where the light is

[jstkeepmewherethelightis]

Just spent an afternoon in a hammock by the lake doing shrooms with good friends. Life rips

[jstkeepmewherethelightis]

One of my best friends took his life yesterday.

The world feels different. I loved him very much.

[amargedom]

“I’m guilty of giving people more chances than they deserve but when I’m done, I’m done.”

— Turcois Ominek (via naturaekos)

[jstkeepmewherethelightis]

Cut my toxic abusive ex out of my life two months ago and holy shit what a difference.

[jstkeepmewherethelightis]

And right as it’s three months, he drunkenly leaves a date and shows up at my doorstop unannounced. So it looks like one of us is having a hard time letting go 😂👋🏼

[jstkeepmewherethelightis]

Cut my toxic abusive ex out of my life two months ago and holy shit what a difference.

[jstkeepmewherethelightis]

I wish I was happy my mom is flying in tomorrow.

[jstkeepmewherethelightis]

Cried in the middle of my workout so that’s where I’m at this week

Edit: but also v thankful I know how to handle my bad days now. Years ago, I would have handled this week much differently. Side note, January marks three years since I’ve self harmed and wow.

[jstkeepmewherethelightis]

“I can’t believe no ones locked you down yet” is the most annoying comment and I’ve heard it three times this week.

I really think my last relationship pushed me away from dating for like....ever. So let me be a crazy cat lady without a cat in peace.

[jstkeepmewherethelightis]

Listen I know people deal with way worse things, but eating disorders are annoying af man.

[thegoodvybe]

[jstkeepmewherethelightis]

Facts

[jstkeepmewherethelightis]

Increasingly becoming more accepting of the fact that I’ll probably end up the cool aunt who never gets married or has kids and just has a dog.

[jstkeepmewherethelightis]

My birthday fucks me up more than holidays.

and you can tell by my recent uptick in posting on tumblr lmao

[jstkeepmewherethelightis]

It’s pretty weird to grow up and have to learn and accept that one of your parents is actually just an awful person. 

[harmony-happiness]

[thegoodvybe]

[larmoyante]

““I take pleasure in my transformations. I look quiet and consistent, but few know how many women there are in me.”

— Anaïs Nin

[simply-quotes-deactivated202002]

“Sometimes you have to endure painful things to realize that you’re a whole lot stronger than you think.”

— Jenn Bennett, Alex, Approximately