Tessa

Denver. 27. Music. Writing. Cinema. Athletics. Water. ENFP. Married to my best friend. One beautiful daughter. 'Cause I'm as free as a bird now, and this bird you can not change.

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This one is for you: For the person who never lets anyone see their demons or the battle they are fighting inside their head; for the person who gives everything to help those in need but does not seem to get the same care back; for the person who is hurting inside but hiding it with a smile on the outside even though what fills their nights are dark thoughts and cries; this one is for you, my love. I want you to know that I see you. I see right through the mask you are putting on every day and I am here to tell you that you can put it down. Drop it. Finally let those feelings out. It is okay. It is okay. I am here. I will not judge. I will support you as you heal in your own way.

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Be soft, my love. Because flowers do not grow on hard grounds.

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💚

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I wake up with the same pain every night, digging a hatchet into my left side. Clearing my chest for something to burn, ash for a decorative urn you keep in your mantlepiece; like a trophy for everything that withers eventually. Call me a coward but I’m too scared to leave, because I want you to be the last thing I see. Watched you pour lighter fluid into the leaves. And I would have loves you with the dying fire, let you smother me down to the embers. Frostbite turning my limbs as black as cinder of funeral pyre. And I would have stayed if you asked me to. Stood outside til my lips turned blue. I wouldn’t have blamed you for leaving me there on the porch, while you drank gasoline; cause it’s what you needed so bad.

Julien Baker

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This animal. I have become

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😻😍😙💚

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What a fool I am for letting you ever consider that I could live without you. If you’re wondering, I can’t. I won’t. You’re my every breath.

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Don't stop fighting Never stop fighting. This battle isn't over yet.

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Vulnerable.

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Suicide Woods

Everyone’s heard of the so-called “Suicide Forest” in Japan, but hardly anyone’s familiar with the locally-named “Suicide Woods” in Fairfield, CT. It’s probably a good thing, too; the deaths are disturbing not only by their nature, but because there have been so many of them over the years.

Growing up, I heard scary stories about the woods behind Lake Mohegan. We all did. Rumors of devil-worshipping cults ran like wildfire through every school hallway and cafeteria. Some kid said he was fishing back there with his uncle when they discovered a dead goat by a rock face with its guts arranged in a pentagram. Another kid talked about bloodsucking demons in the trees. Our parents were always quick to dispel the more ridiculous rumors, but they couldn’t deny the suicides. The suicides were facts of life in our town.

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Invigorating.

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Happy Summer Solstice 💚❤💜💛💙

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wild things aren’t meant to be tamed.

k.awords (via kianaazizian)

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Life's a beach.

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We can live beside the ocean, leave the fire behind. Swim out passed the breakers, watch the world die. 💚 (at Santa Monica Beach)

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You are terrifying and strange and beautiful; something not everyone knows how to love.

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Tightrope walking Gripping air for balance. Safety is so far Turning back is not an option. The demons beneath me  Groping for my feet. Behind me I see shadows Pacing back and forth. Blades in hand Ready to cut my rope.. Faster. I step to the beat Of my trembling heart. This tightrope seems to stretch As I near the end. A light blazes through the sky Blinding my crystal eyes. The demons recoil And the shadows are stunned. Glancing back at the darkness I stumble forward Onto the dewy grass. Laying inert As my heart equalizes  With the dark whispers. The blinding fluorescence dulls And I sneer in the silence. ‘Til next time, fuckers.

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What is it Tangling us into this web. Where is my razor Your roots are penetrating me. Why are you thriving I'm depriving you of your necessity now you're feeding on me. When will I escape