J.A.M

I'm just here

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Currently moved states, and my birthday is around the corner! So I will be too busy to make videos.

Will start uploading videos next month to restart the uploading streak

Also one of my sisters bought cinnamon rolls for mine and my twins birthday!

This was too sweet and currently can’t finish it, if I try to take another bite I think I might throw up. Had to drink some milk and water to feel better.

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It's my 5 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Woah! My account is five years old already!?!?!

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Kinda realized I need a photo for my youtube channel but I really don't know what to use so hopefully soon I think of something or it just might stay a J forever. I am going to start writing down what I can talk about because I can't just try to think of it at the top of my head because I suck at that.

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Hey! Just because this video is boring and last minute doesn't mean you can't support me!! Joking about that last part but this video is actually boring.

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Talking about January and stuff

More talking,,,,from someone who is bad at it! ;B

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Introduction Video For Channel

*Trips as I’m walking* whoops! I dropped something...better bend down to pick it up off the floor before someone WATCHES it.... ;3

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nonbinary people have always have the divine right to kill

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Cars with bright headlights kinda remind me of white people with bright blue eyes

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Daily Update 08/31/2025

Not much has happened throughout this month. I went thrifting yesterday and was able to buy myself a few jeans and a denim jacket. I went thrifting with my family at goodwill and when I found a really good heavy denim jacket, I had shown my mom and she started showing excitement because the jacket was from an old brand called SouthPole and she talked how they used to be a thing back in her days. Even my uncle who was with us was also shocked about my find. He even searched it up to see how much they go for, which is about 50-100 dollars. Even when we were checking out, the cashier was talking about how the jacket was a resellers dream and I just told him I got it for everyday wear, he also added how a guy came in awhile ago finding South pole jeans and how he was excited about it. So that was a funny bit of my day, I can't wait to wear my jacket once I wash it because it's in really good condition as if it's not been worn. I have another denim jacket but it's back in Washington and it's also a large jacket so the one I bought fits me better.

The jeans I bought also fit me except one but I just need to hem them cuz they're too long.

Other than that, nothing's been going on. I've applied to places, so I'm waiting on that I guess. And I've been trying to get in the groove of getting back into unfinished projects but I've been so demotivated. I've set a goal to finish one project today, then finish one tomorrow and then the next day and so on.

Pretty much this month's drama.

Wait speaking of drama....

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I got my nails done by my sister who does nails.

This was the inspo pic for them

Some parts were difficult to draw so she made me paint on the moustache and star eyes. This was her first time actually drawing art on nails so please be nice. I love the way they turned out though!!

This was me right after getting them done. I was trying to show them off in the photo （＾◇＾）

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Photos I took June 18, 2023.

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Daily Update 06/18/2025

Did absolutely nothing today, I only went to the grocery store in town but yesterday I learned that ICE is in town so YAAAAYY /neg. I hate everything going on and it doesn't help that my mental health has been deteriorating a bit. A little bit of everything that's been going on has been affecting me a bit but right now I'm just trying to live in the moment and get a job.

I also have a doctor appointment in the morning tomorrow and I have an eye doctors appointment in August because a lot of the offices around here are either packed till next year, don't take new clients or my insurance so I guess I'll just have to wait.

I'm trying to make sure I don't stay too depressed so I'm trying to do little things that will make me happy. Like working out which helps my mood, I also tried to finish a job application right now but the website for it crashed. Like literally crashed, it's down. But I should have everything saved (hopefully).

I regret moving back with my mom. It's not like I can drop everything again and move back though. I feel like my life is spiraling out of control but oh well. It's whatever.

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Daily Update 06/03/2025

Not much to do today except for going to one of my younger sisters graduation.

My doctors appointment for my ears is in two days.

I still need to look over my mail so I'm definitely doing that tomorrow morning and making an appointment for the DMV as well.

I hate this hot weather.

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Daily Update 05/31/2025

Can't believe I did one daily update and died for a few days, but that's because I couldn't find the time to upload. Anyways, not much went on from those days but I was able to talk to my Tia and Tio about working where they are (three hours away in a city) and they said to let them know when I put my application in. I just need to finish making and attending appointments for my body and eyes because I haven't been to the doctors for almost 2 years and I need to glasses since they're old and broken.

I'm not doing much today except having dinner at my other Tias house. I wasn't made aware till earlier. I have the option to not go but I don't want to stay home all day so I will go.

I am also on call with my fav bestie,(I don't know when you'll see this but heyyyyy) cause we were able to find a day where we were both not busy. I'm so happy I get to talk to him.

Anyways, hopefully when I do apply, I'll get the job because I do not want to stay in this small town since there's nothing around. If you want to take the bus, you'll have to call to have them pick you up and I'm too anxious for that. With the city, it's more accessible to go places plus much more things to do around. Enough of my rambling though.

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Daily Update 05/26/2025

I really have nothing to post except for one thing which is today I'm going to clean out my moms storage unit, which has all of my family's old junk, including mine. We need to clean it out which means my Teddy Bear collection will probably be donated :[

Or I could sell them but there's a lot of junk that's most likely going to be donated to places. Hopefully I'm able to find my Nintendo DS in there because I miss using it.

Hopefully I can keep a few things with me, or find extra clothes that I can keep which is a maybe because they're all clothes that fit me when I was skinny.

Uhh other than that, I just need to fill out some paperwork today for something, but there's not much to do today.

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I think what would heal me is getting a dog.