these violent delights have violent ends

We will definitely drive him crazy but he can just suck it up!

I mean he'll definitely have to! He has little sisters though, so maybe he'll be a little used to it. If not, tough.

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Adrian,

Because I can… read minds? I mean not really, it just seems like the most logical thing to do. You never invest your own money in your first business. Well that’s very generous of you. I hope it turns out well for him, I know it’ll be worth it. Well if they’re things that I don’t know about or see then trust me they won’t see or care. I ignore most things most people say.. usually.

Well that’s good. I’m sure you’re stronger for it now. Yeah, I guess so. I’m not so sure about it working for my sisters, but there’s not much I can do about that. Yes, for now we’re all alive. You do, I’m an open book.. mostly.

#c: adrian #way to get serious jules what are you doing

Oh, so you're psychic now, too? What have I gotten myself into? True, but it's good you know what you're doing. I'm sure it'll pay off for you. Well I... I owe him. And even if I didn't, he's family, yknow? I hope it does, too. Thank you, really. But I feel like... like I'm being dishonest to you because I haven't told you a lot of pretty major things about me. Like, really major... I guess I'm just afraid because they could definitely effect the way that you see me. I'd be surprised if they didn't. And I just want you to know that, if and when they do, I don't blame you at all.

I'd like to think that I am, but.. I'm not as strong as I think. Well, as long as you're there for them when they need it I'm sure they'll turn out just fine, like you did. Right, but I mean, we all have our secrets, don't we? It's just human nature.

No, I don’t care. I mean everybody has their.. thing. I’m not sure, I mean I should be a lawyer or something. Well I mean I’m sure you and my sisters will think it’s great no matter what happens. I’m pretty sure it came from the bible.. or something.

Well we’ll have to let them know. I’ll have to talk to my family first, but as my parents don’t really have real jobs I’m sure it won’t matter to them. Yes we could, we should fight to keep the house for ourselves.

#c: adrian #i cant even look at him right now i just theo

It was all just a lie, huh? Their "thing"? Alright. You would be a great lawyer, I would hire you. That's true, we'll probably write a book about it and turn your life into a movie or something. It definitely did, it was inspired.

Sounds good to me. Hopefully we'll catch Harrison on a good day.. or days? Yeah, I mean, if anyone here was to start a revolution, obviously it'd be us.

Offended? Well then you get offended too easily. Alright then, but don’t say I didn’t warn you. Probably not, actually. Yeah, I guess that’s why they’re there. Half to annoy you to death half to pick you up while you’re down.

I think the producers are probably just waiting for us to give our okay, maybe? Neither do I, so who knows? Exactly, why leave this place before we’re forced to?

Maybe I do, but you don't really seem to care. How could I, after such a stirring talk? I guess we'll just to wait and find out, though I'm not abandoning my theory. I couldn't have said it better.. really, it sounds like a quote from a book or something.

Seriously? Well, anytime is fine with me.. I mean, Harrison's the only family member who'll be able to make it down here, so. Even after they force us to. We could rebel and start a revolution, or something. Give them some real reality tv.

Adrian,

Probably not as disappointed as I am, Juliette. Yeah, or just invest in somebody’s that I know will actually make money, and then invest that money into my own business, or something. I’m not sure yet. Oh yeah, what’s that? But I guess we can’t really complain. They will, there’s nothing not to like. You are psyching yourself out. It’s alright, I get it. Big brother and all.

Everything happened in a week? Geez, that sounds pretty rough. I’m sorry you had to go through that. Yeah, they were pretty nice to have around. They’re really cool, they basically let us do whatever we want, and hope we like don’t end up dead. I don’t know, it’s different but I see where they’re coming from. You know me so well.

And how would you know? That's a good idea, seems like you've got it all figured out. Well.. I have a couple of options, but I know for sure I want to put some of it aside for Harrison. His doctor is one of the leading doctors in stem cell research in the world, and there's a surgery that could possibly help him regain feeling in his legs and maybe even walk again.. it's not guaranteed, but the research has been looking promising. I don't know, it's a big decision. You're sweet, but trust me, there are plenty of things... yeah, okay. It'll be fine. Just.. ignore anything stupid he says. Which is almost 90% of the things he says.

It was pretty crazy. Thanks, but I mean, we got through it, more or less in one piece. Well, whatever they did, it certainly worked well. It's definitely different, but obviously it's worked for them and you, and your sisters. And hey, you're all alive. That's a bonus. I like to think that I do.

Pitch Perfect again?!

Oh my God, yes! Genius. We'll probably drive Adrian crazy, though.

#c: ken #hahah i love it

Alright, I guess we can do that then.

#c: ken #they talk about stuff that matters

But the real question is, what will we watch?

For the 3 of us?

Why not? All we need is Netflix and food.

Yes, of course. Never underestimate the power of an older brother. No, just like a good percentage of the time. It definitely is nothing to complain about, at this point. Because they’re going to drive me crazy, and then maybe I’ll lose all of my patience. I understand, I can’t imagine what my sisters would feel if they ever saw me going through something like that. Big brothers are supposed to be the rock, it’s kind of a shock to see them.. not be.

Nope, nothing wrong with it. I kind of debated going home for a while, but decided I’d see them soon enough anyways. We sure do. At this point they probably already made another casting call.

I could never do such a thing. Learned that a long time ago. I'm a little bit offended by that, but I'll ignore it. Hmm, you're not doing a good job of convincing me not to tell them. Crazy might just look good on you. Kidding, of course. Exactly.. but, it's what family's for, to pick us up when we're down, right? He's done it for me enough times, so I owe him.

Oh, gotcha. When are our families coming up here, anyways? Well, that would be interesting, since I don't plan on leaving this place anytime soon. I mean, this room is huge and there's free food. What more could I want?

Pretty much. Looks like it’s just me, you and Adrian…

We should throw a party or something.

Adrian,

Nope, you didn’t. Well I guess we’ll never know, now will we? I really don’t know what I’m going to do. Probably invest it, business major and all. And give some to my family, of course. It really doesn’t feel real, like who has that much money to just hand out? No.. But there’s really no reason to be nervous. My sisters are going to come here and judge me way more than you. And my parents love everybody, so no worries there. I should probably be the nervous one.

It’s alright, eventually you realize that people are always there, even if you feel like they aren’t.. A bit of a taste? What’s that mean? Definitely. I was never more happy about my parents choice in parenting than after everything happened to me. They probably would have let me drop out of school if they’d thought it would help me. Damn. I’m not going to, trust me.

You have no idea how disappointed I am, Adrian. Yeah, that's a good idea, you could start off your business and all that. I'm still trying to figure out what to spend it on, but I think I've already made my decision. Exactly, it's just insane, they could be using it on so many other things. I just hope they like me, I mean.. what if they don't? I could be the one exception. I'm probably just psyching myself out. Oh Christ, Harrison's going to be so terrible. I apologize in advance for anything he says or does to you.

Yeah, it's good to know at least. Well, our dad died at the same time that Harrison had his accident and for a while it wasn't looking good... and then while Harrison was having all of his surgeries something happened with Lawson and.. it was basically the worst week of my life. Oh, it must have been good that they didn't try to talk about it and all that. Really? That's actually really cool of them.. I mean, it's good you didn't, but they seem pretty cool. Too little, too late. I had a feeling you'd say that.

It was usually pretty annoying, but I usually found a way to get them back one way or another. During the day time they weren’t too bad, no. It could definitely always be worse. Yep, character building and all of that good stuff. Don’t thank them, then they’ll do everything under the sun to test my patience. That’s good. As long as he can get pulled out, it’s not so bad. One day he’ll probably be able to pull himself out.

I know, it is. I guess maybe everyone’s just… needed time to themselves? I hear a few people had to go visit home as well, so there’s that. I’m pretty sure the producers have nearly given up on all of us at this point.

#c: adrian #again with the flirting what even

Oh, I see, so you whipped them into shape? Teenage girls aren't completely unbearable all the time, so that's good. Character building is always good. Oh, then why wouldn't I want to thank them? That'd be pretty amusing. Yeah, it is really good, and he's made a lot of progress.. it's just hard, I guess, having to see him like this. He was always my rock and now I have to be his. It's not like I don't want to, it's just..different, is all. I don't know if I'm even making sense.

Hey, there's nothing wrong with that. I guess it's spring break if they have siblings in school so it's a good time. And we all need to take a break sometimes. Ha, they probably have. I wouldn't blame them.

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Meh not really…

That's what I've heard. So everyone's just disappeared?

Adrian,

I didn’t say that. And you certainly didn’t say that. It still feels pretty unreal to me, I feel like thinking about it too much will somehow make it go away or something. Yeah, maybe. I’m sure you’ll get to. You don’t need to be nervous, they’re nothing to be nervous about.

You could say really bad timing. Yeah.. unavailable. It’s just a bit of a story is all, I’m sure I will at some point. I guess I am pretty lucky to have that. I really don’t know what I’d do without my family either. Yeah yeah, don’t let it go to your head. Are they? We’ll just have to see.