beans wrld

21🎡 photos all taken by me📸 lucifer is human, so are we⚖️ pagan🪬 18+

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god how i miss summer. the sun glowing on my skin, bees buzzing through the air. how it misses me too, i ache for the day the trees breathe again. the flowers so pretty, water so calm, air so pure. soon. 🌸🍄

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life is so beautiful when ur not apart of it🗺️

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finally got the car, something i can put my everything into. something to love again. congratulations to myself🐞

vids coming soon🙂‍↕️🏁

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Before us great Death stands

Our fate held close within his quiet hands.

When with proud joy we lift Life’s red wine

To drink deep of the mystic shining cup

And ecstasy through all our being leaps—

Death bows his head and weeps.

– Rainer Maria Rilke

i’ll b returning once they are nothing but bones, and respectfully, they will be mine. once the ground absorbs what it needs, the bones will serve ME purpose. through prayer and spiritually. the entire animal must b used, i shall in the few ways i know how. thank u for this gift.

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how fast the drugs kick in. i’m at peace now, maybe it’ll take me. maybe i’ll close my eyes and the drip will remove me from this hellish Earth.

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i hate being a slut. why do i have to give myself to feel love?

ur not even the one i want. wtf is wrong with me?

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what are we?

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lowrise jeans & redbull 🤝🏼 me

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the way we laughed last night, i felt so giddy. u give me the biggest butterflies, my stomach hurt with laughter, tears run down my face to your jokes. it means everything to me, and i yearn for the next time we do that again.

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i miss the beginning, when we were two shy souls connecting for the first time.

the beginning, when neither of us knew how broken we’d leave each other.

the beginning, i shouldve never locked eyes.

the beginning, years ago, but when does the end come?

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loving the walks lately, i’m finding such interesting things🗺️

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“ur life is so boring”

i long for boring, the quiet nights. alone in my bed with nothing but me, and my thoughts. no loud music, flashing lights, and no people. my saturday nights are filled with my favorite movies and the bestest of sweet treats, and i never have to share.

how one can say being alone is boring, i will never understand.

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fungus, my favorite thing to capture.

the perfect muse.

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i saw him again last night, not sure why. maybe a small bit of me still believes he wants me. we had everything, then one day we didn’t. idk when things went south, i just want to fix it. be like we used to.

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i hate this city, but she always calls me back. it’s my home, i’ve become clingy and comfortable here. dreams of moving away have faded, i’ve found myself stuck in the same place my whole life. i need to move on from here, get away, and stay away.

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probably one of my fav pics i’ve ever taken. this spot is my haven, i go here all the time. the way the steam was blowing off the water, the sun was rising, its like it was welcoming me back home. soon i will back when the trees are alive again🍃🌲

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dispo trip was rainy today🍃 the teley towers looked eerie behind the raindrops🌧️