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julian vogel - 25 brown university alumni surgical resident single

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munro-saunders:

Munro shook his head. “Y’know what? No. I’m not going to leave.” He walked back to the couch and sat down. “I’m going to fucking sit here. I don’t care how long it takes, but you’re going to have to open up to me at some point.” He leaned back into the couch. “I’m not going to a bar. I’m not going anywhere. I came here to talk to you, cause I thought maybe part of you would be delighted to see me. I knew you’d be fucking pissed, but I also thought part of you would care, but you’re just as cold-hearted as ever.” He couldn’t believe the words that escaped his mouth. “I left you? You gave me no choice, Julian. You’d started your shifts at the hospital and you never had any time for me. You knew I needed you so the only person I had to talk to was her. I didn’t expect it to escalate to where it did. I didn’t expect for her to get pregnant. I was trying to do right by all of us, by leaving you and looking after her. Preparing her for our baby. But that’s all gone to shit because she lost the baby, Julian. She fucking lost the baby. My baby. She lost my baby.. Any hope I had for a family is gone. Like any fuck I give. It’s gone.” He sighed heavily. “I don’t have anything figured out. I am so lost, without anyone… without you.”

“Why? Why are you doing this to me?” Julian yelled, feeling like the things he had said up until this point had gotten nowhere. Even though he didn’t want Munro to leave, he didn’t want them to sit here and argue all night. It just reminded him of the night they broke up, because that was exactly what had happened. “Open up to you about what, Munro? Do you want to know how my day went?” The blonde asked sarcastically, setting his arms by his side in defeat afterwards. It was awkward...he didn’t know what Munro wanted him to open up about. “I told you the night we met what I was going to school for. You knew I was going to be busy. Did you think it wasn’t killing me, too? To be away from you twenty hours a fucking day? But I never cheated on you, because I loved you.” He sighed, brown eyes looking straight to Munro. “Fuck, I still love you more than I’ve ever loved anyone. I can’t even date anyone, so how you did it, I don’t know. Maybe you can give me some tips...on how to move on.” How much was too much now that Munro was with someone else? No matter how angry he was, he’d never want to hear that something had happened to Munro’s child, to Piper’s child. No one deserved to go through that. Because of his job, Julian’s face almost didn’t change. He wasn’t doing it on purpose - but he had to tell patients all the time that someone was sick, or going to die. Now the person that had lost someone was the love of his life. Julian leaned back against the counter, burying his head in his hands for a minute. “There’s nothing I could say that would be good enough...” he finally shook his head, looking down to the floor. “I’m really sorry...no matter how angry I am, you know I’d never wish that on you...or her.” Julian slowly looked back to Munro, wondering if he was still with Piper. He knew it was terrible to wonder it, but he couldn’t stop. Was Munro coming here because he and Julian had once been friends? Fine, but Julian couldn’t erase how much he loved him. Julian walked over to finally shut the front door all the way, locking it after as he began to walk towards Munro. “You can stay here tonight. I mean, if you want...I don’t want you to be alone right now.”

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Munro rolled his eyes. “Y’know Julian, if you wanna knock me out you have full power and control to knock me the fuck out.” He gave the man a soft grin. He knew Julian didn’t have a violent bone in his body. He knew he wasn’t a violent person and he knew he wouldn’t have the courage to hurt Munro. “You’ve seen right through me, Jules.  I wasn’t just in the neighborhood, I’m staying at my sister Lori’s. For how long? I’m not sure but uh- surprise!” He threw his hands up and laughed nervously. He swallowed the lump that was forming in his throat and was suddenly caught my surprise as his leather jacket was thrown back at him. He sighed and began to walk towards the front door. Hearing Piper’s name come out of Julian’s mouth made his spine tingle. “Don’t fucking talk about her. Don’t mention her name. Don’t.” He raised his brows. His hand on the door handle. “You really want to know why I came here?” He turned on the spot. “I’m a fucking wreck, Jules and you know better than anyone that you’re the only one who can help…”

“You’re not worth it. Believe me, a few months - or even weeks - ago I would’ve happily taken the chance. You’re not worth the energy it would take to hit you.” Julian didn’t mean it, of course Munro was worth the energy. He did mean that he’d never hit him, but he never would. Even though the base of trust between them had been broken, Munro could still trust Julian enough never to physically hurt him. Julian loved him too much to do it, obviously. What was he supposed to say to Munro admitting he was staying with his sister? Julian knew what it meant, that Munro was planning on reaching out to him for something...it wasn’t a coincidence that out of all the places he could’ve gone, he picked Lori’s. “You don’t get to barge into my apartment after five fucking months and then tell me what I can and can’t talk about. You want a drink? Go to a bar. God, you’re delusional. You actually thought I’d want you here long enough to have one?” As hard as he tried to make every word of that question cold, his voice cracked and he couldn’t help it. He did want Munro here, but not for a drink. He wanted him to show up for him, not for anything else. “I really don’t care why.” Part of Julian was determined to stick with this cold hearted act, but he couldn’t. Drunk or not, Munro knew he would care. He tried to keep his back turned to Munro, but after hearing him say that he couldn’t. “This isn’t fair to me. For you to just show up here, especially drunk, when you’re the one who left me.” Julian knew there was no way he could turn his ex away, but he had to start with that. “There was a time when maybe I could help you...yes. But I can’t imagine why you’d need me now. Didn’t you figure it all out without me? Wasn’t the point? If I wasn’t good enough then, I won’t be now.” 

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munro-saunders:

Munro had only been at his sisters for a day and a half and he was already bored as hell. He stood up from his spot on the couch and stretched. His shirt riding up as he continued to stretch. “Lori?!” He yelled before bending over and grabbing his leather jacket off the couch. “I’m going out. I need some fresh air.” He waited for a response but one never came, she must have fallen asleep after her shift at the hospital. He made sure to grab the spare set of keys from under her doormat and locked the door before tucking them in his back pocket. 

Once he’d left the premises of Lori’s home he began wondering around the neighborhood. Pulling out his phone and checking an address. He’d told Lori he’d stay with her for awhile till he found a job. Truth was he hadn’t come here for Lori at all. He’d just come to get away from the life he’d been living for almost half a year. But the new life he was indulging in had him pretty torn apart and had him reeking of alcohol most nights. It had him spiraling out of control most nights, even to the point he’d decided to cyber stalk his ex-boyfriend. He shrugged to himself. His phone told him Julian lived about a half hour away from Lori’s. Munro could walk that in his sleep. He pulled out a flask, screwed off the top and took a swig before tucking it back into his jacket pocket.

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Munro half sprinted towards the apartment door before it locked before him, he definitely didn’t want to wait to be buzzed in our pretend to be some pizza delivery guy. Did that actually work? Were people really that gullible? He gulped as he stood in front of Julian’s apartment door. He turned and chugged the flask. Kept drinking until the last drop of tequila hit his tongue. His fist knocking on the door. Now he’d wait. Ophelia? He thought for a moment. Julian’s sister, right.

The door opened and he was faced with the blonde he’d loved after Piper. He listened to Julian’s voice. His fast reflexes, wedged his foot between the closing door. So he’d give Julian no choice but to leave the door open. “That’s a little harsh don’t ya’ think, Vogel?” He bit his lip and flashed the other man a cheesy grin. “Who says I wanted anything from you anyway, I was just passing in the neighborhood and thought I’d come pay a visit to my ol’ pal.” He squeezed passed Julian and the wall and let himself inside Julian’s apartment. “This is a cute little humble abode you have here, dude.” He removed his jacket and draped it over the back of the couch. “Are you going to offer me a drink or just stand blankly in the doorway?”

After everything he’d put Julian through, he had the nerve to show up at his apartment drunk? You could see the look of disgust on Julian’s face when smelled the alcohol on Munro’s breath. He was so emotionally exhausted that he didn’t have it in him to argue with him, but he’d be damned if Munro was just going to walk in as if this was his place, too. It didn’t matter what look Munro gave him. He’d broken up with Julian, he’d chosen someone else. “A little harsh? No, a little harsh would be me knocking you out so I don’t have to listen to you bitch. And believe me, I thought about it.” This wasn’t Julian...he didn’t have a violent bone in his body. But God, he was so angry. It was as if as much rage was going through Julian’s blood at the same rate as the  alcohol was going through Munro’s. Julian was absolutely sure Munro had some ulterior motive for coming...and he wouldn’t help him. He was only obligated to help people medically. “Bullshit, you weren’t ‘just in the neighborhood’.” He said almost instantly after Munro made the comment. One of the things he despised the most was talking to people while they were under the influence of something. If Munro was going to come antagonize him, he could’ve at least done it sober. He looked at Munro in shock as the man took off his jacket and set it on the couch, as if Julian was going to let him stay. Was he really going to talk to Julian so casually? He quickly walked over to the couch, picking Munro’s jacket up before throwing it at him, letting the material hit Munro’s chest. “The only thing I’m going to offer you is a chance to leave right now. You have no fucking right to show up here, acting like we’re friends. Get out, I’m not going to tell you again.” He kept his distance from Munro, feeling his hands start to shake because he was so livid. “Go ask Piper to make you a drink. She might even fuck you when she’s done.” 

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Was it bad for Julian to be upset that he had an entire twenty-four hours off of work? It meant no one needed his attention medically, which was good for them, but he was left with his thoughts now. His and Ophelia’s birthday was coming up, but it was still two weeks away. Since moving here, Julian had managed to make a few friends, but he still wasn’t close to anyone. Not like he was to his friends back home. He pushed anyone away that tried to get close to him unless it was his sister. For a minute he was even sort of seeing someone...and as amazing as she was, it reminded him that he wasn’t ready to date again. Would he ever be? They say you get one great love in your life...had Munro been his? It was great until it ended, but it had, and now he was in his mid twenties thinking he’d never find love again. He wondered about Munro’s girlfriend...thinking about how far along she was in her pregnancy. He had to stop thinking about it. How jealous he was, how much he missed Munro, how the night Munro had left him was the worst night of his life. That was supposed to be Julian...he was the one who was supposed to be starting a family with Munro - but for whatever reason, he’d obviously not been enough, but this girl had been. Julian’s depression without him had gotten so bad that began self harming, It was part of the reason he hadn’t had sex recently. Even during a one night stand, he’d be too focused on trying to hide it. When they first broke up, he had a few nights of rebound sex, but he stopped. Being intimate with someone for the hell of it had never been for Julian. He had to know you intellectually, too. 

Julian was sitting on the couch in sweatpants and a little bit of an oversized t-shirt, watching his favorite TV show...Chicago PD. Part of him had always been interested in the job of detectives. The job intertwined with his in some cases. Ophelia had planned on coming over because Julian told he her didn’t want to be alone tonight. He didn’t want to talk about it, but if he just had his sister there to watch TV with him, it would help a lot. So when he heard a knock on the door, he looked at it in a confused manner. Ophelia had a key...did she forget it? After letting out a sigh, he walked towards the front door of his apartment, running a hand through his messy, curly blonde hair. “Did you forget your key?” He asked through the door, unlocking both of the locks before proceeding to open the door for his twin sister...only to see that it wasn’t her. It was like the floor had been pulled out from underneath him. It wasn’t his sister...it was Munro. It had been five months since he’d last seen him. His mouth opened, but Julian couldn’t breathe. He looked at Munro, being only inches from him. How was he supposed to feel? Part of him wanted to kiss him, part of him wanted to slap him, but he would have to be able to physically move to do either. Julian was in shock, he even went as far as to wonder if he was hallucinating. He’d had dreams about Munro coming back to him...but that’s why they were called dreams. Was Munro still the love of his life? Yes, but five months wasn’t long enough time to process. Julian would never be able to fully understand what happened. He knew what happened - Munro had cheated on him...as if it wasn’t bad enough that he’d cheated, it with Piper, the girl Munro had dated before dating Julian, and he was ending their relationship to go back to Piper because their little randevu had resulted in her getting pregnant. After being speechless for ten seconds or so, Julian stood up straight and looked down at the ground before his eyes met his ex boyfriend’s. It was too painful to stand here any longer without saying something. “Whatever you want...whatever you came here for, the answer is no.” Julian didn’t break his harsh tone. It couldn’t have sounded any colder if he tried. It took everything he had to hold back the tears in his eyes, but he didn’t want to give Munro the satisfaction of knowing he still cared that much. However, he was smart enough to know Munro wouldn’t fold that easily, but be began to try and shut the door. ( @munro-saunders )

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Maia Mitchell or Elliot Fletcher?

Such a hard choice! I adore Maia, though, so I’ll say her! Members?

- Emma

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Elliot Fletcher!! I love them both and they’re absolutely stunning, but I myself have almost used Elliot a few times. He’s a huge advocate and positive influence for the LGBT community and I LOVE to see trans characters played but actual trans actors who are talented like he is..he’s such a good actor. AHHHH! Elliot Elliot Elliot!! Can you tell I have a crush on him? lmaooo ~

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text 📲 athena (big sister)

Julian: So...I kissed her.

Julian: And I asked her on a date.

Julian: She said yes. I'm freaking out.

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late night talks - lila and julian

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lila--johnson:

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“You couldn’t freak me out if you tried.” He teased her, rubbing his nose against her’s before kissing her. He was a doctor, a pediatric one, he understood the changes Lila’s body was going through and it didn’t freak him out in the slightest. “Yes ma’am,” he murmured before pulling her panties down, leaning forward to make sure they were off her legs. Now all that was left were his pants and underwear, but he knew they wouldn’t be on long. Julian reached underneath her, unzipping his jeans. “Would you like to do the honors?” Julian asked playfully, letting her take off his pants if she wanted to. 

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late night talks - lila and julian

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“Good, because I don’t want to wait any longer.” He smiled up at her, not being able to wait any longer to see her body. Julian reached behind her, unclasping her bra. After he did, he couldn’t help but stare at her for a minute. Her body was absolutely beautiful and she could turn him on in a heartbeat. Julian placed his hand on her cheek as she spoke, placing one of his hands on her breasts as she finished speaking. “I know it’s normal, it won’t freak me out. It won’t stop me either.” Julian kissed her chest softly, running his hand inside of her underwear, wanting them off of her as soon as possible. “Jesus, you’re so beautiful,” he whispered, his hand slowly getting lower as his fingertip traced her skin.

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late night talks - lila and julian

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“I can’t be the most beautiful you’ve ever seen…” Lila blushed, closing her eyes for a moment as his hand ran down her side. His touch gave her goosebumps, but obviously in the best way possible. When Julian took his shirt off, she couldn’t stop her eyes from wandering over his body. She was snapped out of her trance when he started speaking to her again. “Okay.” she nodded. “I’m completely comfortable right now. There’s not much I’m too uncomfortable by.”

“Believe me...you are.” Julian nodded, meaning every word he said. He could tell that she was perfectly comfortable with him, and he still felt like he was in a dream. Was this actually happening? As soon as his shirt came off, he knew that it was. All he wanted in that moment was to be as close to her as possible. He blushed as she looked him over, because he’d always been slightly insecure about his body, even though he tried to keep it in the best shape he could. “So, it’s okay for me to start undressing you now?” He asked softly, leaning forward to kiss her neck. Julian pulled her shirt off slowly, looking her over as he did so. When her shirt was off, he leaned up to kiss her neck, his hands wondering over her chest. “Okay. Don’t be shy, if there’s anything you want specifically...you should tell me,” he encouraged her, the sight of her body taking over him. “There’s so much I want to do to you,” he admitted, whispering it in her ear softly before kissing her neck again. “So...just ask if you want something specific.”

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Baby Room || Athena and Julian

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“Julian… If you like her, maybe even love, I’d tell her. She might be thinking the same thing. That maybe she doesn’t want to tell you because she’s scared too. Believe me I’ve done that before, and that’s ruined it rather than not disclosing my feelings.” Athena, bawled her fists. She was small but mighty. “If she breaks your heart… Oh, I oughta…” She shook her fist jokingly. “Julian. Be a damn man and tell her. The worst that could go wrong, is she tells you she just wants to be friends, or that she wants to go really slow… Like snail pace slow.” She laughed. With the surge of hormones running through Athena’s body, any man she saw was attractive to her. If only someone found her just as attractive and worthy. “No man is worthy of me? What are you saying?” She cocked her head to the side. “Sunnova. Yes. That’s her name. It’s magical and unique. I mean the only other choice of a surname is her Father’s but I will explain that to her as she gets older. If she thinks Middleton is her name then I’ll let her take it.” She sighed thinking of Elliot. She wondered how much her daughter would resemble her Father. “Jules is still in the list of middle names too, Julian. She has to represent team Uncle Julian somehow!”

As his sister spoke, Julian listened to her. He didn’t interrupt her and deep down he knew she was right. Of course she was, and he’d come to her for advice for a reason. He knew that if he had any chance with Lila, his sister would be honest with him about it. “Someone’s already done that, but you don’t have to beat anyone up.” He looked up at his sister as he told her, knowing maybe now she’d understand why he was hesitant. “My last relationship didn’t end well...I don’t know if I’m ready for another one. If Lila even wanted one, I mean...a lot of people don’t want to date someone who’s married to their job.” He shrugged, letting himself find more reasons not to tell Lila how he felt. “Be a man? I am being a man by trying to protect you from how fucking awkward it’ll be when she friendzones me.” He sighed, giving his sister a look. “I mean that you’re too amazing and no one deserves you. No one is worthy.” Julian shook his head as she mentioned her ex’s surname. “I don’t think she’d want to. You’re her mother, you’re the one who’s busted their ass to take care of her...he doesn’t deserve his name anywhere near her. You’re the only one who can take credit,” he reassured his sister. Julian’s eyebrows raised as his sister spoke again. his heart swelling because he knew she was serious. “You don’t have to do that...you really don’t. She can have other ways to represent me...I can get her a little Brown University sweater,” he teased, smiling at the thought of his niece having another variation of his name for a middle name. 

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late night talks - lila and julian

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lila--johnson:

Lila laughed against his lips as she kissed him back, reaching up to run her fingers through his hair. “I’m really glad you didn’t wait.” she said, her fingers trailing down his face as he moved to lay beside her. “It’s definitely okay if you stay awhile. I wouldn’t have invited you over if I hadn’t been okay with it.”

In this moment Julian had never been so glad he listened to his sister, which gave him the confidence to kiss Lila in the first place. “I couldn’t wait. Not with a girl like you...I swear you’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met.” He whispered, moving on his side to kiss her again, his hand running down her side as he did so. “Good...I don’t want to go anywhere.” Julian gently placed his hands on her waist, rolling her over so that she was sitting on top of him. After taking his shirt off, he leaned back on the pillows, running his hands underneath her shirt right at her waist. As his hand got lower, Julian stopped to speak. “Stop me if I go too far, okay? I don’t want to do anything you’re not comfortable with.”

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late night talks - lila and julian

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lila--johnson:

Lila smiled as Julian set her down on the bed, looking at him. His eyes were so gorgeous and she was sure she could get lost in them. “I gladly accept your invite to go on a date. I would love to go out on a date with you.” she said, only loud enough for him to hear.

“God, you have no idea how long I’ve waited to take you out.” He said softly, leaning down to kiss her again. “I normally don’t kiss before the first date...but I couldn’t wait any longer.” Julian teased, feeling like he was in a dream as he looked down at her. He moved to lay beside her on the bed, hoping it was okay that he did so. “Is it okay if I stay for a little while? I don’t want to keep you up.”

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Baby Room || Athena and Julian

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Athena raised an eyebrow. “You like Lila? A lot?” She grinned. “Oh my goodness!” She just about squealed. “TELL HER. She’s wonderful… and like, she’s baby’s God-Mother… Oh my god… You’d be her a god-parents… Julian…” Athena had to rest her hands on her brothers shoulders. “You. Need. To. Tell. Her. Have you kissed her!? Did she kiss you back?! Ugh. She probably likes you too but is too afraid to say anything since she has two kids and that usually scares men away. I should know, I’m pregnant and i seem to repel men…” She laughed. “Please tell her….” Athena stood in her daughters nursery and took in all of what she was looking at. “I’ve got it.” She spoke softly. “Sunnova Fae Montgomery.”

“Yeah, a lot.” Julian nodded to confirm, emerald eyes lighting up as he returned his sister’s grin. But it wasn’t long before he got nervous again. It wasn’t that he was nervous to talk to Athena, he could talk to her about anything, but he was scared to death it would ruin his relationship with Lila as godparents if she found out how he felt. “I can’t tell her, Thena...I can’t.” That was the problem, he felt paralyzed anytime he got close to doing it. “No, I haven’t kissed her. Believe me, I want to...but I can’t risk getting my heart broken. I can’t handle it right now.” His voice got serious quickly, because he had convinced himself he didn’t have a chance and he was still healing over Nico breaking his heart, his trust, everything but his soul. “Why would she like me? Trust me, if she truly got to know me she’d wish she didn’t.” The saddest part was he truly felt that way. “Why should I tell her? I can’t do that to you, I can’t make it awkward between us when you’ve asked us to be the baby’s godparents.” Julian sighed, trying to avoid his sister’s gaze, but he couldn’t. Julian leaned against her softly, feeling her arm around him. “No men who have come along have been worthy of her. Or you, for that matter.” He added after his sister’s comment. “Sunnova?” He asked, a smiling as he repeated it. “And you’re giving her your last name? I figured you would...but I’m really happy to hear you say it.” Part of him wished he and his sister had the same last name, but he was still related to her on the King side of her family and that could never be taken away from him.

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late night talks - lila and julian

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lila--johnson:

Lila smiled as Julian adjusted Elena’s little baby blanket, it made her heart warm to see someone care about her that much “My room definitely is not that far away.” she laughed a little, smiling against his lips as he kissed her again, wrapping her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist when he picked her up.

When they got to her room, Julian gently set her down on the bed, hovering over her after he did so. His heart was beating out of his chest, she had an effect on him that he didn’t understand. All she had to do was look at him with those gorgeous blue eyes. “Go on a date with me?” He asked, smiling down at her as he did. “I’ve wanted to ask you since the first night we met...I just never had the confidence.” It was clear in his eyes how much he wanted her, but he wanted to get to know her more also. “So...I want to take you on a date.”

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Baby Room || Athena and Julian

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Athena laughed as Julian spoke to the baby and she moved around a little more. “Wow, she’s really active right now. I suppose that’s a good thing. She spoke softly. She focused on her brother. “Of course you can ask me anything, Julian. Your my brother, if you need help with something you know I’m always going to try and help you.” She smiled, slowly she sat up and draped her legs over the edge of the couch. After her conversation with her brother, she yawned and checked her phone. “Wow, that time already? I really didn’t think it was that early. Or late, or, I don’t know.” Standing up she sauntered off onto the direction of her daughters nursery. “I just want to get this done and think of names for her… Then we could put her name on the wall in stencils or wooden letters…”

“You’re getting to the point where her muscles are developing a lot, she can’t help it when she kicks you.” He said through a soft smile, leaving his hand on her stomach for a moment. Julian had felt a baby kick before, but never his niece. It was so special, even though deep down it still hurt to think about a baby. All he could think about was what his ex did to him, even though he hadn’t told Athena yet. “I like Lila...a lot.” Julian admitted, eyes looking to the floor as he did. “I know I don’t stand a chance with her, so you don’t have to tell me...but what should I do? I don’t want to tell her and then it be awkward between us. You know?” He asked, shrugging his shoulders. “Plus...I’ve been hurt really badly before...and I’m not ready anyway. I don’t think I’d ever be able to trust anyone again.” He’d be able to tell Athena what he went through when the time was right, but it hadn’t felt right before. “Do you want to go to sleep? Don’t let me keep you up.” Julian was tired too, but he could talk to Athena for days on end. “Well, the nursery is almost done. I have a few things left to do, but give me another week or so and it’ll be done...I promise.” A thought popped into Julian’s mind as he leaned against the wall into the nursery, and he couldn’t help but laugh. “Why don’t you just stick with mom’s theme and name her Nirvana? Then she and I can match.” It was the first time he had called their mother ‘mom’, but he didn’t even realize it.

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Baby Room || Athena and Julian

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dr-athenamontgomery:

Athena shook her head. “No, I don’t feel dizzy again.” She rolled her eyes as he leaned down in front of her to check her eyes. She smiled as he responded to doing all of that for her Daughter and his Niece. Athena laughed as asked her if she was sure. Of course she was sure. What better person to ask than her own Brother to be her child’s God-Father. “Of course I want you to be her God-Father, Julian. You mean the world to me. You are my family and I want you to know how much you mean to me. I know we haven’t known each other long, but I feel like I’ve known you my whole life.” Athena chuckled as he pretty much tackled her with a hug. She adjusted herself as he pulled her into a hug. She smiled back at him. “I love you too, Julian. I know you love me, that much is evident.” She put her arm around her brother, and quickly grabbed his hand and placed it on her stomach. “Seems like she’s happy that you’re here.” She laughed.

“Good. Let me know if you do, okay? I know you prefer to do things naturally, and you know I respect that...but if you get to a point where you need medicine, I can help you.” Julian would never try to force his sister into anything, but the doctor in him was wanting to help her. “I know how much I mean to you...I’ve known since we met.” He reassured his sister, because she had absolutely no obligation to take him in and accept him the way she had. “I know...I feel like that, too.” He admitted, feeling like he had known her his whole life. Part of him would always wish they had grown up together...but all they could do now was look forward. He couldn’t help but smile when she said she knew he loved her. That was one thing Julian had always been good at...loving people, and he still loved people who didn’t deserve it. Athena did, though. She deserved every ounce of love he had for her. “Oh wow,” he chuckled, green eyes focusing down on her bump as he felt his niece kicking. “Hey sweet girl...how are you doing in there?” Julian asked as he leaned down, speaking to her bump softly. He couldn’t help but smile as he looked back up at his sister, the subject of him being the godfather reminding him of his secret crush, which probably wasn’t so secret to his sister. “Can...can I ask your advice on something? I wasn’t going to, but...this conversation kind of reminded me.”