Josh

21 || Former Gryffindor || Prophet Reporter

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

Oh no, just the usual hitting with bludgers! Though if I’m honest I guess the normal hitting bludgers is always a bit more satisfying when we’re playing against those Slytherin jerks, but I’ve never actually tried to hurt someone with a bludger for personal reasons. Just for quidditch reasons. I dunno if that’s much better but you already knew I’m a beater so. Ha! Right, just a bit. Ha! Glad they did. I don’t blame you for being worried though. I’m still figuring out how to talk to my mates and my family about all this. I mean I know they won’t care but I dunno, I guess I’m worried they’ll be upset I was hiding it from them? I mean I didn’t know being gay was a thing but I’ve always felt like I was missing something with girls and I never really talked about it. And I’m not even sure if I’m gay. I mean I’m pretty sure I’m gay. I just feel like I need to go on a date with a bloke or something to be sure. Or maybe just see you in person. This is all still a lot to figure out. 

It’s nice being able to talk to you about it, though. Sorry for worrying you. I was pretty much on my broom for two straight days trying to figure out what everything meant. 

Oh right, that makes sense. Glad we had gobstones. Though am I wrong that it seems like you maybe figure it out before I did? I mean probably all that talk about not wanting to date a bird gave it away. I feel sort of stupid now for not realizing. 

Holy Helga you called me hot, do you really think I’m hot? Fuck. Be cool. Yeah, I dunno it’s nice. You have a nice smile. Wait can I say that? You have a nice smile. Ha! No need to stop, how will we know if there’s a new favorite out there if you don’t send more? I like this one a lot too. It’s hot. You’re hot. Fuck. I think you’re also really hot and I’m almost definitely gay. so I’m glad you like my pictures too. Especially the quidditch ones. Lizzie always told me I looked gross after flying but you’re right, it’s where I’m happiest so–really those pictures feel the most me. And you think I’m hot I can’t believe that. Only seems fair to send another since you did. 

Cene

Cene,

Ha! I’m not surprised that it’s more satisfying. But I didn’t think it sounded like you to use your bludgers for personal vendettas. Fuck I try for cheeky but it just keeps sounding stupid. Glad I was right about you. Also happy that neither of us are corner a person in the bathroom to hit on them types. Me too! It’s nice to not have to hide it from them. Yeah, I don’t blame you. Even though my mum figured it out I didn’t wanna tell my dad. Turns out he already knew too though. Guess I’m not great at hiding it after all. I think if you tell them about feeling like you were missing something with girls but didn’t know how to talk about it and wasn’t sure what it meant they’ll understand. Your family seems like a bunch of really good people. Hopefully they’ll understand you weren’t hiding anything. Just confused. Hopefully your mates too. Does that mean I’m not your type since you’re not asking me to go on a date? Fuck it I’ve been going for it so far might as well continue. I’d date you. Let’s date. I know a gay bloke who’d date you, me. Fucking hell. Nothing wrong with making sure. I’d be happy to take you out on a date if you’re interested. Totally cool if I’m not your type. I’m probably not. Yeah, it is a lot.

I agree, it is nice. Nah, don’t worry about it. It was a big surprise probably. Apparently. I just didn’t realize how big.

First off don’t feel stupid.  Really. Can’t know something you’ve never heard of. But yeah, I did think that you might be. Not liking birds does’t automatically mean you are, especially not after your ex. So I wasn’t sure, sure or anything. It just seemed like you might be. There was also the pictures you sent. Not that they were bad. At all! Just some of them seemed a little flirty let’s say. Sort of like some of the things you wrote. Truthfully I thought you’d already been on a date with a bloke. Can’t say for certain but some of those quidditch players seemed like they were into you. That French bloke especially. There goes my chances now that you know you’ve got options, better options. That bloke was fit. Shit.

Yeah? I’m glad you like my smile. Ha! There ya go being cheeky again. I like it. Glad you like it. Wait you do? Glad you think I’m hot too. Really hot, you wrote really hot ahhhhh fuck. I really do like your pictures. So Lizzie was both a bitch and blind, ok, figures she wouldn’t like you when you look your happiest. You don’t look gross at all. Completely not gross. I’m glad I like the ones that feel the most you because I like you. Should I say that? Ah fuck what if he isn’t interested now that he knows fuckng quidditch players are into him? Fuck it. Happy you’re into fair play cause that ones even better. Fuck, you’re really hot.

Josh

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

I’m glad. But right, I don’t think I’d hit someone for anything unless it’s with a bludger during a quidditch match, but I also wouldn’t blame someone for hitting me if I was following them into the bathroom trying to hit on them. But no, it shouldn’t have mattered. Thank Helga for healers. The McKinnons seriously point out blokes to you? Have they ever done it at school? Ha! Wow. Nice to have enthusiastic mates in your corner, even if they’re maybe just a little bit too enthusiastic. ha! Glad they’re at least avoiding the creeps. 

Right, that makes sense. I don’t blame you for keeping it to yourself. But I’m really glad you told me. 

Wait, does that mean you didn’t know? I was sort of wondering if that was why you wrote to me. Like if you could tell we had that in common. Course I had a girlfriend so I guess that’s stupid. I’m just glad you wrote to me. And that you liked my photos. Did you really? You liked those ones the best?

I like it a lot. Might be my favorite. Fuck, there’s no way I’m not gay. Since you like the quidditch photos here’s another one. 

Cene

Cene,

Do you mean you’d hit someone on purpose with a bludger for something that happened off pitch or just your usual hit someone with a bludger. Also why is it hot that you hit people with bludgers? Agreed, I’d be like yeah I deserved that one. How do you feel about someone hitting on you via owl? For real. Ha! Yeah, they really came through. Makes me feel a little dumb for being worried. They’ve always been great mates. And too enthusiastic honestly. Ha! Me too!

I’m glad I told you too. Got a little worried how you were taking it but that was stupid of me too. Cause you’re a great bloke.

Not stupid. But I didn’t know. I just heard about the quidditch stuff and decided to owl you. Also have a huge crush on you. Not sure I’d have done it if we hadn’t been in gobstones together. Not that we talked a lot there but it was a little more than just having class. Also that whole fancying thing.

Your favorite? Wow, that’s cool. Guess I should stop sending them now. But just in case have another one. I do like the quidditch ones a lot. You’re really hot. I mean you are always but the quidditch photos are really nice. You look happiest in them. Also the hair and that shirt showing off your muscles in a way that’s some how just as hot as actually seeing them. Is it too soon to call you hot? I don’t wanna scare you off. Thanks for sending another one. Hope it’s not the last one.

Josh

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

Yeah, good point, clearly they were arseholes. Arseholes feels like an understatement, really. I don’t think it should have mattered even if you were hitting on them (assuming you weren’t following anyone into the bathroom (that was a joke)), but I guess it’s even worse they did it for nothing. I’m glad you were okay. And about your mates. You’re talking about the McKinnons right? The McKinnons try to point out blokes for you? What do they think your type is? What actually is your type. 

That’s…a bit scary, honestly. Because I think I might be gay and I dunno if I can handle that. Do you just not tell people? Or not tell most people, I guess. You told me. Why did you tell me.

It’s kind of wild talking to someone who actually gets it. I thought it was just me for so long. And I don’t just mean that you put a name to it. To what I think I am. Even before that. Talking about not liking birds and trying to avoid them. I dunno, you’re just really easy to talk to. And I feel like a lot of things are clicking into place and that’s thanks to you. And maybe the photos you sent. Definitely the photos you sent. I really hope you liked my photos. I really liked your photos. Fuck it. I really liked your photos.

Cene

Cene,

Ha! I like the joke. It’s true though cornering someone in a bathroom to hit on them is really low. Still wouldn’t hit someone for it but I know exactly how uncomfortable that is. I like that you think it shouldn’t have mattered if I was hitting on them. I don’t think so either. Not sure I’d feel better about it even if they had a ‘reason’ but it does feel even more pointless since there was nothing. Yeah, it was kind of bad but healers are pretty awesome. But thanks. Ha! Yeah Matt and Mike will sometimes point out blokes when we’re doing stuff in muggle London. Honestly it sort of feels like any bloke who they think could be gay is what they’re going for. Like if they think some bloke looked at us a little longer than necessary. Or once when I tripped and some bloke kept me from falling so there was, in their words, a ‘connection.’ We’ve gone to places gay blokes hang out before and then it’s anyone who they think is checking me out. Though I do give them some credit because they don’t try to get me to go for any creepy looking blokes or ones that are older. And they handle being hit on well. They’re great blokes.

Yeah, it is. I thought about telling people before the whole getting beat up thing. Even a little after, when the blokes turned out to be so chill about it. And I’ve always been very clear that I’m not interested in dating any birds. I just don’t add that it’s because I’m gay. But I’m not gonna lie about it. No one’s ever asked why I don’t want to date any birds. I know the blokes would have my back at school if needed. Which makes it easier truthfully. I think I’d be a lot more nervous about someone at school finding out if I didn’t know how they’d react.

I’ve been there. It’s a rotten feeling thinking it’s just you. I’m glad that you find me easy to talk to about all of this. If I’d had any idea we had being gay not liking birds in common I’d have tried to talk with you before now. Maybe saved you from that mess last year. But I’m glad we finally talked or rather wrote I guess. Really liked huh? Yes!!!! Happy to hear that. I really liked your photos too. Especially the quidditch ones. Not that the topless ones aren’t fucking hot.

Hope you like this one too.

Josh

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

You got beat up for wanting a boyfriend? Shit. Do I have to be worried about that. I mean I dunno if I’m gay but if I am… Sorry that happened to you. I’m glad your best mates don’t care. Do you mean the McKinnons? Do they know?? Have you told them about me?? Thanks for trusting me with it. 

So is being gay sort of like being a squib then? Just the way you’re born? And some people are just arseholes about it for no good reason?

I think I’ve always sort of known I wasn’t gonna wake up one morning and like birds. I mean, I dunno, I guess I’ve always hoped that would happen because I didn’t know what was wrong with me? I just didn’t know there were other options. I mean I don’t think I’ve ever thought a bloke was hot like the guys talk about girls. I mean sometimes I’d look at my sisters’ magazines and think the blokes looked fit. And there’s all the quidditch posters I have in my room but they’re just good players. And fuck the pictures you sent me. I sure don’t have any shirtless photos of Ed in my bedside table drawer. Fuck. 

I think maybe confused wasn’t the right word for what I’m feeling. I mean there’s still a lot I don’t know but there’s a lot that’s starting to make sense. But did you send me the pictures because you fancy me? Fuck did you even like my pictures? I mean you sent them back so you must have right? This is sort of embarrassing. How did you figure me out before I did?? Was it just the pictures? Thanks for being so nice about it. 

Cene

Cene,

Yeah. I mean really I got beat up because the blokes were arseholes. It wasn’t like I was hitting on any of them or even interested in any of them in that way. Thanks. I am too. It makes things a whole lot easier. Except when they try to point out blokes for me. It’s nice but most of the time it’s not blokes I’d be interested in. You’re welcome. So does this mean you’re not gay?

Basically, yeah. It’s a born thing. People are just arseholes about it for no good reason. So that’s kind of a good analogy, yeah.

Yeah, I can understand that. It does feel like maybe something is wrong with you when everyone insists that it’ll happen and you know it won’t. The not knowing there’s any other options probably does’t help with that either. Feels a bit hopeless before you find out. So you are gay?

Starting to make sense sounds good. I hope. You really have nothing to be embarrassed about. I promise. So please don’t be embarrassed. You’er welcome. I’m happy to help however I can.

Josh

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

You like blokes??? Liking blokes in an option? Why didn’t I know about this? And why are you telling me? Do you think I’m gay? Am I gay? Fuck, is that bad if I’ve never heard of it before? Shit. 

Sorry for not writing back sooner. I’m sort of confused right now. I’m very confused right now. I didn’t know being gay or a bloke having a boyfriend was a thing. But I don’t want you to think I hadn’t answered yet because I’m not cool with you being gay or don’t wanna hang out anymore. I’m cool with. Very cool with it. Definitely still wanna hang out. I think. When you say hang out do you mean 

I’m just confused about what all that means for me. Or how I fit into it, I guess. Do you think I’m gay? How did you figure out you wanted a boyfriend? Have you had one before?  Sorry, you don’t have to answer that if you don’t wanna. Or maybe it’s something we should talk about in person? I’m not sure how this works or why I’ve never heard of it before and I’m not really sure who else to ask.

Thanks for telling me. Did you tell me because you think I’m gay? Wait is that why you were sending me shirtless pictures fuck why was I sending you shirtless pictures???? It’s cool to know there’s something other than just birds and blokes. Is that because I’m gay too? Sorry again for not answering sooner. I hope you didn’t think I have a problem with anything. I don’t. At all. I’m really glad you told me.

Cene

Cene,

Wow, I really didn’t think I was going to hear from you again. I still can’t believe those blokes, especially that French one, never talked to you about any of this. Or attempted to make a move on you for that matter. I mean you spent a lot of time with them it sounded like.

Sorry that you’re confused. I imagine it’s a lot and probably a rotten way to find out. But I didn’t really wanna avoid it till we could talk in person after you asked. Seemed better to just come out with it. And come out in the process. I’m glad you still wanna hang out.

I don’t mind you asking me. Not that I’m some expert or anything but gotta ask someone right? I can’t tell you what it means for you or how you fit into it. That’s kind of something you have to figure out. For me I never liked birds. Everyone always acted like I would once I got older but I didn’t think it would. I didn’t know growing up that gay was a thing but I just knew that I wasn’t going to grow up to suddenly decide Lois Lane was more attractive than Superman. Because not only am I gay but I’m a big gay nerd. Once I got to Hogwarts it sort of became more obvious that I was not going to suddenly like birds. My mum figured it out, I dunno how, and she took me a couple of years ago to a place in muggle London that a lot of gay people hang out in. That’s how I found out it was a thing. Sort of embarrassing finding out with my mum but it was also really nice to know I wasn’t alone. That there was nothing wrong with me.

The thing is there are some people who think that being gay means there’s something wrong with me. I dunno why, I guess some people just really like being arseholes. But it caused some problems. It’s why I don’t really talk about it at school. I got beat up by my old muggle friends classmates. We had to move. My best mates found out cause of all of that. They don’t care though. More birds for them. They’re really great. So that’s why you probably haven’t heard about it. Lots of gay blokes have shitty things happen when people find out. Easier I guess not to talk about it. Safer.

But like I said I’m happy to answer any questions you have. Via owl or in person. I’m glad you don’t have a problem with it. But you’re gay right? I mean you sent me a lot of really gay pictures. And wrote some pretty gay stuff. Maybe I shouldn’t have sent you pictures. Fuck. I was a little worried when I didn’t hear back from you that maybe it freaked you out. Guess we were’t flirting. Never going to have a boyfriend if I can’t even figure out who’s gay let alone if they’re flirting.

Glad you wrote back.

Josh

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

Ha! I don’t really think she liked anyone, but maybe you’re right, she didn’t even bother to pretend to be nice with Gryffindors. Really is a shame we weren’t talking then, you could have warned me. You really don’t think it’s stupid? Hang on, IN the boys’ bathroom? She followed you in there? Bloody hell, that does sound terrifying. What did you do? Hang on, do you actually get it? I mean I figured you would but still… You really think there’s nothing wrong with me? I guess there’s not because I sure don’t think there’s anything wrong with you. It’s just I’ve never actually said any of that stuff to anyone before so it’s really amazing that you actually get it. Only you’ve clearly never tried seeing if things would click with a bird so maybe I am still stupid. Hang on, what do you mean by more than just blokes liking birds? Is there another option? 

Ha! Clearly misinterpreting, like I said, I would never! Ha! Exactly, and trying cockroach chocolate was bad enough. Ha! I guess it seems like a cool job, but I prefer you not burnt to a crisp. You’re probably right about that being the main worry with dragons. Yeah, don’t wanna leave everyone my first Saturday back. But by next week it’ll be like I was never gone. Glad next Saturday works for you too! I can’t believe we’re actually gonna hang out. Happy to provide photo proof, glad you like the view as much as I do. It’s definitely better in person. Do you really wanna see my room? And you think I look great?? Thanks! I’m glad you think so because that’s how I look most of the time, my sisters are always teasing me that whenever I am on the ground I’m always just off my broom. They’re not really wrong either. Ha! No way, I wouldn’t think you look like an idiot. I’ve worn more than my share of grass stains, there are worse things. Maybe I could give you a lesson sometimes. No he’s friends with the McKinnons why would he need a lesson from me. Oh, really? Shows how little I know about muggles ‘cause I’d have thought the ones with more space would be the cooler ones. Looks like it’s nice back there! Very inviting. If you’re offering a ride I’ll happily approve of any car. 

Cene

Cene,

Ha! I’m certain of that. Sorry about that. I feel bad you had to go through all of it. I don’t at all. Right! Fucking psycho! Who the hell goes into the boys room like that? I told her I thought she was a freak for coming into the bathroom and pushed my way out. For about a week a lot of birds avoided me because she told them some story about how I was an arse to her. But then the fact that she was a weird who followed me into the bathroom came out and I guess most of them thought I was justified for being mean to her because they stop avoiding me. Unfortunately. It was a nice week, truthfully. Not at all. Ha! I’m glad you don’t think there’s anything wrong with me. Yeah, I get that. But that means you never talked to those quidditch blokes? I mean that French one looked ready to jump you. Even invited you back to visit him. I really thought that you’d at least been on a date with one of them. Definitely more but at least a date. But you don’t know? Really? Some people eh fuck it I like blokes not birds. So when I say I don’t want a girlfriend I mean ever because I want a boyfriend. It’s cool if that’s not the reason you don’t want a girlfriend. But if you’re cool with the fact that I’m gay and still wanna hang out great. If not why the hell have you been sending me those photos? Totally up to you.

Josh

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

I dunno, she really did seem pleasant enough at first. A bit pushy, but not a bitch like how she ended up. Too bad we weren’t talking as much or you could have warned me. But I dunno if I’d call it nice. More like, I dunno, scared I guess. That must sound so stupid. But I just felt like something was wrong with me for not being interested in girls like my mates are so when she showed up and said we were going on a date, and then that I was her boyfriend, I guess it just felt easy to go along with it. Like maybe if I went with it things would click, or something? Told you it’s stupid. Especially because she was awful, of course things weren’t gonna click with her. Another reason I should have been talking to you sooner, maybe would have realized it actually isn’t just me who doesn’t want a girlfriend. Glad we’re talking now, at least. Even if you’re the one who’s rude.

Ha! Must be your Gryffindor sensibilities because I wouldn’t dream of daring you to do that. Ew! Glad Honeydukes never sold anything like that. Dead or alive. Ha! I don’t think I was suggesting that at all. I don’t want to be responsible for you picking something that gets your hand chomped off. Ha! I won’t mind either, not offended in the slightest. Great! Looking forward to it. I don’t think my family will be quite willing to part with me this Saturday, but the week after would work. It looks the same during the other hours, but in case you don’t believe me here it is at dusk, we get a great view of the sunset out here. I’ve gotta agree with you there, I wouldn’t wanna be anywhere else. Wait you actually wanna come see my room? Okay, yeah. Of course. My other mates have been up here too. Rad, then you could also meet Owl. Normal. Ha! We do. Like I said, runs in the family. Nah, not being nice, just honest. I do like it. A lot. Oh. Flying agrees with me? Wait I look good, not just not gross? Oh. That’s. Glad you don’t think I look gross. I have a feeling you don’t look bad after flying either or ever. Oh wow! That’s so rad you’ve actually got a car. It looks a bit bigger inside than I expected. 

Cene

Cene,

Maybe she just doesn’t like Gryffindors. Or you’re too nice to see that her being pushy was being a bitch. Fuck. You don’t know about gays do you? Probably not. But are you gay? It’s not stupid. I was once cornered by Shelly Stanvele in the boys bathroom near the charms classroom, absolutely terrifying. And that’s not stupid either. Most of the blokes in school, maybe even all but us, seem very interested in birds. It can feel like you’re missing something. Nothing wrong with seeing if you are. Hoping things would click. But there’s nothing wrong with you for not being interested in them. I’m not just saying that because I’m also not interested. The world’s a lot bigger than just blokes liking birds. But you can’t know that if you never see anything more than blokes liking birds. It could be that things didn’t click because she was a bitch. But maybe they were just not gonna click anyway. Maybe you’re gay. I’m pretty sure you are. You keep sending really gay pictures. Is that too strong? I barely know how to come out myself in person I don’t know how to tell someone else they’re gay in a letter. I’m glad we’re talking now too. Ha! So rude of you!

Ha! Maybe so, because it did feel like a dare. Good to know it’s not. Same! Cause that would mean I’d have tried bee chocolate. Ha! I mean it sort of seemed like you were. In the case of dragons I think it’d be more burnt to a crisp. Not that it still wouldn’t be terrible but I’d probably still have both my hands. I’m glad. Oh right, you just got back. That makes sense. Next Saturday sounds great. I really just wanna see you in person so I can sort out if you’re actually gay. Well for lots of reasons but mainly are you gay? I believe you but I appreciate the photo proof. That’s a stunning view and a great sunset. Godric, you’re fucking hot. Makes sense. Yeah, I’d love to check out your room and meet Owl. And check out you in your room. Ha! Clearly! I’m glad. I don’t, at all. You look hot great. Is this flirting are we flirting? Ha! Thanks. I’d say maybe you’d find out but I’d rather not look like an idiot in front of you. Maybe the flying lessons will take. But it’s basically me covered in grass stains so probably more on the bad side. Why am I reminding you how terrible I am at the one thing you seem to really love? Thanks! Probably because it’s a mum car. They’ve got different sorts. The really cool ones are so tiny. But this one has plenty of room in the back seat for snogging trips. But glad you approve since this is the one I’ll most likely be driving if I learn.

Josh

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

I dunno if it’s so much because I’m nice rather than I dunno, everyone seemed to think me dating anyone her was a good idea, I guess I just felt like I was missing something. Still feel like I’m missing something but at least now I know she was just awful. Turns out she was just awful. Ed is a good mate, he felt bad he didn’t realize how awful she was sooner but I wasn’t really saying anything about it. She kept telling me I was an awful boyfriend and I guess I just figured she was right. I was stupid, not nice. But it’s nice of you to say I am. And thanks. It’s sort of nice to talk to someone else who also doesn’t even want a girlfriend. Ha! Now you sound like my sisters. I think you’re all way too nice to me. Ha! Git!

Ha! Only one way to find out how she’ll feel, you should definitely run them all by her. A BEE in chocolate? That just sounds dangerous. And very unpleasant. I’m with you, maybe joke testing isn’t as good of an option as it sounded. If you’re gonna risk getting hurt might as well do the dragons thing instead, that’d be cooler. Ha! Good point, maybe you can pitch it to Honeydukes if they give you an interview. Nope, getting eaten is not badarse but it’d be more badarse than death by bee chocolate. Ha! Guess we’ll have to find out if it’s just as good, I won’t be offended if it’s not. Muggle London on a Saturday sounds great, it’ll be fun to explore it. Yeah, we had a great time in Germany, I’m sure he’d like Paris too. I do like the view. Is that weird it’s a house only that’s clearly not the only view only I’ve never called another bloke a view before but you don’t seem weirded out so I dunno what’s happening but I really like the picture. It is, I still can’t believe it’s my room sometimes! Both? Right day and night obviously what’s wrong with me. Yeah it’s a great view at all hours. Feels like I’m in the sky too. Maybe you can come over and see it sometime. I look good or the stars look good? Thanks! Yeah, I dunno what the hoops are made out of but they’ve been here since way before I was born, makes for fun quidditch games here. That’s another great view. You look really good. I dunno, I think it looks pretty good! Nice to have a visual of where you’re writing me are you wearing a shirt when you write me no that’s weird what the hell even is that. Don’t have that different of a view from where I’m writing but here’s a closer up view of the hoops. Sorry I look sort of gross, I just got done flying and wanted to get a picture before it got too dark. Lizzie thought I looked gross after flying but you’re not Lizzie so maybe this is okay. 

Cene

Cene,

Can’t imagine anyone who was ever around her would have thought it was a good idea you dating her. Never talked to her but she always struck me as a bitch. You always seemed really nice. I was surprised to see you with her actually. Maybe you Hufflepuffs are just nicer in general. Or I’m not getting something here because she’s literally a bitch. Nah, hard to know if your a good boyfriend or not, I’m guessing, at least on your first try maybe. That’s me, someone who does not want a girlfriend. Ever. Ha! I’ve never heard that one before but I’ll take it as a compliment. Ha! Who me? Rude!

Ha! Why does this feel like a dare? Yep that’s what he said, a bee in chocolate. I guess it was both since he ended up in St Mungos. So you think I should try to get in at the dragon place? Ha! Might pitch dead ones, that’s a little better than a live one. Ha! Definitely taking this as you thinking I should go for the dragon place. I won’t mind finding out. It’s hard to compete with fire so glad you’re not offended. You’ll definitely beat it but how gay can I be in these letters? It’s a plan. Well the start of one, we need to decide which Saturday. Your dad sounds cool. I’m glad! The view is me right? It’s gotta be right? I bet, it looks really cool. Yeah, I agree it’s a great view at all hours. Well the hours I’ve seen. You’re hot all the time. Sounds perfect for you. Yeah? That’d be cool. You’re inviting me over to see your room, this feels very gay. Damn, your family really does go all in for the quidditch huh? Definitely an inherited obsession I’d say. Me or the yard? Thanks! You’re way too nice, especially after seeing your yard, but thanks. Yeah, I thought you might like it, glad I was right. Oh wow, they’re really cool looking. You don’t look gross. Flying agrees with you, clearly. Shit was that too gay. You’re just so fucking hot like that. Fuck it, keeping it. I don’t look that good when I just get done flying. That one was maybe too much. Shit this is so hard. Congrats on being hot. Meanwhile all I got is me in my mum’s car looking like a dork. Since we talked about going for a car ride, here’s my mum’s car. It’s very much a mum car but it’s a car that I might know how to drive next year.

Josh

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

I do say so. Yeah, me too. I dunno how good of a job I did but once she started getting really nasty about me not spending as much time on the pitch was how Ed figured out she was horrible and helped me break up with her. That sounds so pathetic because it is pathetic. You must think I’m an idiot for even dating her. I sure do. I hope so! Thanks for that. Writing you is turning out to be great for my confidence. Ha! No way am I falling for that!

Yeah they would be, so look at that you’ve got some good options! I’m sure McGonagall will be proud when you come back to school and tell her about them. Ha! It would be but it does a bit. It would help your badarse status but also getting eaten by a dragon or hippogriff would not be very badarse. Yeah clearly it has! Nah, I don’t think I’ve ever seen you be mean so I was never worried about that. Ha! Nope. I know! It’s flown by. No pun intended. Ha! Almost as good? Guess I’ll take that. It’d be fun! I’m usually free on Saturdays, Sundays the whole family invites a bunch of people over for quidditch. You could come if you want. Only you don’t play quidditch. And then my family would wonder how I know you. Which you’re a friend from school. Who I’ve been writing all summer. Why does inviting you feel weird? My parents don’t have any special rules for muggle London but my curfew is 10 pm so I’m up for anything that has me home by then. Or close to it, they’re not that strict as long as they know where I’m gonna be. Ha! I do. Yeah, we had a great time in Germany. Definitely wouldn’t mind exploring Paris with him if we’re just gonna be there. You sure did! Oh wow that’s quite the view. Wait the neighbors house right the view of the neighbors house. I dunno, doesn’t seem like a bad view to me. Wait that’s weird. Right? It’s weird. Maybe it’s not weird. Glad you reminded me to show you mine! I waited for the sun to set so you can see the stars but then I realized I should get one when the sun is actually out so you can see our yard. So there’s two photos for ya!

Cene

Ha! Okay. Wow, I’m surprised you didn’t complain about her to your best mate sooner as awful as she seems. But I guess it makes sense considering how nice you are. I’m glad you’ve got a good mate who helped you out. Nah, just making me realize how nice you actually are. Shame someone took advantage of it, but doesn’t surprise me that she would be the sort to do that. Sorry again you had to go through that. If you ever need to talk about.  I mean I know you probably talked to your mate, and I’ve never actually dated, but still if you wanted to. Ha! I’m glad to hear it. You should have some more confidence in yourself, you’re a great bloke. Ha! Worth a shot!

Ha! I dunno how McG is gonna feel about those options, somehow I don’t think pride is on the table. We’ll see. Both of them do sound really cool. Though I asked Vinnie about the joke testing some more and he told me some of the jokes were painful. He ended up at St. Mungo’s with a swollen tongue from some bee in a chocolate prank. Literally a live bee in a hollow ball of chocolate. He said they tested it for a while because the bees kept dying so he was real surprised when he bit into one and the bee got his tongue. Anyway, not to sound like a wimp or anything but it doesn’t really sound as cool. I don’t mind getting hurt or anything in the pursuit of some fun, sort of inevitable when you’re me, but I don’t actually like getting hurt. Or try for it. Though I’m also surprised the bee in chocolate never made it to Honeydukes. Ha!  Yeah, getting eaten isn’t very badarse you’re right. I can be but I’m glad you don’t think I was being mean. Ha! Flown, sure. But it has. Ha! Good. Maybe it’ll turn out to be just as good. Saturdays work well for me too. We could meet up and hang out in muggle London, see a movie if one sounds good or just explore some of the city. I go when I can but it’s pretty big. Lots to explore. Cool, that’s my curfew too. Not that I don’t think it’d be fun to go to your quidditch thing. This just might be more chill. Also I don’t play quidditch and so you’d either have to not play quidditch so we could hang out or I’d be stuck hanging out with people I don’t know watching you play quidditch. Which I really wanna hang out with you. Plus since I don’t play quidditch it might be hard to hang out. Why does inviting me feel weird? Did you mean to write that to me? Does it mean you like me? I’m so confused, are you gay or what mate? Ha! I’m glad. I’m sure that Louis bloke won’t mind your dad tagging along. It sounded like you had a lot of fun in Germany. That’s so gay, you’re gay right? Why is this so fucking hard. Thanks, glad you like the view. By view we mean me right? Cause I mean my neighbors house is just a fucking house. Not the way I thought you show me yours I’ll show you mine with a bloke would go but I’ll take it. You are so fucking hot. Wow, that’s some view. The actual view and you. Both of them. You have a great room, it suits you. That first photo sort of looks like you’re up in the sky. It’s really awesome. You look good with the stars. Wow that was cheesy as fuck but fuck it I’m leaving it because there is no straight reason for you to be sending me shirtless photos. You weren’t messing around when you said you had actual hoops either. They look a lot like the ones at Hogwarts. Here’s the ‘garden’ I told ya about. It’s pretty sad, especially compared to your yard. But now you see where I’ve been writing you from. I usually take a nap after my morning shift so I took the photo after I woke up so you could actually see it. Also felt weird taking a shirtless photo in the backyard with my parents inside so this way they were both at work. Still felt weird but not as weird.

Josh

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

Ha! Makes sense. Nah, now you’re just being even nicer. Ha! Yeah, I guess you would. But right, exactly! I know as well as anyone it doesn’t always work because I’m rubbish at spells no matter how much I try, but it works for me for quidditch and the only way I’ll ever have a shot at the English league is if I keep practicing. Aw, I dunno, we’ve got a lot of good players who might be better at leading the team than me. But it’d be cool to have a shot. And thanks. Ha! Guess there’s nothing I can do about that, is there?

Ha! There we go, that sounds like the best option so far. Good! I’d be worried if you did, even if it does sound kind of badarse. Ha! Yeah, I guess so. Maybe it’ll lead you to meeting someone who does a fun job you’d actually want though. And yes, always got joke tester as a backup! Yeah, sorry if I made it seem like you did. Ha! Well that’d sure make it harder I guess. And that’s a good point, clumsy and big creatures who can burn you or bite your hand off probably isn’t a great mix. I feel like we’re at least getting closer to some good ideas now though, more than at the beginning of the summer at least. I can’t believe we’ve been talking all summer. Ha! Hanging out without fire involved does sound a little better, if I’m being honest. I like muggle London. And movies. Do you actually wanna hang out with me? I’m not busy. The rest of my summer is just gonna be hanging out with my family and lots of flying. Which I’m looking forward to but also I have time to hang out. That sounded so dumb but I can’t believe you wanna hang out with me. Ha! Guess what she doesn’t know won’t hurt you. Right, yeah. Am I missing something here? Why does this feel weird now? I don’t think they have anything in Paris, but it’s not too far away from Quiberon so I guess I figured we’d see Paris then go back there. I dunno. Guess I’ll find out whenever he owls me about it. Ha! There’s an option.  Ha! It would, yeah. You did! Ha! Oh well, can’t always make sense I guess. Wait did you tell him about me? I mean of course he did he mentioned his friend wanted a photo why am I being weird about it. It’s funnier now I know that. Yeah it really is! Ha! I think if they’re the crowd you like that’s what matters. Sounds like they’re really interesting for sure. 

Cene

Cene,

Ha! If you say so. Glad you didn’t let her stop you from doing what you’ve got to do to get where you want to be. I bet in a few years I’ll be congratulating you on getting into the English league. Well I don’t know anything about that really but I’m certain you’ve got a shot. You’re welcome. Ha! I mena you could always tell me something more embarrassing in the hopes I forget about the parchment eating but I’d say probably not.

Ha! It would be really cool. That one or the joke testing I think would both be. Ha! Yeah that would be a head scratcher someone wanting one, but it does doesn’t it? Shame it’s a little too hardcore for me or I might try it to get my badarse status back up. Guess I don’t want it bad enough. Ha! It’s certainly led me to some interesting people. Nothing to apologize for, I just wanted to make sure you knew I was just not thinking and not being mean. Yeah it would. Ha! Doesn’t sound like it would work well at all. Might be. I can’t believe we’re already halfway through the summer. And I still can’t fly any better shit. Ha! Well I guess we could do that. Muggle London and movies are almost as good as fire. Company would be better. Cool! Glad it won’t cut into your family and flying time too badly. We could maybe go on the weekend. I dunno what your parents rules are about muggle London but if a night showing is out we can always hit up a matinee or just roam around the city. Ha! Exactly, you get it. Guess so, that makes sense. Seemed like you had a good time with your dad in Germany. Groovy, glad I did him justice! It’s still cool though. Glad you like it, I thought it was pretty funny too. Yeah, that’s true, it is what matters. They really are! My neighbors are gone and it seemed like a good opportunity to show you my sad little view, you know so they wouldn’t get all weird and think I was taking a picture of their house. So anyway, this is the view, definitely not great at all.

Josh

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

You are, yeah. Not making an idiot of yourself at all! Probably picked up more from the McKinnons than you realized. That’s really nice of you. Lizzie always told me I spent too much time on a broom, she just never really got that that’s what it takes to keep getting better. I like that you get it. Is that weird to compare a mate to Lizzie. Glad you get it. I hope I get to be captain for at least one year. Ha! No, glad we’re agreed on that. Me either. But yeah exactly, it could work! Ha! Shit, I thought you’d forgotten about that. 

Oh yeah, that makes sense with all the school and how dangerous it is. Wait, did I just talk you into trying to hang out with dragons? I’m not sure I wanted to do that. I’d be disappointed if you ended up with a hook hand. I get what you mean about enough gold to do adult shit, yeah. Ha! He is cute, right? I sort of missed the little guy. Oh no, that’s okay! I didn’t mean I minded you bringing it up, just couldn’t really get on board with encouraging that as a career option. Especially when the alternative is testing out jokes! Ha! Great, I’ll do that. Actually though would it be weird if we hung out? I mean we’re both home now... Ha! Now I get it, a minor burn is one you don’t have to mention to your parents, that makes a lot of sense. Oh. I guess that’s a good point, now that you mention it, it is sort of odd he didn’t mention quidditch. Or even Quiberon. He just said Paris. I dunno, I just figured it was a recruiting thing so there must be quidditch involved. What else would it be? Ha! Very glad for that. I mean I’m sure you wouldn’t look too bad bald but you look really good now your hair looks really good it’d be a shame to lose your hair. Oh, wow! I dunno he seems sort of scary. Only he’s clearly making you laugh so I guess not. Thanks for that, you did a good job of describing him, he looks how I was picturing only somehow both a little more and a little less scary? Dunno if that makes sense. That hook is really something. The security guards look nice too, that’s so rad you’re part of the in crowd now. Not surprised though. 

Cene

Cene,

I’m glad. Ha! They’d agree, if only because it makes them look good. Nah, just telling the truth is all. Lizzie is a bitch so I’m not surprised. You’d think a Ravenclaw would be smarter than that. Everyone knows you have to practice just about anything if you want to be good at it. Doesn’t always work. Hasn’t for me and flying. But it’s the only way that does work. I bet you will. Course Ed Bones seems like a competitive sort so maybe it’d be between you two. Yeah, me too. But are our reasons the same? It could maybe. Ha! No chance, just saving it in my back pocket to pull out when it’s fun.

Why would you be disappointed?  Does that mean something?  Ha! Don’t worry, I’m still holding out hope for Honeydukes. I don’t want a hook hand either. I like both my hands where they’re at. Yeah, it’d be too lucky if a summer job lead to something that could be a fun job.  At least there’s testing out jokes, gotta look into that one for sure! Yeah he is. You are too. That’s sweet. Ah okay, that makes sense. I’m glad I didn’t upset you bringing up something you didn’t want to think about. You gotta fly to do that one anyway so that’s out. Now that I think about it I guess Hippogriffs and Dragons would be too because I’m probably way to clumsy to survive those. Ha! Great! If you don’t find anything cool to bring over to burn we could always just hang out in muggle London. Maybe catch a movie. It’s not France or Italy but I think it’d be fun. I’m not actually asking you out on a date date so I think this is cool to leave. Just hanging out. Chill. Gonna erase the other stuff though. Cause I’m thinking now that you’re not trying to make me jealous. But I’m still really confused. Course if you’re busy, that’s cool. We’ll hang out at school. Exactly! Can’t have mum worrying more than she does. She’d kill me if she knew half the things we got up to. I dunno. You’d know better since you know him and I don’t. Maybe I’m just being weird. He’s definitely into you though. Do they have something in Paris and Quiberon? You could always take your dad with you, that way if there’s not enough quididtch you two can check out Paris like you did Berlin. Ha! You are? So you like my hair? Like normally or how it is in the selfies I sent? Ha! Yeah, that’d suck. Especially now that you sound like you like my hair. Welcome! Did I? Cool, I’m glad. Ha! Doesn’t really but I still like it. I think he’d like it too. Cause I told him I wanted a photo to show you he wasn’t scary and then he went and posed like that. Right? It’s insane! Those ones are. I dunno if I’d call them the in crowd, though they’d definitely call themselves that. But they’re the crowd I like being in with. They know all kinds of stuff plus everyone I’ve gotten to know so far has been really interesting.

Josh

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

Ha! It does. ….You’re making a lot of really good points. You’re  so nice. Are you just being nice? It doesn’t feel like you are. I’ll try to keep all that in mind if Sprout ends up giving me the badge. Thanks for all that, means a lot that you’ve got faith in me. Is that weird? Clearly we’re friends now right? Ha! No, that would not be a fun party. I can’t believe we agree on that. Practice? Oh right. Ha! I guess I’ve had a bit, who knew just hiding in a corner talking quidditch would work? Guess we could test out how quickly you bore of quidditch talk at that party then, keep the girls away at the same time. Ha! I’m not winning this one, am I?

Oh wow, that’s definitely different from the Ministry. Plenty of fire, can see why McGonagall would have thought you’d like that! Ha! I’m glad too, we’ve been bonding. Yeah, I spend too much time on a broom to think about that sort of thing too much. That’s great! Would have been awful to be bored all summer. Ha! I dunno about that, but I’ll consider it. Maybe I’ll just bring it to you so you can burn it. Ha! Is that the expert opinion? Oh, that’s a good question. He didn’t really say but I mean I figure there’d be another practice involved, not sure why else I’d be invited back. Oh. Wow. Yeah, you look great. Fine. You look  Thank Helga for that! I was a little worried about your hair. Glad to see it’s all there. And glad you still approve of the quidditch tan. 

Cene

Cene,

Am I? Cool! Glad I’m not making an idiot of myself talking about stuff I don’t know. You’re welcome. I do, - is it weird that I do?- don’t have to know much about quidditch to see you’re not only really good at it but really wanna keep getting better. If she doesn’t give you the badge this year, she’ll for sure do it next. Ha! Not at all. So is that really all you did with those blokes? That Louis bloke was not looking at you like that was all he wanted to do. Ha! Not me. That’s one way of doing it I guess. If it worked on older birds might work at school too. Ha! We could always go back to talking about your parchment eating habit.

Right! It looked really cool. But it also sounded like something you’d have to really loved doing, like you and quidditch. I dunno. Maybe I should give it a go, fire is cool, dragons are cool, both would be really cool. Would be less of a loser than selling papers in the Ministry atrium and still living with my parents because I make nothing. Not that I don’t make some gold, it’s just I don’t think it’d be enough to actually do any of that adult shit you know? Ha! That’s cute. Glad to see Owl looking so good. Seems happy you’re home. Can’t blame him. Makes sense, sorry for bringing it up, I didn’t mean to. It really would have been! Ha! Or you can do that yeah. I’ll be happy to burn it for you. And to see you. Ha! I dunno, but it’s basically what me and my mates live by. No need to tell the parents if there’s nothing to tell. Really are you sure you can’t think of any other reason? Wouldn’t he have said if there was a practice included? Just thought maybe he’d have said since you talked about quidditch so much. Ha!  Do you like my hair? Happy to put your worries at ease. I’m thankfully not bald. Or weird bald spots. Yeah, I do. A lot. Thought I’d get a photo so you would see Vinnie’s not such a bad bloke. Here’s a picture of us. Also one of the fountain, it’s got the security guards in it because I think they saw me taking a photo of me and Vinnie and wanted to be included. They’re the nice ones. One of ‘em is always bringing in cookies and stuff his wife makes and he’s been going me some. I think that means I’m in here at the Ministry. Ha! Who would have thought?

Josh

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

I do! It was probably stupid to trust you with that seeing as we’ve barely hung out but we’ve been writing all summer and I dunno I feel like I can trust you. Thanks for listening. Or reading, I guess? Stupid. Thanks, that’s nice of you to say. And that’s a good point, I definitely learned a lot this summer. I’m just…not sure if I’m cut out to be a leader, you know? Ben is so confident and I’m not really good at that off the pitch. But I might be worrying about nothing because I don’t even know if Sprout will make me captain or not. Thanks for the confidence in me, though. Ha! It would be, glad you agree. Ha! I dunno, might get too busy trying to chase away girls. Maybe we can help each other on that front. Ha! But I’m only admitting to that one.

Ha! Good, I would hope not! Oh wow, okay, yeah I guess that makes sense. I mean I don’t know much about taking care of dragons either but I know it’s dangerous and hard. Guess it makes sense hippogriffs would be similar but I guess since they have them at school I always figured they weren’t as bad. Really is crazy we’ve got them at school. Tommy took good care of Owl, and he seems happy to see me. I was sort of worried he’d forget about me. (Owl, not Tommy). Yeah, broom races tend to be more dangerous than quidditch but there can still be bad accidents in quidditch matches, we can get going pretty fast on the pitch. So not something fun to think about. Definitely go with the joke shop thing if you’re gonna follow Vinnie’s footsteps. That’s rad, sounds like you’re making a lot of friends there! Ha! Someone just left a shopping cart with a unicorn thing in the woods? Maybe I need to go see what’s in the woods by my house. Ha! That does not sound like a little burnt but I guess I’ll take your word for it. Glad you’re mostly unscathed at least. Thanks! Feels like I never left, except I don’t think I’ve ever slept as well as I did last night finally back in my own bed. I look good? Do you mean the beach? No, the beach suits me. Oh. That’s. Thanks! Think I’ll be happy sticking to English beaches for the time being, though. I knew you would! Yeah, it was the whole team. It started off more low key which was nice, then of course a bunch of other people showed up but I just hung out with Louis sort of away from the crowd so that was cool. He actually invited me to come back before school starts so he can show me Paris. I didn’t know quidditch teams did stuff like that but I’m hoping my parents let me go. Oh wow you look I dunno, I think you still look good. Like, really good. Looks to me like you still have a bit of color, maybe, but you’re making it work either way. My quidditch tan got a little better and then a lot worse. 

Cene

Cene,

Get’s confusing. I mean it. I know I don’t know a lot about this stuff and we haven’t hung out in person unless you count when you came to the club but it’s clear that quidditch is something you care about. Feels like that’s probably a good thing for a quidditch captain. But isn’t it all on the pitch? The locker rooms or whatever count as the pitch, right? Plus, like you said, Ben’s confident, and I’ve heard the blokes talking about him so I feel like he is pretty competitive, doesn’t seem like he’d try to give it to you if he didn’t think you could do it. I don’t know him but that’s the impression I have. You’re welcome. Quidditch is your thing. Ha! I do. Ha! That doesn’t sound like a fun party. Maybe we can, you’ve seemed to have gotten in some practice there maybe you can give me some pointers. Ha! Written exactly like I’d expect a cheeky bloke to write.

Ha! Yeah, not that crazy. There was a pamphlet for the Romanian Dragon Sanctuary, they’re not all Ministry jobs. But yeah, I didn’t think they were as bad either. Ha! Course he is. Who wouldn’t be happy to see you? Fuck you’re so cute. Glad he didn’t forget about you. Yeah, I don’t blame you for not wanting to think about them. Ha! Good call. I am. There’s a lot of people so it’s cool that I’m recognizing more of them. Some of them chat with me. It’s less boring than I thought it ouwld be.  Ha!  Yes, do!  And then burn it! Anything that doesn’t need a burn potion is just a little. The bruises from falling off the broom were worse. But maybe I’ll do better this weekend. More or less! Nice. So you and Louis hung out a lot huh?  Louis invited you or the team? Cause it sounds like just Louis. So for the day or come back to stay for a weekend or something to sit in on another practice? Do you want me to be jealous about Louis? I don’t understand what’s happening here. Making it work and another picture of you in your bed…WHAT’S HAPPENING Thanks! And see, nothing to worry about with the burns, no scars or anything. Nah, it looks good. You can tell you’ve been getting some sun.

Josh

(x)

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

Ha! That seems fair enough, since we’ll have already bored each other. Yeah. I dunno if it’s gonna happen so I’ve only mentioned it to Ed and Tommy (and now you), but Ben was asking me about if I wanna be captain next year. I’m sort of nervous about it but I’d also hate to miss out on the chance. We’ll see. But yeah, I’d miss my family and like I said there’s good stuff at Hogwarts too. Would hate to miss out on all the plans we’ve got next year, imagine if I left Hogwarts without ever coming to one of your Gryffindor parties. Though I really am nervous so gonna need you to be my Gryffindor buddy during it. That sounds so stupid. I like that you think I’m interesting, I think you’re interesting too. Ha! I’ll give you that one, I was being cheeky there. 

Ha! Yeah I don’t blame you, cool as a magic hand sounds I like having the one that’s already attached to me. Also didn’t realize you have to study that hard to look after hippogriffs. I’ve never had a pet either, at least until Owl. And I left him just a few weeks after I took him home so I’m probably not a great mouse parent. But Tommy’s been looking after him. Cleaning up after broom races sounds awful, I don’t like to spend a lot of time thinking about what happens when brooms crash. Didn’t even realize that was a whole job. Testing jokes sounds more fun, maybe more dangerous for you though. That’s really cool you’ve made friends with someone like that. Glad you like it there and aren’t stuck in an office. Ha! Don’t worry, I won’t tell her. Ha! Where the heck did you find that? Ha! A little? What’s it mean to catch on fire a little? Yeah! I can’t believe I’m done either. Got home last night and I was hanging out with my family so I haven’t had time to write until now. It’s nice to be back home, though. And as promised here’s a photo from the beach! It was just as nice as the beach in Italy, and we lit a fire. Made me think of you. You would have loved it, I had to get a photo for you. 

Cene

Cene,

Ha!   Glad you agree. Thanks for trusting me with that. So if I’m included in that does this mean we’re just mates? You’ll do great, I’m sure of it. I know nothing so probably not that reassuring but I do know you’ve spent part of your summer learning from pro players so that feels like you’ll have something to share. I dunno. Like I said, you’ll do great. Ha! It would be a tragedy if you left Hogwarts without having been to a Gryffindor party, can’t say they’re mine but it would be terrible of you not to attend at least one. What, you think I’d abandon you at a party I invited you to? No way! Cool, thanks. But as a mate right? Ha! Hell yeah you were!

Ha! Yeah. And I may get hurt a lot but I’m not looking to get hurt or in this case have an actual part of my body eaten. Yeah, it sounds an awful lot like how much work it takes to look after dragons. They’re really dangerous if you don’t know what you’re doing, and sometimes if you do apparently because he was good at it. According to Vinnie at least. Crazy to think we have some at the school. Oh right, Owl! Nice of Tommy to look after him for ya. Yeah, I don’t blame you on that one. Though he said it was for the broom races which is sort of a different. Guess not as safe maybe. But yeah, me either. Ha! Yeah, probably more dangerous. But still fun. He’s a blast. Some of the security guards are pretty fun too. Thanks, me too! Ha! Good I appreciate that. Ha! Someone left it in the woods near the McKinnon’s place. They leave all sorts of junk in there. Ha! Oh you know, a singe, like holes in your shirt or small little burns that don’t hurt much. Sometimes the tips of your hair catch it. But nothing bad. Nice! Glad you got back home safe. Do you miss it? Or them maybe I should say since you clearly met a few blokes. Wow you look hot. That photo is… You look good. French beaches suit you. Fuck it it’s true. You’re right, I would have loved the fire. So you and Louis do anything else? So was it the whole team at the beach? I’ve lost all my tan. It’s sad.

Josh

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

Ha! Good to know, thanks, I will let you know. Ha! Good question, maybe so. If no one wins does that mean neither of us has to tell an embarrassing story or both of us have to tell one? Ha! I dunno, maybe a bit. It’s really fun playing with the pros and I really don’t like classes, but there’s also a lot about Hogwarts I’d miss. Mostly my mates and playing quidditch with them. Plus, don’t tell anyone this (especially any Gryffindor quidditch players, please) but Ben Bones told me he recommended me for quidditch Captain next year. Not sure if that’ll happen but might be cool. And I miss home. Not sure I’d wanna stay this far away for a whole year or even more than that. Ha! Well now I’m even more nervous, thanks for that. You have a lot of faith in me I don’t get why, I appreciate it. Starting with a quidditch party sounds good, as long as it’s not Gryffindor/Hufflepuff. Be awkward to hang around after my team beats yours.

 Ha! Maybe but you’re definitely smarter because drinking all that was not a good choice. Ha! I’ll take your word on that. He does sound cool though. You’re not thinking of taking care of hippogriffs now, are you? That makes sense he’d use the hand for making sandwiches. Ha! You think he wears it to freak people out? That’s funny, I’ll give ya that. And it changes colors? That’s rad! Sounds like a cool bloke to hang out with. Oh wow, sounds sort of neat. I have a lot of family members who work there but I’ve never actually been myself. But hey, there’s a plan. At least you know you wouldn’t hate it. Who knew you’d take to the Ministry after all? Ha! Maybe a bit. Oh, wow. What is in that cart?? And do you have to stand that close to it? It looks like your hair is about to catch fire and that would be awful because you have really nice hair. Wait what was that. Looks like you’re having fun, please try not to catch yourself on fire. Glad you don’t think I’m a git for dumping the coffee. Today went much better after last night–I got to play with the starters again and I made some really cool plays with the other beater. It’ll be a shame to leave tomorrow, though I’ll excited to get home. And tonight I’ll finally get to see a French beach, so I’ll be sure to get a photo for you. In the meantime here’s the Quafflepunchers pitch, that’s me and Louis. Nice to hear you’re back to your normal spot! Hope that root isn’t causing you too much trouble. 

Cheers,

Cene

Cene

You’re welcome, happy to do it. Ha! Both of us, neither of us having to tell sounds boring. Right. I dunno why I mentioned looking forward to hanging out with you. Well you did send me a picture of you in bed but I dunno. No way! Really? That’s very cool! I won’t say anything. Can’t blame you for not wanting to to stay away from home for too long either. Ha! Happy to help! Nah, I just know you’re interesting. Ha! You cheeky bugger! I’m sure that would be awkward. No Gryffindor/Hufflepuff party.

Ha! Sorry about that. Ha! Good! He is very cool. Ha! Nah. It sounds cool but I don’t wanna lose my hand.  Plus you have to study really hard for it and honestly I’ve never even had a dog. But maybe one of his other careers. He used to clean up after crashes at broom races. Seems gruesome but might not be bad. For a little while he tested joke stuff. Like what they sell at the joke shop? That’d be fun. He’s really done a lot of interesting things. Ha! I’m certain of it from how he talks. It does! Yeah, he is. I’ve been chatting with him after I pack up in the mornings before I floo back to the Prophet. Yeah, I’d never been either. It’s cooler than I thought, but again just the part I’ve seen. And still wouldn’t wanna work in an office. Ha! Yeah. Lots of interesting people. Oh fuck, that sounds terrible don’t say something like that. McG might here ya! I dunno, some paper unicorn thing, it was in the cart when we found it. Ha! Catching on fire a little isn’t too bad. Nah, I don’t. Seems smart to me. Oh cool!  Glad it went better. Can’t believe you’re already done with it all. Awesome, can’t wait to see it. Wow Louis is….a hot older quidditch player who is clearly into you fuck. But are you into him? You look happy. Right., you’re hanging out with hot quidditch players and I’m tripping over tree roots and falling off brooms as the blokes try to teach me to fly. Great. Nah, not too much! Have fun at the beach!

Cheers,

Josh

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

It is, but I’m glad we’re talking now. Ha! That would have been great. On the off chance any girls try to ask me out next year I might take you up on that offer. Ha! Fair enough, might be cheating. Plus I’d just end up boring myself trying to do that. Ha! Don’t think we have to worry about that, my dad hasn’t changed his mind. Ha! Will we? I’m a bit nervous now. Hm, that’s a good point. Maybe I won’t be a complete disaster at a quidditch party then. 

Ha! Whatever yourself! I did, apparently that’s how the French drink it but it was bad and I had to drink the whole thing ‘cause I didn’t wanna be rude. Ha! I didn’t think little girls drank coffee at all but after reading what else you’ve said about Vinnie please don’t tell him I said that. I can’t believe you’re friends with someone who has a hook for a hand because a hippogriff bit his hand off! That’s badarse. Maybe this is a stupid question but how does he sell coffee and sandwiches when he wears the hook instead of the hand? That’s good to know, honestly he sounds like a bit intimidating. Oh wow, really? That’s cool, I also figured it would have been all dark and stuff. Glad it’s not, at least not where you are. Ha! I dunno if setting things on fire is ever predictable, but maybe. Ha! Yep, it’s so rad talking quidditch with a pro. Especially in a different league, there’s some differences in how they play here so it’s fascinating to hear about all that. Drinking it in the morning seems like it was definitely the better choice. I had a bit of a rough morning here. Wasn’t late for anything, just more tired than normal. I guess Louis expected that ‘cause he brought me more coffee this morning, which was nice of him but I sort of ended up dumping it out into a bush on the way to the stadium when he wasn’t looking. I still feel bad about it but it’s just so gross! Plus I’d rather be tired than try to fly jittery. Thankfully practice still went well. We’ve just gone one more tomorrow, which gave me a good excuse to just call it a night early tonight. I just went back to the hotel after dinner, I’m sitting out on the patio writing to you and it’s honestly been my favorite evening here. And as soon as I finish this, I’m going to sleep. Which is now, I think, because that’s about it for tonight. 

Cheers,

Cene

Cene,

Me too! Ha! It’s an open offer, just let me know. Ha! If we both end up bored does that mean no-one wins the bet? How not into girls are you? Like focused on your career maybe later, or would/are snogging a bloke so very not interested in birds? Ha! Not sure if I should say sorry or not about this one. Won’t lie, I’m looking forward to hanging out in divination but at the same time it sounds like you might want your dad to change his mind. Ha! We will! I’d say don’t be but your’e probably right to be. I doubt you’d be a totally disaster at any party but I’ll try to remember to start with a quidditch party. Maybe not the Gryffindor/Hufflepuff after party, assuming there is one, since it might not be a Gryffindor party.

You are way nicer than me. I didn’t drink all mine. Which might be why Vinnie said I drank my coffee like a little girl. I dunno, I’m with you on the not thinking little girls drank coffee. Ha! Nah, he’s not scary, he’s cool! Right? He’s awesome. Plus he’s had a few different careers so I feel a little better about not knowing what I wanna do. It’s not a stupid question, he can do a surprising amount with the hook. But he usually wears a fake hand instead of the hook when he’s doing the coffee and sandwiches. Apparently the hook makes some people nervous. Which I think might be why he wears it, which is really cool right? The hand is cool too. He says he could have gotten one that looked like his actual hand but instead he got one that changes color. It moves like a real hand though. Ha!  He’s a chill bloke, I promise. At the most a scary grandpa. Yeah, it’s really cool looking. It’s kind of dark when I first get there but once people start coming in it’s not so bad. You’re still very much underground, but there’s a fountain and the ceiling is really tall. Plus there’s so many bloody people! It’s worse than trying to get to lunch at school. I wouldn’t wanna spend all day here but it’s not bad in small bits. Maybe I’ll just sell papers for a few years. Might not be too bad. Aside from the fact that I’d probably be stuck living at my parents’ till I got a better paying job. But plan b in case coming up with gross flavors at Honeydukes does’t work out. Ha! Yeah but the blokes and I and fire seem to be. And as predicted we found something to set on fire! That’s cool! Wow, spending some time with this Louise fellow huh? Sorry to hear you were so tired. I think dumping it in the bush was the right choice. I’m with you tired is better than jittery. Glad it didn’t get in the way of practice. Yeah? That sounds like a nice night. Pretty cool to think of you writing me from a patio in France.  I’m back under that tree with the dangerous roots. I’m a dork. Hope you finally got some sleep!

Cheers,

Josh

[joshaubrey]

ceneweardtooker​:

Josh,

Right! I’m enjoying it. Wow. Wish we’d started talking before now. Maybe you could have helped me avoid the whole girlfriend situation to begin with. I mean she was scary so I dunno if I’d have had the guts to say no to her anyways but I was also just sort of hoping I’d figure out why everyone else seems so keen on dating. You definitely won’t have to worry about that from me, though I may keep that in mind if quidditch talk doesn’t bore you enough to win our bet. Not sure I even know how to talk about girls though so hearing me try would probably just be funny. I’m glad you don’t count it. Maybe. You’re definitely giving me too much credit. Guess we’ll see. Ha! Okay good, but don’t be expecting me to set anything on fire. Ha! I dunno about that, I found two foreign quidditch players to talk quidditch with. Which is fun for me, but I dunno if it’d make me a hit at most parties. Plus I think they’re supposed to be nice to recruits.

Yeah, I can’t imagine that. Thank goodness for your dad and your other uncle. Ha! Okay fine, maybe that was a little bit badarse. Ha! Told you! I am happy, thank you. Oh yeah? That’s great! No way, I tried coffee too! I wasn’t really a fan but I didn’t try it with a bunch of cream and sugar. I’m sort of skeptical, though, but I’m glad you liked it. I like stories if you wanna share one of Vinnie’s. That’s interesting people are crankier in the afternoon. Guess I’d be grumpy after a full day at the Ministry too. Ha! I knew it! Yeah, Louis is really cool. Hung out with me at the club in the city the team went to tonight and we ended up leaving early and going to a local cafe instead. That was way more my speed so it was nice of him to leave with me. The croissants there were even better than the ones at my hotel. And apparently you have to have coffee with them, but I wasn’t really a fan. Plus it made me feel all weird and jittery. I never stay up this late but I couldn’t sleep. Good news is it meant I could answer your letter tonight instead of waiting until tomorrow. This photo is evidence of why no one should drink coffee after dinner. Or ever, if you ask me. I’m definitely a tea bloke. 

Goodnight (hopefully), 

Cene

Cene,

Me too. Yeah, it’s a shame. Sorry I was too much of a coward.  I could have told her no for you. What does that mean though? Do you mean just birds or dating in general? Or dating birds at school? Ha! Sounds like cheating. Good we can skip that then. Guess we will. Unless you go and pull a Cal Fletcher on me after all. Ha! We’ll see about that too. Yeah, I’m sure they were just being nice. Probably right about the quidditch. Why don’t I know more about quidditch. I dunno, quidditch parties are always full of people talking about quidditch.

Yeah, it’d be awful. Ha! It was! Yeah, yeah, whatever. Did you? Oh man, I couldn’t imagine it without the cream and sugar. Vinnie laughed at me and said I was drinking it like a little girl but I don’t care, it needed it. He used to train Hippogriffs and today he was telling me about the one that took his hand. It was so gross and awesome! But that’s how he ended up selling coffee and sandwiches in the Ministry. Couldn’t train them anymore even though he’s got a fake hand now. He also has a hook he sometimes wears instead of the hand, it’s pretty neat. He’s a cool bloke, if you ever end up at the Ministry you should say hi. Ha! Right! At first I thought it’d be weird being underground but you don’t even realize it. The part where I’m at, the atrium, is so big. But I dunno what the rest is like. Clearly not cool. Ha! Yeah, I’m pretty predictable. So wait like a date? That’s cool. Must have been a lot of quidditch talk. Or not. Yeah, the coffee I had made me feel a lot like that too. It wasn’t so bad because I had it in the morning though. I think I might be a tea bloke too. But France looks like it’s agreeing with you. That was dumb. You don’t look too bad for a bloke who can’t sleep. Nope. It’s not a bad picture at least. Maybe you should try the sleep deprivation thing more. I mean, it did get me a reply sooner! And you look so fucking hot. Fuck me.

Hope you got some sleep!

Josh