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@junkyardlynx
tired of repeating the perpetual cycle of loss and suffering tbh
tired of my body rebelling against me
tired of my mind working overtime to come up with reasons to hold on for another day
something's gotta break other than me, please
i'ms o broke and fucked and stressed i'm just
ugh
Laying awake in bed after taking some benadryl to try and get a little sleep
Ugh
Stress can we not do this darlin
i need to renew my car's registration by the 7th
i do not have money to do that lmao
aaaaa....
status update.
i'm not doing well, but i'm alive. i have a small abscess on my cerebellum and i'm being treated with a couple antibiotics and a steroid. i'm not working right now.
i could use help monetarily but i feel bad asking.
i could use friends, though.
talk to me if you feel like talking to someone. i've lost a lot the last few months but i'm doing my best to stay positive and bright now.
status update.
i'm not doing well, but i'm alive. i have a small abscess on my cerebellum and i'm being treated with a couple antibiotics and a steroid. i'm not working right now.
i could use help monetarily but i feel bad asking.
i could use friends, though.
talk to me if you feel like talking to someone. i've lost a lot the last few months but i'm doing my best to stay positive and bright now.
No one's posted this yet somehow
took the book i wrote for you off my page
even if it means one less chance
to sell a piece of art i've made
it means i'm one step closer
to letting go
of the love we shared
take this, these poems written true
and leave me
alone, desolate, desperate
as you've decided to
i cannot take back the things i felt
the things i still feel
but i can stop advertising my heartbreak
and try to move on
as hard as it,
as impossible as it is,
to just move along.
gonna go out on a limb and say it's a good thing that i don't know anyone with drugs because i want to obliterate my brain and feel good for once
also i have a lesion on my cerebellum and i feel like my life is a cosmic joke
goodnight
it's hard to just move along.
Worry_lines
I can't stop watching this omg 🥺💞💞💞
voiceover, quietly, in a New Zealand accent: When I was taking this little guy's photos, I noticed that he was having difficulties getting into the poses and wasn't feeling a hundred percent comfortable. So I scooped him up, un-swaddled him, and gave him a little back massage. Because I knew that he had had a little bit of a hard birth, little bit of a hard entry into the world, and quite often things like a C-section, forceps, or a tight birth canal can often result in a pulled muscle or a knot in their back, shoulders, or neck. And look at that, when I hit the spot, he lets me know, with [voice goes up an octave] a beautiful big SMI-YILE!!! Isn't it gorgeous!! [normal voice] And he was totally comfortable after that.
making a choice.
i'm just gonna try to be relentlessly positive. if i've lost it all i have something to reach for. if nobody loves me, they're missing out. i'm smart and talented and even when everything is breaking i still try my best.
i'm here.
for better or worse, i'm here, and i'm gonna make the most of it i can.
I'm not gonna kill myself. I'm just in an extremely shit life situation and have to accept I'm losing everything all over again to a degree I haven't before, up to and including my home. Thank you though.
i uh
i have covid, i've been bedridden and off work for the last week and a half. i went in one day last week to try and force myself through it before getting a positive test result yesterday.
i'm an immunocompromised person living alone with no living relatives and i'm going to be extremely tight on cash.
i'm supposed to go back to work tomorrow but i feel like i can barely catch my breath sitting still and everything in my entire body hurts and i just want to sleep forever because i'm so exhausted but i can't seem to stay asleep.
if you can do anything to help me out, i would greatly appreciate it.
gonna reblog this with a few links, namely my gumroad account with some poetry books and my paypal.
honestly, i'm so tired. in every way. i feel defeated in every way. but i don't want to give up if there's still a chance of some sunny days ahead. if i'm going to die one day anyway, might as well stick around and see what life has to offer. right?
thank you.
Crafting masterworks out of darker daydreams.
Go to paypal.me/punishedlynx and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.
rent's due on tuesday and i'm not sure what to do. i'm still wiped out but i HAVE to go into work tomorrow or i lose my job. so. um, thank you for looking.
my boss said "we'll see" if i still have a job when i'm done being sick so
great
in the mean time, i still need to...survive
thanks for looking
rent's due tomorrow and we're buried under a foot of snow right now in addition to everything else
hope you're all taking care
still knocked completely on my ass, I'm late on rent...I could have paid it but decided groceries were more important right now so I have a week to pay with an extra $35 late fee on top
appreciate you guys so much
Idk what else to do at this point
still need to pay rent and on top of it my cat knocked my PC over and KO'd it
just gonna forget about it for now but my mental state is in a sharp decline lately
thanks for any help
I only have until Saturday to pay my rent before they start the eviction process, thank you for looking
Going to try and sell my computer to pay rent since it's not working anyway
just kinda keeping everyone appraised of the situation at this point
not sure what else to do
thank you
managed to talk to the leasing office and got until march 5th to come up with both february and march's rent
i still need to eat and i have zero income right now
i hate begging but i'm out of any other options
i'm sorry
at this time i still need to pay rent for february and march and eat and exist
i'm starting to get over the COVID but i've been left in shambles because of it, still coughing all the time, still struggling for breath, my head is full of bees, still can barely do household chores without feeling like i participated in the olympics, everything physically aches all the time
i don't know what to do, which is a running theme with this but but i just have no one and nothing to fall back on
thanks for looking
despite the fact that i can barely function i told my boss i could start working again monday since i don't have any other options and i need to survive
i don't really know what else to do
thank you for looking
I tried going back to work yesterday and made it two hours before I physically could not anymore. I'm going in today to try again but it'll only be worse
so yesterday after deciding I couldn't go into work because I...physically could not get out of bed for a while, I received an email.
basically my lease is being transferred to this new company and I have no idea if they'll honor the old agreement for february+march rent together but it's a moot point because i don't have the money anyway and i just
i really need help
i don't know what to do
i'm sorry for always shoving this shit in your face
thank you for looking
just wanted to say thank you so much so far i've been able to pay feb's late rent and get some food in my house at least, i appreciate you guys so much, just have to figure out march and the future after that
trying to go back to work today but i just finished getting dressed and doing chores and i fel like i've run a marathon so i'm not sure how it'll go
honestly i'll probably lose my job since i'm not going to risk my health or anything over it any more
thank you for looking
i think i'm going to quit my job/be let go today, i'm not sure, i'm just not willing to endanger my health for a third time by pushing myself with illness. i already had sepsis in the past and covid kicked my ass up and down the street.
thanks for looking.
Out of work for now and trying to find a job but need to...eat and have a place to live, if you can help at all, thank you.
rent is coming up again very soon and i'm still struggling to stay afloat, sorry to keep passing this around but i don't want to lose the last bits of my life i still have
well, suppose i will curl up sad and alone in bed while you two are happy together and when you bother to look in on me i pretend everything is okay and that i dont want to do a fat gainer off the empire state building because like as not i still prefer your company to anyone else's even if i'm aware that we are no longer lovers or close friends even because of the hurt you have visited upon me even as i pulled back to let your romance together flower because you were clearly done with me anyway but i am too stupid and too stuck to let go and i want very much to let go but i can't
lovely day i think
i uh
i have covid, i've been bedridden and off work for the last week and a half. i went in one day last week to try and force myself through it before getting a positive test result yesterday.
i'm an immunocompromised person living alone with no living relatives and i'm going to be extremely tight on cash.
i'm supposed to go back to work tomorrow but i feel like i can barely catch my breath sitting still and everything in my entire body hurts and i just want to sleep forever because i'm so exhausted but i can't seem to stay asleep.
if you can do anything to help me out, i would greatly appreciate it.
gonna reblog this with a few links, namely my gumroad account with some poetry books and my paypal.
honestly, i'm so tired. in every way. i feel defeated in every way. but i don't want to give up if there's still a chance of some sunny days ahead. if i'm going to die one day anyway, might as well stick around and see what life has to offer. right?
thank you.
Crafting masterworks out of darker daydreams.
Go to paypal.me/punishedlynx and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.
rent's due on tuesday and i'm not sure what to do. i'm still wiped out but i HAVE to go into work tomorrow or i lose my job. so. um, thank you for looking.
my boss said "we'll see" if i still have a job when i'm done being sick so
great
in the mean time, i still need to...survive
thanks for looking
rent's due tomorrow and we're buried under a foot of snow right now in addition to everything else
hope you're all taking care
still knocked completely on my ass, I'm late on rent...I could have paid it but decided groceries were more important right now so I have a week to pay with an extra $35 late fee on top
appreciate you guys so much
Idk what else to do at this point
still need to pay rent and on top of it my cat knocked my PC over and KO'd it
just gonna forget about it for now but my mental state is in a sharp decline lately
thanks for any help
I only have until Saturday to pay my rent before they start the eviction process, thank you for looking
Going to try and sell my computer to pay rent since it's not working anyway
just kinda keeping everyone appraised of the situation at this point
not sure what else to do
thank you
managed to talk to the leasing office and got until march 5th to come up with both february and march's rent
i still need to eat and i have zero income right now
i hate begging but i'm out of any other options
i'm sorry
at this time i still need to pay rent for february and march and eat and exist
i'm starting to get over the COVID but i've been left in shambles because of it, still coughing all the time, still struggling for breath, my head is full of bees, still can barely do household chores without feeling like i participated in the olympics, everything physically aches all the time
i don't know what to do, which is a running theme with this but but i just have no one and nothing to fall back on
thanks for looking
despite the fact that i can barely function i told my boss i could start working again monday since i don't have any other options and i need to survive
i don't really know what else to do
thank you for looking
I tried going back to work yesterday and made it two hours before I physically could not anymore. I'm going in today to try again but it'll only be worse
so yesterday after deciding I couldn't go into work because I...physically could not get out of bed for a while, I received an email.
basically my lease is being transferred to this new company and I have no idea if they'll honor the old agreement for february+march rent together but it's a moot point because i don't have the money anyway and i just
i really need help
i don't know what to do
i'm sorry for always shoving this shit in your face
thank you for looking
just wanted to say thank you so much so far i've been able to pay feb's late rent and get some food in my house at least, i appreciate you guys so much, just have to figure out march and the future after that
trying to go back to work today but i just finished getting dressed and doing chores and i fel like i've run a marathon so i'm not sure how it'll go
honestly i'll probably lose my job since i'm not going to risk my health or anything over it any more
thank you for looking
i think i'm going to quit my job/be let go today, i'm not sure, i'm just not willing to endanger my health for a third time by pushing myself with illness. i already had sepsis in the past and covid kicked my ass up and down the street.
thanks for looking.
Out of work for now and trying to find a job but need to...eat and have a place to live, if you can help at all, thank you.
rent is coming up again very soon and i'm still struggling to stay afloat, sorry to keep passing this around but i don't want to lose the last bits of my life i still have
yeah, i should go
if someone is my first priority and i am literally not even on their list anymore i'm fooling myself
i've lost my job, my health again, and now all my friends and loved ones once more
that's okay, though
if i live i'll start over somehow and if i end up dead from life problems i won't make anyone mourn me
so it really works out best this way, i think
