Hi all
Been considering returning to Tumblr on and off over the last 3 months. I certainly miss all my friends here and knowing how all of you are doing... but I'm kinda struggling with it and keep putting it off. Some stuff made me have some bitter associations with Tumblr and I find myself avoiding checking in because I don't wanna think about it.
The fact that my depression has been kicking my ass during this time doesn't help. I've gone to depths I haven't seen in a long time and it's frikkin dark af there. Worse still, I found myself being in denial of how bad things got, which is a thing I thought I had already moved past and it was worrying to see it make a comeback.
I did move past the denial and I am slowly getting to a better place, but I'm still not great.
So I don't know whether I'm gonna return any time soon or not. I might just post every once in a while super sporadically? I'll see. Rn I just wanted to jump in here so that if anyone's wondering where I've gone, I could explain.







