I know I'm not supposed to but I really understand Adam. No matter how difficult it is, there will always be love for the one who made you. Even if you hate them, and for very good reasons, the hate stems from that core concept: they were supposed to love me amd treat me with worth and dignity.
I think when Sydney summoned him, his intentions and need for being wanted shaped and twisted the nature of Adam and forced him into an existence is madness. A heart that beats for another. If you are not built like that it would be world ending to feel the yearning, the pining the wanting. To be attracted to someone when you brain and body do not exist to do is a horror in of itself.
They could never make me hate you Adam. I know you're bad bad terrible bad but I could never hate you because if I too had my aroace heart forced into beating for another I would be driven to madness.
Sydney was right to shut down his "bipolar fantasies" though.
To talk about the ending though?
The ending is wild, I want to be reincarnated as the train so I can know what happens next. Because a name drop???? At the last minute?!?! Benjamin Locke? Sir I'm sorry I've been giving you the worst nicknames to my friends, agent 23 would respect me for it.












