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[justgettingmythoughtsout]

I hate gender identity not because I'm some kind of bigot (I fully support whatever people want ro identify as, as it is frankly none of buisness as long as they are happy). The reason I hate gender identity is a personal one because I know I am man (born male for clarificaton) vut sometimes I just go "hm, would be neat to be a girl?" But I don't mean this in a trans way, as I am perfectly fine being a man and I don't actually want to be a girl, I just think it would be neat to experience it. Does this make sense, because frankly I'm very confused by this experience, like does this mean I techically count as gender fluid or is this just a thing that most people think about every now and then?

[justgettingmythoughtsout]

The fact that i basically never post should be a pretty good indicator of my social anxiety when online. Like I really don't think anyone will ever read this (nor would I know because I have no idea how to navigate this site or see if people have read my post) and yet I still always proofread what I post because I am scared someone will missunderstand what I am saying.

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Considering how often my genuine questions get missunderstood as everything from playfull banter to actual clapback, I probably should get an autism test done.