#kindlecountdown #julsAmor- I came from a world of fast perfection. Doing and doing so someday I might rest in peace. I tried overachieving. I tried large homes, fancy cars, first class and caviar. Large homes require more worry and work. Fancy cars scratch just the same from parking lot dings and caviar just fucking taste like salty balls. What is priceless is your soul. What is worthy of awe is the fact that you are here with an opportunity. I can't tell you what yours is. I barely had the guts to go with mine. If you get the guts, it's a crazy, crazy life. What I'd like to leave you with is... I've spent my adult life studying human behavior. I studied the best, acing all the tests, and I studied with the best. I've met Albert Bandura, the father of observational learning. Zimbardo, the Stanford Prison study Professor told me stories about dark human duality. I took classes from Beck, the founder of Cognitive Behavior Therapy. I have books signed by Jack Kornfield, the American Buddhist Monk, and have had dinner with more brain gurus than most. I took the psychological, marriage, happiness and diagnostic tests before I gave them to clients. I've used new age brain altering, emotion enhancing equipment on myself. I've ran away spending years alone, learned shamanism, puked my guts up, cried my heart out, tried again, crumpled to the floor in emotional pain, toughened up and fell again... despite it all and in the end what I finally learned is that I came here to be my own best friend. I can fix and change and learn and turn and run and fix and change....but I always come back to me. The lesson is always "be me". The unconditional love we all seek is truly about each of us learning to love our own story. And when we turn and face it, placing all our attention on it, the rest of the world benefits because you are one less soul that needs saving. You saved yourself and now the rest of the world will follow suit. Yes, we are here for each other but it's so much easier when you decide to be here for you too. ~ Juls <3 https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/1503226824/ref=as_li_tl?ie=UTF8&camp=1789&creative=9325&creativeASIN=1503226824&linkCode=as2&tag=julsamor-20