'kay, so last year i auditioned for the brothers grimm spectaculathon. i've always had an interest in theater and this was the perfect opportunity to show off my passion for it. i got a part, of course. if you don't know about it, which I really doubt you do, it's just a bunch of fairytale parodies. i got the role of 'raven,' and all she really does is help johannes, the most faithful of the king's servants, save the monarch's life. enter the guy that portrays johannes; we'll call him puddy. i'll save you the whole process; i'm absolutely head-over-heels for him. there's a LOT of problems with this, though. for one, he's two years older than me. might not seem like a lot, but we're still in school. not telling you exactly how old we both are, but it's a pretty big deal. plus, i recently got casted in the theatrical rendition of the peanuts comic strip. he did too, as schroder, but got kicked out for reasons he never disclosed. this matters 'cause during this show, i learned he's a pretty bad person. for one, he ALLEGEDLY he got in contact with a girls ex that told puddy if he messed around with her, she wouldn't do anything about it. puddy, with this newfound confidence, proceeded to mess around with her. a concrete example i got from her was puddy saying she 'looked good' as he passed by. but yeah, that's pretty much it. we used to text a bunch, even after the show. it was mostly just due to my own efforts to keep in contact, though. and since i stopped shooting him insta reels, we've stopped talking. good for me, though. gives me time to get over my little crush. anyway, i'm gonna post this 'cause i took a good seven minutes writing all this.