first personal in awhile
just got to get a few things off this chest/stupid fucking prose
I’m moving through life at a rapid pace and it’s getting too much for my little heart (I’m only 20)
in summer I spent a lot of time alone with my thoughts and figured that I wasn’t really in love with my best friend Now he moved to the city and I’m overwhelmed by guilt Now he’s pissed and what could i possibly do I already fucking hate myself for everything I’ve done to you
I’m falling in love and it’s a quick nosedive
He’s a self declared comedian and a lover at heart He’s a musician and takes me up in his arms And kisses me with force every time He’s a drinker (oh I definitely have a type) Smokes recreationally (OH I definitely HAVE A TYPE) Why does this feel so different and so intense I’m nuts This feeling is like the atheist and the asshole times 100 He feels like everything is answered there are no more questions
