[perfeqt]

“If it’s still in your mind, it is still in your heart.”

— Paulo Coelho

[negatiived]

green flag to those people who updates you bc they know how you overthink while waiting for them

[joschmo]

The face behind the blog🫠

#LGBT