Feelings .

Sandra / Romania / 11 may / taurus *such a surprise* Here you will find original content . Follow me for more reliable taurus post.

[things-i-wish-i-saidd]

For one time i loved with my heart not with my mind. And I got utterly hurt. But loving with your mind is never this fullfilling. And loving with your heart is never ending as you imagined.

So tell me, which one is telling the lies?

[things-i-wish-i-saidd]

Unrequited love.

A love that I am dammed to feel for the both of us. A love that keep flowing from a dry spring. Loving you is mischievous. Like a mouse being lured by the cheese, only to get trapped after. Loving you made me forget I exist.

-you brought me into your dreamworld, then you woke up.

[things-i-wish-i-saidd]

What do you do when your love did not cosume? When it is still flourishing over a reminiscence. I still water your dead flowers. Where does all of this love go?

Tell me, as I have been always the Monster, never the wounded warrior.

-leftover love

[things-i-wish-i-saidd]

Nobody gets out of love alive .

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Sometimes I have so many mixed feelings

It doesn't feel like reality anymore.

It's like I'm stuck in my own imagination ,

Replaying the future I wish I was in all over again.

It feels like waking up in the moment you wished to live the most ;

I am trapped in my own heart

Blinded by nostalgia

I will never fully move on .

Get me out of my mind

[things-i-wish-i-saidd]

[obliviousxc]

look what your love has done to me - perc

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open your eyes - carl cox

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still want you - zhu

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ghost in my bed - zhu

photography @k1ikz-blog

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someone else - rezz, grabbitz

[things-i-wish-i-saidd]

We are infatuated

We weren’t love. We were a little more. We were addiction , desire , we were intoxicated. In the first second I met you , you lit my whole body on fire , and never dared to extinguish it since. I knew it was more than love when I realized that our time was never enough. My heart ripped itself apart trying to crawl back to you. My senses were craving you. It was more than love then , it was lust , thirst , avidity. It was two souls finally connecting to each other, two lost people who lastly found each other , two different types of love , adoration, melting in each other. It was a confusing feeling , of wanting more than you can take ,it was an unrealistic type of selfishness . An eternal emotion of need, an overwhelming feeling of loneliness which settled in my bones when I heard you say “ Goodbye” , although we always said goodbye, but we never knew which one is the last. Your passion gave me a lingering sensation of fear when I thought I could lose you. Your absence can tear me apart, so please , don’t break me.

-“We were holy”

[things-i-wish-i-saidd]

We are infatuated

We weren’t love. We were a little more. We were addiction , desire , we were intoxicated. In the first second I met you , you lit my whole body on fire , and never dared to extinguish it since. I knew it was more than love when I realized that our time was never enough. My heart ripped itself apart trying to crawl back to you. My senses were craving you. It was more than love then , it was lust , thirst , avidity. It was two souls finally connecting to each other, two lost people who lastly found each other , two different types of love , adoration, melting in each other. It was a confusing feeling , of wanting more than you can take ,it was an unrealistic type of selfishness . An eternal emotion of need, an overwhelming feeling of loneliness which settled in my bones when I heard you say “ Goodbye” , although we always said goodbye, but we never knew which one is the last. Your passion gave me a lingering sensation of fear when I thought I could lose you. Your absence can tear me apart, so please , don’t break me.

-“We were holy”

[things-i-wish-i-saidd]

I want to scream into the chaos that I loved you more than anything in hopes that the sound will echo forever in your head and that with every heartbeat you will feel the pain I felt when you said you didn’t loved me anymore and i want to look into your eyes and tell you that you are the most beautiful soul i have ever seen in hopes that you will search for my voice long after I disappear and i want to kiss you with every nerve of my body in hopes that my lips will forever be impregnated in your skin and i want to rip out my heart and bury it into the ground in hopes that you will finally see that you are the only one who truly touched my heart.

i had never tasted a masterpiece before i met you. you are unfinished art.

[obliviousxc]

without me - halsey

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runnin’ low - blackbear