Joseph

For all the people that think they are alone , you never alone , you have a reliable person with you at all times , and that's yourself

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All over

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I’ll always love you

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I wish nothing bad happend between us . I love you so much and I wish we could erase our memories and start over . I don’t want you to fall in stupid drugs. I wanna help you but I don’t know how , I hate drugs with a passion.

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I miss you so much

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I am so hurt. I really wanted to have a life with. I truly thought I was gonna merry you and have a kid with you.

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Heal me and I’ll make your life full of happiness

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So idk what’s going on with me, or with her , I don’t feel loved and also feel that I’m not giving her the old love I used to give her. I we wished you did something that show me I’m meant to be with you, everything I believed crumble apart when you hurt . It left a scar so big that I feel it will never heal. I try to patch it and continue but every step I take a bleed out of that wound. It drains my ability to love you.

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I love her so much .

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My heart aches because of you, but you don't care. You never did, and You never will

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I had sleep paralisis last night and wanted to call her so bad.

A reality check hit, now I'm alone

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I can't even eat, because she is not next to me anymore

I miss you so much love

I wish I had you in my arms

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Happy bday

I fuckn hate my birthday , it’s always sad and depressing. No one ever goes out of their way to make me feel special , the only person I count on today , fail me. It’s to expect , I have to learn not to trust people again. I get really naive when I put my heart out.

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Fuck

I feel really messed up . Why do I do this ?!

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Is how you present your self to others, what really matters . You are judge by many things but the most common one is looks. My cousin told me something that sticked to me when talking about his success . "Always dress to impress , because that's what success looks like." #shallow but #true. #suitup #dressup for #success #black #money #love #health #goals .

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Wondering where to go . To Run away. #latenight #music #home #pendulum #crush #fairladyz #350z picking up #speed .

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I think I'm starting to lose feelings . May be its all in my head . May be is just stress

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I'm working on something I guess #time #music is #life #guitar and #vocals #epiphone I need to #jam soon :/