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To say that the past few days suck is an understatement. The past few days have been the worst. I have been nothing but a wreck. Sobrang stupid ng thoughts ko and I let those thoughts take over me. It lead to a break up (pero syempre marupok tayo kaso di pa ako nagssorry). Ang lala lang talaga and umabot na sa point na di na ako kumakain. Ilang araw din yun, hanggang sa napansin na ng tatay ko kagabi. Kaya kanina pinagbaon niya ako. Super thankful for family. Finally ate something today, feeling better already and thriving at work. emsxz. Sobrang nakakapagod lang ng life lately kaya din siguro naging ganto epekto sakin. Kung anu-ano nanaman naisip ko. Buti na lang din natauhan ako. :\
I'd like to take this time to say sorry to u know u. I really wanted to put myself first and became selfish. Didn't think of how u would have felt. Disregarded all ur efforts and loathed myself and self pitied. panay ako ang kawawa nanaman. This is what i was thinking the whole time. Na di ako worth the effort and all that. Kept comparing myself to others, even to your exes and it sucks. It took days for me to get myself together. Now i dont know how to take bake everything that i have said. Sobrang bullshit. This is what i said i will never be. Pero look at me know, being one of ur crazy exes. lol. I'm sorry u had to put up with that. This girl just wants a little loving and extra-ness sometimes. I wanna feel special too. Not because I am easily pleased and happy with just the small things, doesn't mean I don't like the extra-ness and cringy-ness of being a romantic. Yun lang naman wahaha.
I love you, I really do. And I'm sorry for how I acted and for the words that I may or may have not meant. hehe. Anyway. Balik na sa work si ante. Naalala ko lang bigla na may tumblr pa pala ako. chz.
