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With positive mindset, you will have positive attitude. A wise person told me that one also need to be patient in what they do and always have eye on small details as small things can lead to a huge difference. #visualthings 📸: @amrlrxrshd (at PeaceBeUponYou) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpuVMH4Fvhl/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=22pcg4aui4jv

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Day 36 - Saturday ( 6/10/2018)

Stranger

I guess i’m a stranger. Not a friend or even an acquaintance.

It really hurts my feeling. It hurts so bad like a knife stab through this broken heart.

I’ve tried fixing it by being positive but it keeps shattering into pieces and i’m starting to feel that my presence in your life is worthless.

Tears is now my best friend as every night, they slide through my cheeks.

I’m such a disaster.

Antara orang yang rapat dengan aku dan berjaya mewarnai hidup aku adalah “kakak” ni. Dia kalau mintak tolong kau cakap je apa kau nak, mesti dia akan tolong. Yang paling seronok adalah bila kau mintak pendapat/nasihat, selalu bagi punchline yang akan buat kau 🔥. Paling kelakar yang aku xkan lupa dia call aku sampai menangis sebab 🤣🤣😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣. Happy Birthday Bar-ney, aku doakan semoga kau jadi wartawan yang berjaya dunia akhirat and thanks sbb sudi berkawan dengan aku yang hambar ni. #amirsfavoritepeople (at Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoX69_FBz-5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1h8af349uxkiq

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Sunday sounds like a great day to attend wedding and spending moments with ....you ? ❤️. #PacManHatiAwak 📸: @adamashnawi (at One City) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoWWCwVhRA-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1w7s0p1voh81x

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Day 16 - 18/9/2018 Exhausted. It’s been a while I didn't text you. I am worried but again I did not want to disturb you. Today, I decided to give you a buzz just to check on you whether you’re doing fine or not. But I guess it’s just wasn't my lucky day. I don’t know how can I express these sad feeling that I have in my heart.

It feels like a sword have been pierced through again and again to the point where I couldn’t feel the pain any longer. I care too much on someone that I barely know. it’s only two weeks and I already started to feel this way. How am I going to foster myself to be a better person? Truth is I don’t know. :’( I don't know if I am born to feel this sadness forever. It’ like a curse that had been put on me ever since I break up. - END -

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Day 15 - (17/9/2018) - Monday Anxiety Today was a definitely a Monday Blues for me. Ergghhh it was so boring in the store as I do not have that much of workload today. However, tomorrow’s gonna be a pain in the ass as I and my partner, will in charged of handling the mid-season deals prep. I didn't want to disturb you because you are so occupied with your assignments and other priority. I don’t know how to express my feelings to you. Maybe this is the best platform I can express myself.

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Day 10 - 12/9/2018 (Wednesday) Missing Another day another dollar. I felt empty today. Not because I am sad but felt empty. Like a puppet that was fully charged and ready to fully utilize my function as a servant to another master. I’m still training myself to not text you when my hand is eager to send you a long text message to brighten up your day. I wanted to hold on to your promise but it seems that I’m just like everybody else... A complete stranger who tries to steal your heart. My wounded heart keeps bleeding inside but I cannot show you that I’m hurt. It’ll only make things worse. I had to put on a mask so I can look like I’m not hurt but the pain was so deep that I could not even describe it with a metaphor. Today, I just could not say anything because you are worried about someone that you cherish. I wish I could be in that place but apparently, there were many others like me who are lining up to get the attention and love from you. I feel like a pathetic right now. - END -

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11/9/2018 - Monday Day 9 Big Change for Myself Woke up in the morning hoping (AGAIN) that I received a text message from you. I did but it seems like I’m being a pest to you. You have told me that you are not used to being around a clingy person. However, you justify your reasons, which I respect but it’s too early for me to say it. I happened to have my responsibility today to execute changes for ladies department. It was not that bad, I feel like I'm getting used to what I do because I love my job so much. At the same time. after finishing my task, my head keeps shouting inside my brain of your name. I’m wondering whether are you okay? Have you eaten? How's your day going? What are you doing? Knowing you for almost a week level me up in certain aspect like being more detail, patient, learning the art of patience and most importantly prioritizing your task. Thank you for highlighting to me the point of BIG CHANGE.

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Day 8 (10/9/2018) Back To Work Today my heart was trembling with excitement as I have received a text from you. “Good night amir” with a smiley emoji I felt happy even though it’s a simple wish. It makes me so happy. I wanted to wait for tonight and thank you for making me a better and stronger person. - END -

Waiting for the right person is like hiking up rocky hills. Challenging but worth the scars and pain.

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Day 7 (9/9/2018) - Sunday

Missing you

Waking up late because last night my head was just thinking about you. I couldn’t sleep in peace.

I didn’t want to text you because i don’t want to disturb your times with the people you cherish .

“At the same time I don’t want you to forget about me. “

I’m happy that God has answered my prayers. HE indeed gave you the happiness. I don’t ever want to see you in pain any longer.

Seeing you happy gave me the strength to smile and go through a day. It’s funny isn’t it?

Of all the people i know, in less than a week, you are able to make me feel loved again.

I know it’s still too early but I have reallly fallen for you since the day you called me and explain about you. I appreciate the moment and wishing it could last forever.

I thank you for that and I’m hoping that you have a jubilant day today, tomorrow and forever.

- END -

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Puppet with Empty Soul Day 6 (8/9/2018) - Saturday

My body decided to wake up early today hoping that you will be fine.

Every day I wanted to give "good morning" text to lighten up your day hoping you'll get better.

I have tried to put in a note on you not wanting me to text you every day but my heart trembles seeing you in pain even though you say that you were fine.

I know you are not. I want to be the person that wipes your tear, that person who stood by you when you are in the lowest state. I can only cry here and let out my feelings because

I do not want to burden you more with the problems you already have.

Seeing you suffer relentlessly makes me sad. I feel like a puppet with an empty soul :’(

If I can take the pain in exchange for your happiness, then I would do it.

When your significant other is looking at someone else.

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Day 5 (7/9/2018) - Friday

Sorrow & Despair

It was a tough day for me. Not because I had a fight but I’m shook that I have forgotten what you’ve said. Half of my soul has already turn empty and another half is still telling me to not give up.

I’m overly attached. You are right that I should not give so much hope. I know it is very peculiar to “fall in love” with someone whom you barely know but like white men says “love is blind”.

I do not want to be dumped again, it frightens me so much. I know i need to face the fact but I know i’m a strong person. I need to convince you that i am what i said.

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Day 4(6/9/2018) - Thursday

Aching heart.

Today, my heart was in a state where I felt it’s unpleasant. I couldn't stop thinking about you.

I’ve wondered every second, I cannot erase my mind. I’m scared of losing you because I know that you are one of a kind.

Tonight, you were in a very bad mood. I don’t want you to think about your past because it hurts you and your feelings.

I don’t ever want to see you being consumed by rage and anger. You’ve told me that you are a hot-headed person.

I hope that my advice to you tonight can calm you down. Be patient my charming one. You are a winner in life.

- END -

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