C A 💕

Sarcasm enthusiast, a nervous laugher, a big joker, awkward as Kristen Stewart.. as gay as Kristen Stewart. Big dreams, big imagination, big heart.

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22.01.2021

Well fuck. 111 wanting to send an ambulance out to me. But because I didn’t want to look dramatic got Paige take me to hospital.

To find out I’ve got a heart issue 🤒

Can’t thank Paige enough for keeping me strong tonight and not letting me freak out 🤍

Still in pain - mini heart attack tonight 😪

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21st January 2021.

My beauty! 👸🏼

She waited up for me last night to get in because she missed me. She made me a lovely dinner to come home to. Told me all about how her and my dad have the best chats in the morning, felt jealous that they were watching avengers without me 🥺 but her bad my parents relationship is just so good. My mom brought her up a coffee last night out of the blue. I couldn’t ask for anything more. Absolutely blows my mind that I’ve been this lucky to find her 🤍 dad turned round to us the other day and said, me and your mom were talking and we said ‘reckon this is it for courtney?’ And my dad turned round and said ‘definitely, she’s the one’. Like I can’t even cope. I now know what true love truly feels like and I can’t wait to get down on my knee and ask this beautiful girly to marry me 🥰🤗🤍

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13.01.2020

Even if we spent my days off with our fav guy I couldn’t have spent gone a minute without my better half. You make me so happy Mardy bum. I adore the ground you walk on and I can’t wait for our little family. I’ll forever be yours baby 🤍

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02.01.2021

Spending Christmas with you was my favourite. Making your day with buying you an electric scooter was the best feeling. Knowing you never expect much because your grateful for anything. You’re a big kid and I love how much you don’t care. I love how you love tommy just the same as me. Going into 2021 with you is the best. Can’t wait for our future and present 🤍 I love you baby

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7th December 2020

Me and Paige went a beautiful restaurant in Croydon. For a balcony seat and the food was beautiful. Got a bit drunk and ended up getting intro the Christmas spirit 😂 had the best time with her 🤍🤍

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29.11.2020

Sometimes I read back on old conversation with old people and I still have a heart ache reading through how people treated me. Like I was dirt and I literally just took it and said sorry for everything.

I am so so bless with Paige you know. I look at her and she literally wants only the best for me and she is constantly putting so much love into me. I am ridiculously happy I met my soulmate. She makes me, me. I am so obsessed and needy and in love with her.. but the better thing is, she is too with me 🤍

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26th November 2020

Feeling so grateful for this girl being in my life🤍

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My baby made my birthday the best I’ve had in a very very long time 🤍 16th November 2020.

Feel so spoilt and lucky

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06.11.2020

Late shift and i countdown the hours until I get on my break and FaceTime this beautiful one. Every break I have she calls me, been like this now for nearly a year. We just can’t get enough and now I’m all moved in with her 🥰🤍 even though she’s pretending I’ve bored her to sleep😂

My forever 🤍

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5th November 2020

Nothing beats waking up to this beautiful little view. When your girlfriend walks in with a coffee to wake you up after your late shift and gives you a little morning cuddle 🤍

I got in at 00:45 this morning after I finished work and I had a towel and my pjs ready for me. I am so lucky 🤍

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3rd November 2020

It’s only goodbye for a little while 💙 love you so much Tommy Saint

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1st November 2020

What a great day at Thorpe park with Paige’s little cousins 😊

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28th October 2020

Pumpkin picking with my own little pumpkin 🎃🤍

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22/10/2020

The last couple of days off 🥰

Lovely time spent walking through multiple woods with my love 🤍 something about lockdown I love and that’s being with Paige 🌍

Now on my first out of four 12 hour night shifts. Missing her insane amounts already.

Can’t wait to buy our first home 🤍 I’ll do anything for you 😍

Also cooked the MacHughs my famous signature gnocchi with meatballs which they loved!

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21st October 2020

Waking up at 8:30am on my day off to go make my beautiful girl a coffee before her morning call. Little things.

I sit here at her kitchen table watching telly and imagining what it’ll be like when we’ve got our own home.

With covid at the moment it’s looking unlikely with America but instead we’ve decided if we don’t go there then we’re going Australia for 2 weeks for a family wedding.. either way I can’t wait to explore with her 😍

Still want to propose to her around that time so maybe I need to do some digging for a beautiful place in Australia 🇦🇺

So I passed my written assessment and the police have said they want me to join there team. Just have to wait for references and a fitness test and I’m on my way for 8 weeks of training. So exciting!!

It’s a career and a set future for myself and Paige and our little family we’ll grow one day🤍

I love her insane amounts and that would never change. We can’t even go more than a day without seeing one another.

Maybe the day she’ll dump me is next year when I’m insisting we hike snowden 😂

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17th October 2020

The night before London lockdown 😂