The Void in Avoidance

Piecing fragmentation through collaged chronology

[jungpoet]

Figuring guidance of kisses were supposed,

vulnerable, She removed scarf leaving neck exposed.

Touchable blanket, soft snowy track scribbles,

forgetting problems with frosty cold nibbles.

Licentious tension sensed deeply felt dumbing--

Temperature freezing and fingers' tips numbing.

Handily forming clasp into a pairing,

impatient urges turned couple most daring

[jungpoet]

A Patience Haiku

Busy with thoughts too,

On a list of things to do:

First off, follow through.

[jungpoet]

Wageless wallowers washup weeks

winter worries won't wear well

wise woman wakes wondering wealth

wrapped warmly with white walls

while Warden whistles weightly worlds

wives' words wring whiskey wet

watching widows wearily weave woes

whimsical winos watered with wine

whirling walkways woo weird waltzes

J. Topp

[jungpoet]

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[jungpoet]

Extra! Extra! Read all about it: Others, unblamingly, not in the mood; Apathetic local man-hating prude Wakes up a hypersexual bitch– Will she ever find the scratch to her deep itch?

J. Topp

[jungpoet]

Post-traumatic-whatever-the-fuck– Tuck into nightmares & heavy breathing Teething on my own gums avoiding screams Dreams fizzle out passively hopeless Copeless victim transforms into child Mild in action, my boundaries went missing Kissing an ideal man at a cost Lost sense of self & my motivation Destination arrives, I’m not ready Steady waves collected emotions Devotions to family changed forever Never did I have the time to heal Feel the pain while my mind is fleeing Being exhausted destroys me most Post-traumatic-whatever-the-fuck

J. Topp

[jungpoet]

Insta-Pornstar Postmodern kinky bitch Porn vlog spotlights pierced clit Sugar daddies so rich Dildos that never fit One guy she cannot ditch Fetishes just don’t quit

J. Topp

[jungpoet]

Didn't notice how worn were his shoes Distance revealing plenty issues Bound'ries cross'd, forgetting 'I-miss-you'-s Girl was readily needing some tissues Mistreated as his lonely bliss muse He didn't care for the blu-ish views Self-respect wasn't earned by miss use In high-heels left his little kiss queues

Johanna Topp

[jungpoet]

Illinois is filled with ill-annoyance, I mean, Illinoisans

[jungpoet]

She put on her make up And sweat it all off “Who turned the heat on?!” Skin and cheeks flushed red As blood rushed to the capillaries Boiling the perspiration and foundation Into a salty-gooey liquid on her face That dripped off her chin Falling right onto the linoleum She looked down at all the droplets Scattered between her two feet Remembering a past revelation– Anger never looked too good on her

[jungpoet]

End Call (draft)

The phone line is broken Yet on the contrary It doesn't need repair Time came to disconnect Acknowledged so long ago No one is to blame Both parties are at fault As the hold draws on I find myself worth more A goodbye was never spoken Just a kiss to fly away from

[jungpoet]

Drunk Girl Summer Haiku

I have been drinking A lot of Margaritas I love tequila

[syntheticphilosophy]

There is no coming to consciousness without pain. People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own Soul. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.

C.G. Jung (via syntheticphilosophy)

[jungpoet]

A Slut's Prayer

Crazy Cunt killed classy communion, threw it all up in a delusion. Splendidly spoiled spiritual space, Jesus’s blood she could barely tas'e. Holy horror, while wholy a whore, take thy shameful body or ignore.

Dear Lord, I love him to the highest amen, save me from the loneliest men.

[jungpoet]

Friends with Death

Fuck him grimly Relentless with burdens Irrational in apologies Enigmatic moves taken Neglecting​ our association Discerning separate reality Still noticed me missing

[jungpoet]

Straight Forward Ambiguity

I knock on my chest Hand knotted into fist, Struck three times. I expect it to echo Alas, I am not hollow A thud follows each Dense from my surroundings I yearn for emptiness Intimidation unacknowledged I am assumed mysterious The clues weigh on me No one likes to lift

[jungpoet]

Contextless Renegade

Faceless, I broke the rules. I told a guy who had my shoes on why I was placed outside on a bench in the late spring. All he could say was "damn," as he swallowed hard.