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ftm || he/him || 19 shed/ftm posting pro-recovery, treatment resistant

[jupiteredd]

introduction post!!

aleksandr (sasha/sanya), he/him ftm, straight

19 (nov 21)

im half russian half ukrainian (rus/eng/a bit of ger)

this is a shed and forcemasc blog and mostly just an outlet for what im struggling with, dont report just block

kink wise im big into forcemasc (obv) as well as masochism, i like being mostly service dom (tell me what to do ;))), dms and asks are welcome)))

im diagnosed bpd and am a victim of cocsa and have been in therapy as well as dbt and neither have really helped me.

currently on 200mg of lamotrigine

CW: 71kg

HW: 75kg

LW: 58kg

GW: 54kg

UGW: 45kg

if youre a tranny ily

[tboy4t]

I'm in the painful forcemasc mood today..

Being punched because I used she/her for myself, or getting my dick slapped because I called it a "clit," just being hurt until I understand that I'm a man <3

[lovs-ck]

i think having a pretty girl to slap me across the face would fix all my problems

[jupiteredd]

sorry i got hard when you slapped me across the face full force. sorry. can you do it again. no reason

[jupiteredd]

want to get off on a pretty girl stepping on my crotch i think that would be awesome

[tobyface]

real.

[jupiteredd]

tried explaining forcemasc to my cis friend the other day and she looked at me like i was crazy

[inbreederr]

*snapping my fingers to get your attention* send me all your favourite forcemasc content

[jupiteredd]

i passed way better when i was skinner. i gained a lot from stress eating at the end of my spring semester and now i get misgendered way more often.

[jupiteredd]

the only tape binding tutorials i see are from guys with small a or b cups and it pisses me off

if anyone has tips for binding with larger chests that would be great

[hunny--hunny]

a trans man / trans masc asking you not to call them girl isn't them being rude btw. I've seen several people say and have had many people say to me personally that me saying " hey please don't call me girl " is being rude and implying that i hate women / girls. using gendered terms for a trans person who specifically has said that they aren't comfortable with it is still misgendering, yes, even if they're a trans man / trans masc.

edit: i mean this in the nicest way possible but please stop derailing this post. this post was about my personal experience as a trans masc but like. most of the replies are talking about " if this was about trans fems then- ". i dont have a problem with transfems relating to my posts, and i know that being trans will mean we have a lot of overlapping experiences, but this post is SPECIFICALLY about trans mascs being called girl, not transfems being called dude. again, not trying to be rude here, just this post was about transmascs. ( no hate to anyone in the notes who did say stuff about transfems being called dude though, that is a real issue that needs to be discussed. ) ( its 2am and i havent slept so idk if my wording made sense / if it came off as rude sorry )

[idntfkinknww]

[amity-welcomes-you]

the desperate need to make more when you see them fading.

[averysnoopytimeinmylife]

so… force masc?

[d33rbon3s]

Any other trans men feel disappointed that they didn’t have the opportunity to learn masc activities/skills form the men in your family because they were a girl?

Both of my brothers are very skilled in so many areas, my dad knows a lot too but I feel like they wouldn’t take me seriously if I asked them to teach me practical stuff :c now that I came out it’s even harder because they don’t accept me.

They encourage my younger cis brother but his lazy ass doesn’t care, but they never ask me.

I wish I had somebody more experienced to do stuff with :(

[alex-is-fxcked-up]

[thatguy-thatman]