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And I am officially obsessed ✨
The results are finally announced and I finally have a team to lead okay but like I don't know I am very very nervous and scared also I am the kind of person who pays great attention to details.
Like I noticed that when after the results were announced I dropped a small congratulation message to the one who have been selected and most of them didn't react with the heart like the others who are in core and my cohead he also got good number of reaction my message did not where as I am the one who has been coordinating everything like every detail everything I am the one who has been talking to each one of them from GD.
It is fine though I am here as the leader and I will behave similarly I will keep everything very very professional also and their senior so I also try to keep that hierarchy in mind again I do not plan to be like super strict or bossy I want to be very very chill about it I just want them to do their work and we will be good.
We have selected 14 members. Three of them which are not of my choice but again they are not that bad of people I am pretty sure I can work and coordinate with them as well they mean no harm to anyone in the society or again they again would be into annual observe that is the only reason they applied to be a part of the society.
Whenever I will have the first offline meeting with this team I will definitely tell you everything meticulously. But for now all I am doing is adding them to the groups like the official groups and the unofficial group so that is it very very excited to be a part of something and to work with them let's see what God has in plan for us.
I just swapped one finalist from the list to another who wasn't getting in. I don't know why I did it but my gut feeling says that he is a better person to keep in the team.
I believe my decision will not backfire on me. This other guy has been in constant touch with me and the warrant going to select him initially but his dedication made me for example he even rejected the interview of other society because he dedicatedly wanted to be a part of NSS.
The results will be declared tomorrow and most of them have asked me repeatedly when the results will be declared when will the results be declared.
But most of those who asked this were selected so I did not have a issue answering them with him he was like I knew he was not selected and I tried getting him in another project but that was also not possible. I even asked him what if you did not get into NSS.
He said that he will try next year I guess that is enough commitment we would want.
I hope I made a sound decision and I was not influenced by smooth talking or I hope I did not fall into the trap of his manipulation. The main reason why I got his name replaced was because he has got editing skills which we really need.
Now it is done I hope my decision doesn't backfire on me.
I didn't know I could hate someone as much as I hate my cohead
Okay so like there are two heads of every project in NSS and I also have a cohead.
He used to be my friend in the first year then I like I got distant from everyone in second year like not from just two people and everyone else I have left but then again when we got into NSS he was also selected.
And let's just say I am not very fond of his presence like I do not like the way he is his personality the immaturity and everything but still I have to tolerate him because you both are at the same position and he has worked as hard as I have actually I have worked hard like I can physically prove that with evidences but that's okay a story for another day I guess.
So obviously we are going through the entire a recruitment process together and since the past 5 days this recruitment process is going on and to be honest I hate like I literally hate being beside that man to my core I know that sounds very awful to say like why am I like why do I hate my cohead so much to be honest it is not at all about ashraya or that I think like I am not being competitive here I know I am the best and not even like but I know I have worked really hard for this position.
And like I have been appreciated and acknowledge yet again and again by the core itself so I do not doubt my skills at all and neither do I think that anybody else can take my place but they think is I do not I do not just like his personality or like the kind of person he is not to say he is a bad person but just not the kind of person I would personally like to interact with on daily basis even professionally but still I do interact with him on daily basis because I have to.
But the thing is today I guess she had some emergency or I don't know to be honest I never in courage talking like you know cash will talk with him or small talk or like getting to know him any further than required for our professional setting so most of the interviews I have taken alone today and I did not know I had it into me.
I mean I am making sound judgement alone whether a person gets into our society or not. And that two it is not just any society it is like a Government affiliated society something that holds like the certificate of this society holds very much power and can actually shape someone's future.
I feel like this is an achievement for me taking the interviews alone and like actually carrying the interview on even after the interviews were over the ones which I took alone the candidate from their the event texted me afterwards about how they want to just be in touch with me because I am a senior and the found me pretty polite and nice so that means that did a good job right I am very happy at this moment and again
This is just me ranting lmao. And I am also very excited to actually lead a team now because I'll finally have a team of my own which I will be leaving like I have members who report to me and have members who are assign work to its going to be funnn
I think I will be soon making another post ranking about why I do not like my cohead I have actually talked a lot about it to chat GPT and like I have ranted a lot about it to my friend. here I have not but I surely will like if he trigger is me again
I just took around 10 GDs in the past two days for the fresh recruitment of NSS...
And it was so tiring but so fun... I mean all those people like around 35 to 40 different people, different perspectives
But yes, I am very sure of one thing...
I HATE Socializing. It's just not my thing.
i hate how physical touch as a love language gets reduced to sex and kissing when it's more like... handholding, laying your head on their shoulder, putting your legs over their lap, tracing their palm, tucking your feet under their thighs. just touching for touching's sake
You know today was our NSS Orientation... Aur as I am the project head... I had to present it to the crowd.
Ours was the best oh my god... I got so many compliments ke tumhara boht acha tha , you spoke so good.
I was like yayyyy
Thank you krishnu it was all because of you
And Samar would be so proud if I could tell him
But that's okayyyy...
Today I was able to hop on the right metro in first go
Feels like an achievement.
Something is definitely wrong with me... Today again I got into the wrong train
Aur parso toh chalo usse time utar toh gaye the
Aaj toh I go into the metro and agle station par utri hoon main
Bhai kya ho gaya hai mujhe 😭
Something is definitely wrong with me...
Today as I was at the metro station I went and got into the right metro and at last minute I thought of this is not my metro and I went to the other side
Then I waited 5 minutes for the other metro and as soon as I got into it... I saw that next station is not mine
Ughhh I was in the right metro the first time... Now I wait for that again
Ughhhh
can my head just shut up for two fucking seconds
With everyone
Oh how I love my life 💟
I have two intersections to walk through and my sandals broke.
Great start to the day ngl 😭
It feels like Janmashtami
My God what a day it has been and it's not even 12 yet
You know that feeling when you did everything for that one person... Tried really hard to push them to become a good person?
They didn't and you left
Defeated.
Tired.
Drained.
And then you meet them years later they are changed. Somebody changed them. They are not the same they were.
Her love changed him. Yours couldn't.
You thought he'd never stay with anyone. She made him stay.
You thought he cannot be tolerated she tolerated him with love and care
You failed at loving a complex soul she won