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Stats are blow

WIEIAD

Milkshake (dark chocolate)

Kebap meat with fries and some cheese

Some salad

Some strawberries with vanilla ice

= 1.6 €als

I'm over my limit, but I think this will be okay.

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I'm with my boyfriend and I'm happy 🥰

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I’m so tense, I’m on the verge of tears. I don’t know what to do.

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I'm so stupid. I'm sitting on the platform, typing on my phone and listening to music, and I didn't notice the train pulling in. Now it's gone without me. I hate my life.

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I'm so nervous and excited—really tense.

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I'm so nervous and excited—really tense.

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I’m thinking about getting a pair of swim shorts to go with the bikini, but not because of my boyfriend. It’s because I don’t like the fat deposits on my legs and bum, and I feel self-conscious about them.

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My boyfriend is very jealous. I can understand that—I get jealous too. But I won't let him tell me to wear a one-piece swimsuit instead of a bikini.

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I told my boyfriend that I needed a bikini for our vacation. All my old ones are too small—and I think some are even too big. He was really surprised that any of them would be too big for me. I told him (yet again) that I used to be fat. He made a joke about it. I immediately drew a line and said I didn't find it funny. I had felt so incredibly uncomfortable back then that I didn't go swimming for years. I used to be more then 80kg....

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His train is running 30 minutes late, so I don't have to leave until later. 🥲 What should I do with my time now?

It’s supposed to reach +26°C again today. For some reason, I thought it would be colder. I’m wearing a skirt right now (with shorts underneath) and a white T-shirt. I put the skirt on specifically for him. ♡

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As soon as I’ve told him about my project, I’ll give you an update. (I gamified a study plan for him on another level. With cards to pull, XP rewards and achievements) I'm so excited to tell him what I planned. ♡

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I’ve finished everything I set out to do. I don't think I will make it till 4pm without food... I'm sure his mum bought extra food for him, so the first thing will be arriving, then eating and then finally cuddling and taking a nap. ♡

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I'm heading to the train station soon to pick up my boyfriend 🥰 I'm so excited to finally hold him in my arms again.

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Ugh, here we go again... the hunger is kicking in 😭

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My plan for today:

1.4k limit

at least fasting till 4pm

chores

getting ready (shower & co)

finally see my bf again (at 2-4pm) ♡

Chores: