cause you were never mine
and im not talking about anyone.
im talking about everything. we do born alone and we will die alone too.
today i had to listen my father say that i was alone and others shouldnt help me because "i choosed this"
i had to argue with my sister because shes an unsentive human being
i had to share my air with my fathers wife who looks at me like if i was the biggest piece of shit she ever saw.
for no apparent reason, today my grandma felt as cold as a thousand of ices. i felt so alone.
i wanted to dissapear from a family reunion.
today i cried for the very first time this year. i was mad, but i was mad because i know what am i dealing with so it should not affect me. and it makes me so mad that it does. they won today. i called a cab and went home, another home, a home that is not mine actually. but one i can call home.