It takes a second for the pain to settle enough that he can see clearly again, vision already blinded enough by the threats of the searing white light at his periphery, begging to be unleashed, to fell the creature in an instant with his radiance. Her voice catches his ears, though and his head jerks around at the sound, and he glances back in time to see her pushing herself up to her feet against the wall. It is impressive, her persistence, if not perhaps foolhardy considering the injury, but it makes him all the more determined to defeat the creature and help her to safety. Anyone who is willing to continue fighting, to continue helping despite their own grave injury has respect in his eyes.
Perhaps, in that small instant, he sees a glimpse of why his goddess wanted her saved. There is an innate goodness that does not often come from strangers. She cares for her own life, of course, but it seems as though perhaps she cares for his, as well, despite not even knowing his name. She is bound for good, he can see that. And that makes this instant all the more important to him, all the more moving to see her trying to concentrate through the pain. he nods curtly, and turns back to the creature without a word, putting his trust in her as he grips his sword with both hands, in preparation for another attack. It’s something beautiful to see, the vines and plants sprouting through the snow and stone of the cave. If he pauses for a moment, only brought back to attention at the sound of her voice, begging for him to do something now, he would not later admit so.
There are two choices. The first, continue at it with the Oathsword and hope that she can hold the spell long enough for him to down the yeti, which he is not certain she can considering the strain, and the yeti’s strength compared to his own. The second, give into the pull of destruction and fire and unleash the divine energy constantly threatening to devour him, to risk hurting her and certainly hurting himself, but with the guarantee that the creature will not survive. With no time to think, he doesn’t stop to think. Charging forward with a shout, he drives his sword into the creature’s abdomen, fire burning, drawing a cry from the creature, and he stops there, close enough to it that he can feel its fur on his hands. He glances back at her, hesitating for a second. “I swear to you that you will make it from this cave alive, but the pain may get worse before I can heal you. Cover your eyes,” he all but commands. It won’t do much, but he knows how blinding the light is, needs to offer some warning. She’s a distance away, there’s a chance the pain of light may not reach her. He prays to Erona Favilla that is the case, before letting the constant tension fall from his shoulders, giving over to Her, allowing his nature to take over.
It’s a strange feeling at first always, as if he’s not of himself any longer. The smell of burning, the taste of ash, and then the white light takes over so that he can see nothing but searing brightness, taste nothing but burning, the divine energy unleashed. There is no control over it, no way to even wonder, as the pain grips his own body, the burning starting low within his stomach, flowing upward, feels as if it’s trying to reach a crescendo, the radiant light pouring from him. The pure need to destroy evil, and anything near it, including himself. He can hear a roaring scream from the beast, smell the burning, the pain nearly unbearable.
And then it’s over. Then he’s kneeling on his hands and knees unaware of how much time has passed, sword in front of him, the searing pain still present, sick to his stomach from the taste, and he wants to look around, to see if she’s alright, but he can’t will his body to move yet.
There is a horrible moment when Juniper thinks the man will not act at all. He is in pain, that much is clear. As much as she is, by the looks of it. Her heart almost stops at the thought that he will be unable to continue on, that they will both perish in this place because of her foolishness. She does not wish to watch him die, nor to follow quickly after him into the abyss of the next life. She gulps a breath down, keeping her mind on the task at hand, allowing him the moment he needs to gather himself.
She could cry with relief when he does, when he moves. His words baffle her. Her mind is cloudy, and it takes her a beat too long to process them exactly. She is stuck for a long second on watching him lodge his grand sword into the massive figure in front of him, her vines holding stronger than her flimsy strength should be allowing them to. Juniper didn’t expect him to look back, didn’t expect him to open his mouth and speak words tinged with worry and anxiety.
Cover your eyes, he says, his voice harsh. She can’t help but follow his instruction, he sounds so sure that it is what must be done, so she screws her eyes shut as tight as she can. Even through her closed eyes, she can feel the glory and fury of the light, blinding still. She gives up her weak attempt at holding the creature, gives up her attempts to hold herself up against the wall. Before she can think much more about it, she finds herself back on the ground again, her head buried in her hands and in the dirt.
For a long minute, all she can process is that. The light, the way it hurts, the guttural and pained sound the beast makes. Her own sounds are caught in her throat, hitching and unable to escape her chest. Part of her is glad, part of her is worried that the stench of burning flesh is coming from her, that this man has doomed them all to a death more painful than previously threatened. There is a brief moment where Juniper is sure she is dying, that she will not live through this.
Like all things, the moment passes. The light fades, leaving her on the ground with hitching breaths and hot tears embarrassingly clear on her skin. Juniper takes a moment to force air into her lungs, gasping for it. When she raises her head, wiping away blood and tears. she is almost scared to look around her. The beast is clearly slain, but the man is still there. He’s so still, like he may topple over at the slightest burst of wind. She finds herself identifying with the thought, dizzy and shaky and ready to empty her stomach. Though he seems more affected than her. Of course he does, she finds herself thinking. He was right there, at the centre of things. At least she had some distance between the light and herself. She finds herself unable to look away, awe filling up her chest, a grateful energy that she may never shake off. She wants to ask: What are you? She wants to ask: Are you a god? God touched, at least. He must be, though what god would give him such a power she cannot imagine.
“It’s dead.” She gasps, after a moment too long, after a moment of struggling to try and form any word on her tongue. “You did it –– I don’t...You did it.” Wetting dry lips, she wipes at her face again, furious with herself for allowing herself to cry. “Do you––? I know healing magic. Will it help?” She knew it would benefit her, but she was unsure if her spells would work on a man such as this, on pain the likes of which he must have felt.