Call Me Crow

It's Crowley. Just Crowley. Don't ask questions. Do your job. Shut up about it.

[justcrowley]

So I kinda forgot this blog existed. Whoops?

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[justcrowley]

ƒα†hεr ,

i know i screwed up,      i know i …                       … i did bad.

           but in the end,                  i did something —                                 — something good.

                          「 αɾҽ ყσυ ρɾσυԃ σϝ ɱҽʔ 」

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10 Favorite | Birds

002. Crows (and Ravens)

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31 Day Disney Challenge

Day 7: Your Favourite Hero

Peter Pan from Peter Pan (1953) & Return To Neverland (2002)

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Reminder that I won’t be online tonight unless I finish my paper early. Replies will come over the weekend if it takes longer than I want it to.

Thanks again for being patient with me during finals week!

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Murder ballads

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Kayama Matazo

[justcrowley]

Have a headache. Calling it a night.

I realize I haven't done my drafts and have only been in angel verse. That's cause it's been a verse of mine for over a year and requires no thought whatsoever. 

I'll get to my drafts on Friday or Saturday once this hell of a week is over (oh the irony). I'm so sorry for the wait everyone!

[justcrowley]

--Fuck you, Ramiel

[ramielmortis-blog]

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He felt his heart sink knowing that he had been the primary cause of what was making Crowley sad, but then again what could he expect? For Crowley to be elated that he was going to be the only one left behind, the only one doomed to suffer for the rest of eternity. 

"Then I won’t say shit about it anymore." he said simply as he held his hands up as if he was physically defending himself from something. He had glanced over Crowley again for a few moments before biting his lip, his eyes still puffy from crying. "I’m sorry Johnny." he murmured under his breath feeling guilty for having brought up something he knew Crowley distinctly didn’t want to talk about, but Ram couldn’t help it, it was a topic he was worried about.

[justcrowley]

John sighed heavily and shook his head, then shoved his hands deep in to his pockets. He couldn't look at Ramiel. He needed to calm down and get his mind on something else. Hell didn't scare him, Lucifer didn't scare him, he wasn't afraid of losing anyone since he knew no one would take them away, and he had no mortal fears at all. But that circle of hell left him sweating and screaming in the middle the night, and it had for almost 2000 years. No matter how long it had been since he had last set foot there, it never seemed to matter.

"I'm sorry for yelling at you again, Rammy," he mumbled. "I just.....I don't know how to take it. I'm sorry." Even demons had their limits and that was his. He hated how serious their conversation had become, how Ramiel felt the need to call him Johnny when no one else was ever allowed to. He finally glanced up at the angel, feeling guilty. He went to him and leaned his head against the other's chest, though there was no contact between them besides. "......I'm going to miss you so fucking much," he whispered, his words shaking as he spoke them. "I'll miss you more than you know."

[justcrowley]

--Fuck you, Ramiel

[ramielmortis-blog]

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Ram sighed a little bit to himself as he wiped his own tears away, as he felt Crow push him away he only snagged the demon’s wrist pulling him into himself. “I don’t know what I want Crow right now..” he “I just know that you deserve to be happy—I think you deserve to be happy.” he muttered, feeling emotionally drained now. 

[justcrowley]

Crowley pushed him away again, but far less forcefully this time. "I was til all of this got brought back up again. Do you know how much it scares me, Ram? Do you have any idea how terrifying it is to know I get to spend eternity trapped inside my own mind? And every time you tell me I'll have a different future, the worse it gets. That is my only future, Rammy, whether I deserve it now or not." The second ring of the seventh circle of hell was the only thing that absolutely terrified Jonathan Fletcher, and that was precisely where he was going. "All the angels in all of heaven can't save me Ram. No matter how much you wish it. So please just....just stop pretending. Don't talk about it, don't say it....just don't. I have enough sleepless nights as it is and I was in there for a few seconds. An eternity there...." He shuddered and said no more.