You Don't Know My Story.

Catey | USA

[justanothergirl325]

did you even think of me?

[paper-wounds]

[sirarxen4]

Yes this time.

[justanothergirl325]

It could’ve been us

[zerozerozio]

bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

[boimann]

reblog to let people know it's ok to bother you with questions and statements

[southpauz]

🚨UNFOLLOW ME IF U VOTED FOR TRUMP 🚨

[justanothergirl325]

I am also so fucking bitter. I don’t care how long it’s been - I should have been there. I should get to be there now. I should’ve been part of everything with all of you.

nothing was fair about it, not then and not now. I still have to miss out on things that my heart feels attached to. Will that ever end?

still screaming into the void because no one understands. because it doesn’t matter, because no one asks and no one listens.

[justanothergirl325]

when things are falling apart,

I often dream of you,

just out of my reach,

And then it feels like

Everything has been destroyed.

this hole in me will never be filled.

[justanothergirl325]

I continue to live for the day

when I no longer feel alone.

[justanothergirl325]

I’m haunted by so many people I used to know,

both the dead and the living

Does the memory of me ever plague

anyone else whom I’ve touched

or am I alone in doing double takes,

holding onto dreams,

running from nightmares,

trying to both escape and find comfort in

seeing these faces wherever I go

[justanothergirl325]

nothing matters. nothing is okay

[justanothergirl325]

nostalgia clings to me

causing an ache im all too familiar with;

a breathlessness that won’t go away,

a fog that clouds my vision

the memory of you continues to haunt me, a ghost that i can’t escape

[justanothergirl325]

“But the thing is, even if I could go back, I wouldn’t belong there anymore.”

[justanothergirl325]

all of those things you wished for me, all of the kindness you hoped would fill my life… I’m still wishing and hoping for that, too. I want my life to be easy, to be so full of sunshine that the darkness of my past no longer exists, no longer matters, no longer is one exhausting continuation of pain and heartache.

maybe one day I’ll have that.

[justanothergirl325]

I want to scream from the rooftops, I want to claw my way out of my own skin.

I ache, I ache, I ache.

[simply-ask-games]

reblog if you want your followers to tell you something that reminds them of you, anonymously or not!

[justanothergirl325]

I want to know if anything reminds you of me anymore… a specific date, scent, movie, sound.. do I still linger within the depths of your heart where you buried me so long ago?

[falsedeusa-deactivated20201028]

ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑒 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑛𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒...

[justanothergirl325]

I always want to talk, but I never know what to say to start the conversation

[ethioprah-blog1]

thing: *happens* me: literally dO NOT