Benji Traverse

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"Spirit or not she’ll be there, I’ll say she is too." he kissed her head in holding her closer to himself.

She smiled when she heard that and nuzzled her head up underneath his chin. “Thank you.”

"Your welcome love always." he kissed her nose in just holding her closer to his chest.

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"She’s still gonna be my maid of honor." Rosie wouldn’t ever give that title away to anybody else. "I don’t care, she’ll be there. I know she will."

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"Spirit or not she'll be there, I'll say she is too." he kissed her head in holding her closer to himself.

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"True, I do have the right time too." he kissed her nose in a smile.

She smiled and ran her fingers through his hair. “We deserve something special.”

"We do deserve it." he kissed her head, he knew that Cassity would want this for the two and would watch over the two and make sure that they'd get through this when they do so.

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He nuzzled her closer to himself. “We can have a wedding later at a nice place if you like but for now lets just enjoy today.”

"I want a proper wedding. We need to plan it. And actually get engaged first." Rosie kissed his cheek.

"True, I do have the right time too." he kissed her nose in a smile.

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"I mean it." he honestly said in kissing her nose in just holding her closer.

She smiled a little, kissing his nose back.

He nuzzled her closer to himself. "We can have a wedding later at a nice place if you like but for now lets just enjoy today."

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"I’d like that marrying you." he honestly said in just kissing her head just holding her in his lap not moving her from his lap.

"Really?" she whispered, blushing.

"I mean it." he honestly said in kissing her nose in just holding her closer.

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"Maybe we’ll get married." Rosie closed her eyes and tucked her head beneath his chin, resting against him for a little while.

"I’d like that marrying you." he honestly said in just kissing her head just holding her in his lap not moving her from his lap.

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"So stay with me forever." Rosie knew that was a lot to ask, especially because they were so young, but she wanted to be his. She’d never wanted to be anyone’s before but she would gladly give her entire being over to him.

"I want to stay with you. I don't want to ever not now or forever." he didn't care anymore he wanted to stay with her no matter where they we're at. The two we're close, almost bonded and right now he didn't want to leave her. He couldn't for a long while.

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"You make me who I am." There was no other way to explain to him just how important he was. She’d been so withdrawn before he taught her that people can be genuinely good, and that most people actually are.

He just moved his arm around her waist. He just wanted her there for himself. He truly wasn't the person he was until he had met her. "I would of been the person I was today Rosie without you. I'd probably be down some strange street and somewhere. I don't want to think on it. I just want to be with you right now and don't want to leave you ever, not ever again."

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"You’re my whole world now, the only thing in it that matters." She touched her nose to his again, one hand in his hair, the other cradling his cheek. She needed his touch right now. "I’d… go mad without you, Ben."

"I'm not going anywhere my love not anywhere, any time soon. I promise, your my universe, my star, my angel, my sun. I don't know what I'd do with myself without you. You keep me sane Rosie." he honestly said in just holding his head against her own he just needed her with himself.

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Now what she was most scared of was losing Ben too. Cassity was a low blow but if she had Ben, she could pull through; if she lost him as well, she’d be done. Devastated. She tangled her fingers up in his hair and didn’t let go.

Ben was on edge, and even he was fragile at this point. That was saying something, if something we're to happen to Rosie he'd either snap or he wouldn't know what to do with himself. He just kissed her head as she moved her fingers through his hair, he just couldn't go without her in this world. "I'm not going to leave you I promise." he promised her in just pulling her against himself more in just buried his head into hers.

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"We can’t change that now." Rosie nuzzled him back, feeling his breath on her skin. Somehow it was very soothing. "I love you, Ben."

"I love you too." he whispered in just holding her close, he knew they couldn't and only could just move on even if it was hard. It was one thing that he they just had to find a way to move on the two of them and knew that Cas would be with them in spirit. It would be hard but thats what they had to do.

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She felt him take her hand, and she slid her fingers through the gaps between his. She glanced up, into his eyes, and held his gaze firmly. “We’re gonna be okay.”

He just nuzzled her against his chest not letting her close, just needing to hear that, even though he himself should of told that to her. "I know we we're I just wish it could of been better." he just nuzzled his head into her own.

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She ran her fingers through his soft dark hair, letting him hide his face in her hair, knowing he was starting to let go and cry. She didn’t mind if he got tears in her hair, she needed him to do this, he needed to do this. He would feel better once he’d cried. She stroked his hair, arms around him, her head and his together.

He just held her close to himself, having his head into her own just wanting her there. He was crying, he rarely cried too but the only time would be around her. He slowly calmed down after a bit in just taking a hold of one of her hands in in-twinning it withing own.

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Rosie tucked herself up in a little ball, feeling his warmth and security enveloping her. She felt loved, needed, and protected—and she did feel Cassity’s gentle presence, if only in her mind. “You’re human too, Ben,” she whispered, their noses touching with the closeness of their bodies. “You need to cry. You don’t have to be so strong. Not around me.”

He buried her head into her head just holding her close. He knew he was human, and he buried his head into hers. trying not to show his face but he was breaking down. She was the only one that he'd do this around. The only one he'd cry around. He knew Cas was there but they had to do this it just was something they needed to get out.

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Rosie believed him. She knew he felt that, and she felt it too. She buried her head against his strong chest and curled her fingers into his shirt. “You should cry too. Can’t keep that bottled up inside. You know I know it’s there.”

He just ran his fingers through her hair in just holding her close. It was hard for him to hold things in. He knew she'd understand him crying, he just held her close as he kissed her head. "I know." he whispered just curling around her.

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"I’d be lost if I didn’t have you." She turned her face up to him, wiping her tears away. "I’m sad she’s gone but… she never liked people crying. She’d be really sad if she saw me like this."

He was trying not to melt down himself, in moving his fingers wipe her tears away. "It's human nature, we're not perfect we grieve its what we do, she's watching over us right now. I know we can't get her back and I wish she was she. God I wish she was here with us, but I feel like she's sitting already here with us watching over us and just telling its going to be okay. I just feel that." he just didn't know he just felt like that he just held her close in just letting her let her emotions out.