âA Rose for Emilyââfrom Homerâs point of view
âThe only reason I had been in Jefferson was because of work. I was the director of the northern-based construction company, Barronâs Builds. The company had been contracted to pave sidewalks in the Mississippi town. It was in Jefferson that I had met Emily Grierson.
She was a lady with status, yet she was unmarried. She was the perfect cover for me. She had been perfect to hide my sexual deviancy. If I was seen with her, nobody would have had reason to suspect that I had been laying with my second-in-command, William. Or at least that had been the plan.
My team of men had been sleeping at the same residence. I had the master suite, of course. William had crept quietly out of my room and had stepped on a creaky floorboard on the way to his cot. Fuerte, who had been sleeping on a nearby cot had definitely heard. âUnfair! William gets to sleep on a bed because Barronâs taken a liking to Willyâs willy.â Thankfully he had said it quietly enough that only William had heard it. Later that morning, I had acted casuallyâI hadnât avoided William or Fuerteâbut I hadnât exactly gone out of my way to converse with them one-on-one. I had sent my men off to do some more measuring. They were split into groups and I had opted to work independently.
âHello,â I said, waving to the young, brown-haired woman in the window. I had seen a smile forming on her lips before she disappeared. I went back to measuring the area in front of her house. She appeared at her front door.
âHello, Sir. May I ask what you are doing at my property?â
âIâm paving sidewalks in Jeffersonâand I need to measure the area,â I told her. A confused look fell on her face, prompting me to elaborate. âSidewalks are paths that serve as a means of travel.â
âI donât get out very often,â she said.
âHow about I take you out on a buggy ride tomorrow afternoon?â I asked her.
âBut you donât even know my name,â she said.
âAccording to my documentation, this is the Grierson residence,â I said, raising my paperwork up as a means of explanation. âNow I know you. Mrs. Grierson, I am Homer Barron.â
âItâs Miss Grierson, actually. But you can call me Emily.â
âYouâre unmarried?â I confirmed. I already kknew this from the paperwork in my hand. âWhat do you say, Emily? May I take you out on a buggy ride?â
âYes, you may, Mr. Barron.â
The following day I helped Emily into the buggy. She was wearing a pretty white dress. Her long locks of hair were neatly combed. We engaged in pleasant conversation.
âHow is it that a beautiful lady such as yourself is without a husband?â
âDaddy had always scared off my suitors,â she explained.
âBut surely he had wanted a man to care for you once he was unable to?â
âNo, she said. âDaddy believed that he was the only man good enough for his special little flower. He had been the one who caused me to bleed.â
We had used these Sunday afternoon buggy trips to get to know each other. After that first trip, I realized that I had picked the wrong woman to use as a cover. However, I couldnât just abandon an unstable woman. She had told me her secret, and eventually I had to tell her mine. A few buggy rides had passed before I mustered up the courage to tell her.
âEmily, I know I should have told you this sooner, but Iâm not the marrying type.â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â Emily demanded.
âI am attracted to menânot women,â I explained.
Two days had gone by before I went over to Emilyâs house. She asked me to move in. I agreedâon the condition that she understood that we were only friends and would not be intimate. On a table I saw a small package with for Rats printed on it.
âYou have rats?â I asked.
âNo. I havenât seen anyâTobe must have.â
The next day Emily talked with the minister and I travelled back north for the days that followed. My goal had been to evade the inevitable interrogation I would receive from Emilyâs cousins who had come to visit from Alabama.
Eventually, I received word that they had left. When I entered, Emily seemed to be in high spirits.
âHomer, wonât you just take me? I want to be united with a man like that again.â
âI have told you countless times that I simply cannot do that. If you continue to ask, I will have to leave.â
âIâm sorry,â Emily said. âPlease stay for a drink.â
âOkay,â I agreed. âBut weâre not going to sleep togetherânot over my dead body.â
âYou have made that abundantly clear, Mr. Barron.â
That should have been a red flagâbut it didnât occur to me until it was too late. By that point, I had already swallowed and Emily Grierson had finally gotten her wish.