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~mental breakdown #02~

05/31/17 4:48pm I feel so lonely, I have people round me all the time, and they are here for me when I need them, although I just feel like I’ll never be actually connected with someone. I mean, I don’t know, I’m really lost in all my stupid thoughts… I don’t understand love, or people, or life… and not understanding that creeps me out. I don’t know if I’ll ever be capable of loving someone, I’m broken and I actually don’t know if I want to be fixed…. (I’m fucked up) I want something, I want to feel something different. I don’t know what to do with myself. I’m sorry for everything, for being a mess and stuff like that. I want to be normal, I want to be stable. I want to know what I feel and why I feel it. I want so hard to connect with someone, but at the same time I don’t want to share all my feelings and fears with anyone cause they’ll never understand it, even I don’t… And they’ll just suffer beside me, having to deal with all that shit. I HATE THIS!

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Almost three years later and it still describes me

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Manny Montana gif pack [‘Good Girls’ Season 1]

In this here gif hunt you’ll find 174 gifs of Manny in all of season 1 of ‘Good Girls’. All these gifs were made by me, so please don’t claim as your own. Do NOT put into other gif hunts. If credit is given, you may use/edit them as sidebars, crackships, etc.

TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR: violence, guns,

Made for @tasksweekly tasks #75: Mexico (Manny is of Mexican descent, if you use these gifs, please respect that!)

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hooooooooooly fuck

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weltraum-kartoffel

Underwater by Aaron Draper on Flickr

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~mental breakdown #02~

05/31/17 4:48pm I feel so lonely, I have people round me all the time, and they are here for me when I need them, although I just feel like I’ll never be actually connected with someone. I mean, I don’t know, I’m really lost in all my stupid thoughts… I don’t understand love, or people, or life… and not understanding that creeps me out. I don’t know if I’ll ever be capable of loving someone, I’m broken and I actually don’t know if I want to be fixed…. (I’m fucked up) I want something, I want to feel something different. I don’t know what to do with myself. I’m sorry for everything, for being a mess and stuff like that. I want to be normal, I want to be stable. I want to know what I feel and why I feel it. I want so hard to connect with someone, but at the same time I don’t want to share all my feelings and fears with anyone cause they’ll never understand it, even I don’t… And they’ll just suffer beside me, having to deal with all that shit. I HATE THIS!

jungfckr

Again, almost a year, and it still describes me

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~mental breakdown #01~

05/29/17 5:31pm It is fucking frustrating to feel something about someone and know that it will end eventually. I want to make it real, and I want it to work at least once in my life. I just… sometimes I just want to be normal, and feel normal stuff, and know how to deal with it. It doesn’t matter what I do, it is always the same story with the same ending. I wish I could just like… grow up, be successful, marry someone, start a family full of love and happiness, be able to live with my family (cause nowadays it is so fucking hard to do that), I wish I could fit in. I desperately want to fit in, but I know this won’t ever going to happen and that’s why I feel the need to just screw everything up. I mean, fuck it! I’ll never fit in! I’ll never be normal anyways! I’m intended to be alone my whole life, and then I’ll die alone too, cause every living creature on earth dies alone, and this is sad. I wanna feel something, like anything…. pain, grief…. whatever. I feel so hollow.

jungfckr

It's been almost a year and guess what? I feel the same

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I don't even know anymore It feels like nothing matters, nothing makes sense, but I still love blood so here I am trying to find something to hold on :)

#blood #tears #depressed