Forever Unwritten

Here lies the honesty in reality instead of the media's version of fantasy. I am human. I envy. I cry. I feel lonely. I laugh. I sigh.

[meeroonna-deactivated20221213]

It’s not the drugs that make a drug addict, it’s the need to escape reality.

Riley, Sense8 (via meeroonna)

[booksquoteslove]

There is a small monster in my brain that controls my doubt. The doubt itself is a stupid thing, without sense or feeling, blind and straining at the end of a long chain. The monster though, is smart. It’s always watching, and when I am completely sure of myself, it unchains the doubt and lets it run wild. Even when I know it’s coming, I can’t stop it.

Francesca Zappia, Eliza and Her Monsters (via booksquoteslove)

[kushandwizdom]

I’ve only ever had to cut off 2 people from my life but this is so true!

[justcayleefern]

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[justcayleefern]

As a kid, I used to buy a bookmark for almost every book I bought; I guess you could say I collected them. Not a Christmas or birthday passed without receiving some sort of gift certificate to Barnes and Noble or a novel inspired present. I love books more than most things, I don't hide it. In fact, I'm sitting in the Monona Public Library, out of school just choosing to be here burry my head in fiction and focus on each inked and published page. But, there's one more thing: what I love more is that this bookmark was PERFECT. 📚 The satisfaction of finishing a book used to tide me over like a fat Cinnabon. Nothing could compare to the feeling of checking a book off my To Read list. And then... I fell in love. Real love. Love where your heart smiles at the person even when they sleep. Love that reaches deep in your heart and makes you see the world in brilliant, vibrant lighting and colors instead of black and white. It makes the feeling of closing a book feel like nothing, which to a bookworm is quite impressive. The point is: Love is beautiful, to love is marvelous-- never be afraid to open your heart. Surround yourself with those who love you and admire your personality. Express your love. Spread happiness and kindness to each person you encounter. Oh, and read! Byeee :)

[justcayleefern]

#truth

[justcayleefern]

I'm wearin' boatzzz ••• #proselfie #bodypositivity ••• #Pale (besides my shoulders) for lyffeee. Reppin' that #Irish and #Polish heritage. ☘️👌🏼🍀

[justcayleefern]

"Lets root for each other and watch each other grow instead of tearing each other down" • • #Regram #proselfie #bodypositivity #bodyconfidence #bodypositivecampaign

[justcayleefern]

#proselfie #bodypositive #innerbeauty😊 #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery

[justcayleefern]

Wild #hair in the early #morning with my #nightgown that makes me feel like #Belle from #beautyandthebeast ---> #selfie #proselfie #bodypositive #innerbeauty😊

[justcayleefern]

I rarely get celeb crushes but ... BOOP #geazy ummm I can't help it... he's amazing 😍😍

[justcayleefern]

Final selfie of the day. I'm #proselfie ... I want to see beautiful souls confident and secure in their bodies. I love seeing gorgeous selfies and people actively working towards the #bodypositive movement. Everyone is beautiful, every flaw is a perfect imperfection 💕

[justcayleefern]

I think it's important for a #eatingdisorderrecovery blog to post unedited photos of myself in order to inspire others to recover and also illustrate that body confidence is reachable even when it seems impossible. I don't go to a gym or lift heavy weights, though there's nothing wrong with that lifestyle.. it can't be for me after a 7 year battle with #anorexia and a few years with #bulimia. I still eat six times a day, as I did in the hospital, maybe more. I still work hard at fighting negative thoughts. I still struggle from time to time. I walk every morning to clear my mind of any bullshit, so I can start my day recovered, always. I've been through it all and I can proudly say I live a recovered life. My only hope is to encourage others that are struggling to do the same. However, I won't sugar coat it: it was fucking hard... but SOO worth it. #eatingdisorder #prorecovery #nedawareness #neda #edsoldier #ednos #edwarrior #fuckeatingdisorders👍

[justcayleefern]

Kudos to my twinsie for finding this #Kermit #meme 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼😂😂💚

[justcayleefern]

#nedawareness ---> More great points made in @chrisxk's post that I saw this morning. #eatingdisorderrecovery

[justcayleefern]

@hllylzbth has great points in her post. Recovery is hard work. It's taken me a year and a half to get to where I am. It's taken hard fucking work and a lot of tears to get where I am, but that's not to say it's not worth it because it was. Every ounce of effort I put in was worth my health. Every pang of fear, every meal, every therapy session was worth it to become recovered. It's not an easy road but it IS possible. It'll be hard, and that's the damn truth. But the other side of the truth is that the grass truly is greener on the other side. Anorexia and bulimia and all other ednos are diseases; they are demons of a mental illness and they'll take your life if you let them. What you put into your recovery is what you're going to get out of it.

[justcayleefern]

#NEDAWARENESS