SUN KISSED IDEOLOGY

they/them or get fuckedgreek mythos oc by daylen/heavenly

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sorry i haven’t been here lately, the rpc just hasn’t really caught my attention and im more into fic writing rn. it’s just hard to want to be here all the time. love yall tho 

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a  light  sigh  leaves  their  lips  as  they  relax  against  the  chair.  life’s  simplest  pleasures  were  always  the  ones  they  enjoyed  the  most.  indulgence  was  a  curse  ,  but  they  easily  molded  themselves  into  fitting  into  the  leisure  of  their  elongated  life  /  lifestyle. here  ,  they  sit  ,  with  another  being.  so  similar  yet  so  different  ,  it  was  no  surprise  they  connected  in  some  way.  golden  eyes  gaze  at  him  for a  moment  ,  but  was  easily  taken  away  for  something  they  saw  outside.

attention  is  directed  towards  the  window  ,  a  deer  mingling  outside.  smile  stretches  across  face  ,  the  corners  of  eyes  crinkling.  before  venìa  could  even  get  out  a  cas   ,  look  —— the  animal  was  gone.  mind  works  like  magic  ,  attention  now  returning  to  the  other.  smile  remains  ,  tone  remains  soft  as  they  speak.

❛❛    i  think  those  animals  are  beautiful.  such  a  sad  fate  it  lives  ,  only  for  its  lifespan  to  be  so  short.   though  ,  i  think  very  similar  of  humans.  it  is  always  a  wonder  to  me  why  they  are  so  devastated  when  a  loved  one  passes  away   ——  it’s  inevitable.     ❜❜  

@shieldeus​

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omg sorry for not being here finals has me like *static* but tomorrow after a half day is when break starts and if i dont do starters tonite it will be tomorrow ! love u all

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alright im here lets do this

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omg sorry for not being here finals has me like *static* but tomorrow after a half day is when break starts and if i dont do starters tonite it will be tomorrow ! love u all

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`. *   MYTH   okay im here to actually write yesterday was not a good day OFWOIOEW

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“There’s nothing logical about love.”

the  night  remains  dark  ,  it  remains  at  ease  between  the  two.  there  is  no  tension  beneath  her  words  ,  only  facts.  the  god  sits  in  silence  ,  hands  folded  politely  in  lap.  they  think  on  her  words  for  a  moment  ,  unable  to  find  what  she  wants  to  say  within  reach.  it  was  far  off  ,  barely  visible  behind  amber  eyes.  venìa  turns  head  towards  her  ,  light  smile  coming  to  lips.  of  course  ,  love  was  not  logical.  they  had  learn  that  early  on.  they  had  learned  that  before  they  sprouted  from  their  mother.  

❛❛   love  is  not  supposed  to  be  logical  ,  if  i  remember  correctly.  love  ...  is  supposed  to  be  about  emotion  more  than  logic.  i  can  not  say  for  certain  that  it  means  anything  beyond  that  ,  for  i  have  not  fallen  in  love  before  but  i  have  loved   people  before.  i  think  it  is  very  fickle  ,  very  interesting  ,  though.  humans  are  so  adorable  with  it  ,  but  love  is  a  killer.  people  will  die  for  love  so  they  don’t  die  without  love.  ❜❜  

a  pause  ,  smile  widens.  

❛❛  what  a  sad  existence  it  must  be  ,  can  not  say  i  envy  that.  ❜❜  

@destroyalist

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`. *   MYTH   starter call  :  no  cap. will be multi  -  para.  do  not  like  if  you  don’t  intend  to  reply.

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greek mythos oc written by heavenly / daylen.   est. early ‘17, rebooted 11.30.18. 

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i don’t want to explain the situation in full to those who aren’t close to me but i am going to be forced to be paying rent with my family ( again ) so i don’t get kicked out. i only have venmo and cashapp. i need around 200-250 a month to pay for not only the rent but for food and gas, etc as well. my venmo is @reginageorgina and my cashapp is @reginageorgina 

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kyle’s photography ft. @justicewithin

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`. *  torchbore·

    ‘     i do not have a boyfriend, sadly. i don’t have a girlfriend either, now that i’m thinking about it. i’m too busy off in space.      ‘

            ❛❛     well  ,  i  can  be  your  boyfriend  and  girlfriend  !   i  do  not  mind  if  you  are  in  space  ,  i  am  very  patient  and  also  immortal.    ❜❜  

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`. *   torchbore·

        ‘     i’m not saying it’s a bad thing but it’s something that’s not in the books for me   !      ‘

            ❛❛      do  you  have  a  boyfriend  ,  then  ?  is  he  also  not  straight   ?     ❜❜  

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`. *  torchbore·

       ‘    my biggest fear  ?    someone thinking i’m straight.       ‘

❛❛          is  being  straight  a  bad  thing ?        ❜❜  

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Talking to someone who’s as interested in your conversation as you are with theirs is a great feeling

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“Words have always come easy for me.”

❛❛          i  would  have  to  disagree  with  that  , eddie  brock.   i  am  not  the  one  to  lie  to  ,  you  will  know  that.     ❜❜  

❛❛          words  may  not  come  easy  ,  but  lies  do.  at  the  age  of  thirty  -  six,  i  would  assume  most  human  men  would  know  not  to  lie  in  court.  though  ,  i  can  not  say  you  are  completely  human  ,  right  ?  however ,  lying  about  what  lies  beneath  your  psyche  can  only  come  from  defense  of  a  broken  soul.  to  lie  nonstop  ,  to  those  you  had  told  you  cared  about  ...  laughable  , really.  i  almost  pity  you  ,  through  and  through.  i  only  know  lies  come  from  those  who  are  hurt  ,  from  those  who  feel  backed  into  a  corner  they  may  or  may  not  have  put  themselves  in.  however ,   it  is  hard  to  feel  pity  for  a  creature  that  would  tell  those  that  had  a  heart  for  him  that  he  is  good.  were  you  ever  good  ,  eddie ?  or  was  that  another  scheme  to  get  everyone  to  calm  down  around  you ?     ❜❜ 

❛❛          though  ,  i  would  never  laugh  at  someone  who  has  suffered  as  you  had.  mother  ,  father  ,  sister  ,  wife  .  everyone  has  hurt  you  or  been  hurt  by  you  directly  or  indirectly.  i  can  not  say  you  deserved  it  though.  no  one  deserved  that  kind  of  pain.  no  one  deserves  to  be  hurt  over  and  over  ,  only  to  go  home  and  be  hurt  again.  saddens  me  ,  truly.  i  hate  to  see  those  be  hurt  over  and  over  ,  only  to  do  a  different  type  of  hurting  once  they  get  older.  i  do  not  know  what  to  feel  for  you  ,  it  is  a  mix  of  emotions.  should  i  feel  bad  because  you  have  suffered  so  much  ,  or  should  i  hate  you  for  standing  at  my  feet  and  lying  to  me  as  you  have  lied  to  others  before  ,  over  and  over.  i  am  curious  ,   do  you  wish  to  do  it  over  or  do  you  wish  to  be  struck  down  where  you  are  standing  ?      ❜❜  

❛❛           even  more  ,  tell  me  ,  eddie  brock.  is  it  addicting  to  lie  ?  is  it  something  you  have  to  do  ,  or  something  you  choose  to  do ?  after  each  lie  unfolds  and  there  is  a  path  of  grief  and  ache  ,  destruction  and  misery  ,  tell  me  ,  do  you  still  see  headlights  when  you  close  your  eyes  ?     ❜❜

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 bad news ?? i may have lost my only piece of familial support all because i wasn’t able to drop everything for them and forego my own obligations … less than fifteen days before my rent is due in a weird power trip / way of punishing me , so now i’m unsure i’m going to have everything together for december . i would be turning to some sort of community assist but nothing services my area which is … kind of appalling seeing as how some are just a twenty minute drive away . job searching isn’t going well . but i’m still trying !! thank you so much for all of your support , i wouldn’t have made it this far without your help . let me know if there’s any way i can pay you back for your generosity , and above all , i hope life is being kind to you  💞 if you want further details on the current status of my situation just im me , i’d be happy to let you know what’s going on. 

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❝          is   it            mean      that  i  based  this       character       off  of  a      real      person  ?       ❞   eyes  are  focused  on  manuscripts ,   fresh  printer  ink  wofting  in  the  air  .        ❝       i  mean,   they  didn’t  say  anything  …   but  you  could  tell  they  were  a  complete        cunt      .  always  so  filled  with  glee  !   god  ,   give  me   a  break  …             ❞

@justicewithin

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      ❛❛   i  think  you  find  a  lot  of  joy  in  portraying  and  writing  out  your  frustrations  to  those  whom  have  miffed  you  before  in  past  and  present.   ❜❜   soft  smile  ,  legs  criss  -  crossed  and  head  tilts  in  usual  fashion.  this  time  ,  they  tuck  black  tresses  behind  ear.        ❛❛    i  don’t  think  it  is  necessarily  mean  as  long  as  you  are  not  basing  real  events  off  this  person  without  their  permission.  i  think  it  would  not  be  fair  for  their  personal  life  to  be  published  in  such  a  popular  writing  only  to  see  their  personal  business  laid  out  for  all  mortal  eyes  to  see.  perhaps  you  should  only  base  traits  off  and  not  events  ,  but  in  that  specific  case  it  would  not  be  mean.  every  character  in  every  piece  of  literature  is  based  off  another  person  in  some  way  ,  so  with  traits  alone  it  would  not  be   a  key  identifier  in  the  writing  itself.  characters  are  nuanced  and  will  always  end  up  being  like  another  character  or  a  person  akin  to  that  of  real  life.   ❜❜ 

      they  pause  and  take  a  deep  breath ,  laughter  accompanying  it.  

      ❛❛     life  is  precious  ,  do  not  worry  about  things  that  do  not  matter  now  such  as  a  person  being  filled  with  glee. literature  ,  on  the  other  hand.  as  the  teens  say  today  ,  knock  yourself  out.     ❜❜