Yesterday was prom and I met you again after such a long time. I saw you before you saw me but I acted like I didn't.
I walked up to you and said "Hi" and the moment you recognised me, you opened your eyes so wide and suddenly had an even bigger smile on your face than before.
"How are you?" I asked but I knew you were happy, however I did not expect your answer " Now certainly better". I was shooked but happy and overplayed my emotions, because I knew that if I let them come back I will be in a much darker place.
You thought I am done with school but the moment I said that I let me put back I could tell you were embarassed and confused. We did not talk so how would you know...
After a while we got back together and J his brother made some magic tricks that were quite funny but he got you everytime even when M came because he got almost burned by the one trick. You needed someone to shake your hand, so I did and of course we looked each other in the eyes.
We split up and did our own stuff with our own friends but suddenly you came to my group with S,J,D and L we spoke a lot, however it was mostly you wanting to find out what was going on in our lives atm because you were quite curious.
The topics were about school and art class with the wonderful Schmidt but you not beeing able to understand or even do art. How we got to this topic? Because of L her dress that she did herself. We really got to the topic because of L with her red hair but also D her hair that was or is pink. You told a Story about a mate that bleached his hair and it turned orange and even green after multiple bleaching oppointments.
You thought, that we were in the same class in year 5 and 6 (the music class) but we werent, so you said "No?! But I know we were in the same class quiet a time. Who was it" Suddenly you remembered that it was S with the viola.
I saw that when you told your stories, you only made eye contact with me. It made me happy only because I improved in not looking away hahah. I however think I blew it by saying that you should say something, because they are bullying me only because it is not my prom. "Don' t let them bring you down they will be in uni and cry after their first lecture and you will be in school and laugh about them L will come back to you, what do you wanna do (to D)?" "Law" "she will definetly come back crying".
I said that I will invite you next year and you said that you will come which got even deeper after the pic we did. You said that if something happens I or we can call you and you will come back.
You even said that it is and was kinda sad for you to go to uni in England because every step you take in London will take you further away from our home city.
I told M everything and she was totally confused. Anyways after a while I was outside and you were to but at some point I thought come on lets make a pic with him and G also said that I should. So we did and you made jokes even though I am not self conscious but you wanted the pictures so I sent them to you.
In the end I hugged you goodbye and my emotions were back again.
Now I need to get over you again. I mean maybe even with the Photographer hahha
