YOU CAN HAVE MY ISOLATION

Jake Puckerman;; Twenty-nine. Taken by the baddest in the game. I know you’ve heard my music. You can love it or hate it but you will respect me, that’s a fact. I’m currently working on my fifth studio album and I don’t give a fuck what you have to say about me. I’ve been plastered all over the magazines being labeled as the manwhore with a great voice. I actually think it’s a fucking compliment if we’re being honest. I still live in Los Angeles and yes, I see all you pretty ladies who try to get in my house. If you could stop that would be great. Don’t think my girlfriend would take to kindly to that.

[justjakepuckerstud]

the way we love is so unique || jamilla

[justjakepuckerstud]

camillagwilde:

“Well I can’t wait to hear it because I am sure it is going to be amazing. Lets be real, we know it is going to be since you are working on it.” Camilla added, she knew to some she seemed biased but she really adored his work and loved watching him work hard on a song and then get to perform it. When the show started she took her plate of food and took a few bites adjusting herself so she could cross her feet under her to sit the plate on her lap. She loved being able to just relax and be herself with him, it wasn’t something that she could do so effortlessly with just anyone. 

After taking a few bites she sat the plate down on the table and cleaning herself up on one of the napkins they brought in with them. After taking a sip of beer she then settled herself on the couch, closer to Jake. When he draped his arm around her she leaned against his shoulder, bringing her knees up to her chest. Starting to relax against his touch, something she has always felt with him. It was as if, no she knew he was her home. He was the one that once she was with him all of her worries went away. She picked her head up slightly and looked up at him, “Of course you can, you always can and always will be able to. Without any judgement even though you are pretty much stuck with me so nothing could scare me away.”

Nothing could scare me away. Jake sighed and he started to hesitate. This would definitely scare her away. They had been dating for quite some time now but it was only a couple months ago they moved in together and only a couple of weeks ago they cut off the open part of their relationship. He still felt how he felt though and telling her was terrifying. Jake had told many girls these words before but it was only to get them into bed with him. He never actually meant it- he thought he did maybe once but with Camilla he knew for a fact he felt it and meant it. “We’ve been together for a long time, right? I mean in all seriousness we started dating a year after I left PSU and albeit it was an open relationship we were still together, we’re even still together. We’ve had our ups and downs and bouts of jealousy but we’ve been able to get through it all.”

Jake paused and then grabbed the remote to pause Netflix and turned to face Camilla to tell her this. “Camilla, you’re my best friend. You’ve been my best friend before anything else. Then you became my girlfriend and even then and now you’re still my best friend above anything else and I- Camilla...” He trailed off and he started to feel the nerves really kick in. “Mimi, you’re everything to me. The song I’ve been working on this whole album is a very personal album. Probably the most personal album I’ve ever made and what I finally finished today is a song I’ve been working on for quite some time now.” Chewing at his bottom lip he closed his eyes. Jake was a very open and honest person. He never held back so why was this so hard? “The song I finished today is about you and how I feel about you and I wanted you to hear it from me before you heard it on the radio. Mimi, I’m in love with you.”

[justjakepuckerstud]

sebastianaldericsmythe:

Well, I couldn’t take you up on that offer anyways because I’m in a relationship as well. Plus, you’re old news to me now, Jake.

You in a relationship? Since fucking when?

[justjakepuckerstud]

camillagwilde:

It looks like Taylor is already throwing one today so we could make an appearance if we have time. And if another party is still needed we could always lend a hand. 

Well of course, and if we do throw a party at our place we would be able to get away a little easier for those adventures. 

I mean we’ve got until the 2nd so I’m sure we could plan a party of our own. 

You make a very valid point. Sounds like we need to throw a party of our own just to have that chance to sneak off while everyone gets shit faced in our house.

[justjakepuckerstud]

the way we love is so unique || jamilla

[justjakepuckerstud]

camillagwilde:

“A perfect mix of both, but I am almost done just a few more finishing touches.” A smile grew across her lips after he kissed her softly, parting them slightly so he could grab both of their plates. “Of course,” she said turning to the fridge that was not to far away from where they were and grabbed two beers and opening them up while she was in the kitchen. Camilla thought for a moment when he asked what she wanted to watch, “I was thinking watching a tv show, I have been in a marathoning mood. Although I am not to picky if it is a new or an old show, but I have heard that there are a lot of ones they put on there from when we were in high school and college.” She came into the living room and sat down and handed one of the beers to him.

“I didn’t get a chance to asking you though, how was the studio today? I was going to stop by but just got lost in work.” It was also always a field trip for either of them to go out anywhere in LA without getting followed so it wasn’t always easy to make a quick trip. It was a lot nicer to just sit at home in a pair of shorts and an over sized sweater.

Jake nodded along as she mentioned what she wanted to watch. He flipped through the list of tv shows and he opted out for a classic. “We’re gonna watch FRIENDS.” Jake looked up as she came into the living room and he took one of the beers in his hand as she got settled into the couch. “It was pretty good. I got a lot of work done and finished this one song that I’ve been working really hard on lately. So that was very rewarding.” 

Jake shrugged as she mentioned why she didn’t stop by the studio. “It’s all good, babe. I understand.” He then kissed the top of her head as he pressed play on the show so it could start. Jake treasured these moments the most. Just curled up on the couch with her with no one else around. Jake focused on the show for a moment before he took a sip of his beer and looked over to Camilla and just took her in. She wasn’t doing much of anything. Just relaxing with him and she was so beautiful in his eyes. Jake let out a sigh and then leaned forward towards the coffee table to take a bite into his food. After a couple of minutes of eating, Jake quickly wiped his hands on a napkin and then rested back on the couch and draped his arm around Camilla. “Hey babe, I can tell you shit, right?”

[justjakepuckerstud]

mottasage:

Well, it’s weird.

Yeah, it’s going to be a hoot. I’ll be glad to help create something that will outlive me.

Alright, well, you can fuck off then? I don’t know what you want from me.

Now I can’t tell if you’re being sarcastic or not.

[justjakepuckerstud]

sebastianaldericsmythe:

You’re right!

I’ve been somewhat awful but what’s new?? Just working and living the dream in New York, I suppose. What about yourself?

I’m always right.

Well, that’s fucking shitty. At least you’re living the dream, right? I’ve been good. Currently working on my fifth album. I’d actually offer to help relieve your stresses in life for old times sake but I am now a one woman man for the first time in my life. Shocking as fuck, right?

[justjakepuckerstud]

the way we love is so unique || jamilla

[justjakepuckerstud]

camillagwilde:

Camilla had been spending the day working on finishing up the final edits of photos from an event she photographed the week before. She was relaxing in their office at the house her and Jake shared. It still felt so crazy to be able to call it that. If someone talked to her eight years ago and told her she would be moved in and in a relationship with someone she would laugh them off. Although things with Jake have always been different, from the start they just had this connection that was and is still the most unique. She was never one to believe in finding ‘the one’ or fairy tales but these past couple weeks she has been starting to really think she found her soulmate. And even though they just recently became monogamous she has known that she is in this with him for the long run. She didn’t even know how to really feel about it since she has been hesitant about feelings her whole life. But she has tried not to worry so much about these deep feelings building up inside her. She will handle them as they come.

That is when she heard the front door open and heard Jakes voice, a smile growing across her face at him calling her babe. She started heading downstairs and leaned against the doorway of the kitchen looking at him with a soft genuine smile. Something that she only shows with him. “It is like you know the way to my heart.” She said returning the wink to him. Camilla walked up behind him and wrapped her arms around him, when he was finishing setting up the plates. It felt amazing to be able to be affectionate and not worry about the message it sent. Having their feelings out in the open these past couple weeks have been such a weight off her shoulders. “I cannot believe that place has been putting up with our crazy order for all these years. We must have been teenagers when we first started going.”

Jake chuckled at her comment about them ordering from that same Chinese place for all these years. “Pretty much. They love the business though especially since now they can say we frequent there people flock there now to try and get a glimpse of the both of us.” Jake finished the plates and managed to turn around to face Camilla her hands still wrapped around him. “You look beautiful tonight. Were you working hard or hardly working?” Leaning down Jake kissed her softly before moving himself out of her hands and grabbing both plates. “If you could just get us both a beer I’ll head into the living room and set up Netflix.” Jake made his way into the living room and gently placed both plates down on the coffee table in front of them. Plopping down on the couch he grabbed the remote and switched over to Netflix.

“What do you wanna watch tonight, babe?” Jake started flicking through their list as he waited for her to come into the living room with him. Living this domesticated life was different for Jake and he never thought he’d see himself in this situation but he was glad he was especially with her.

[justjakepuckerstud]

the way we love is so unique || jamilla

Jake didn’t think much of this week. Yeah, it was sad the woman who founded PSU had died but it was just another week in L.A. for him just a few more old faces he hasn’t seen in a while. He was in the studio most of the day cutting songs for his newest album. This album had to be the best. It was his fifth and it was the first album he would be releasing while being in a real relationship for the first time. It may have not meant much to many people but because of that it would be one of his most personal albums. He was finishing up a song he would soon dedicate to Camilla but she had no idea. Jake had no idea why he even wrote it but here he was singing it in the studio. Once all of that was said and done Jake left the studio and went to this little Chinese food place and got his and Camilla’s usual order. It was nice to be off tour and just kicking back. It was good for him to spend all this time with Camilla just the two of them and really getting to know each other as a real couple. 

Making his way back home he entered through the front door and yelled for Camilla, “Babe! I’ve got dinner!” Closing the door behind him he made his way into the kitchen and placed the two paper bags down on the kitchen counter. He had called her babe many times throughout the years but it was so different anymore. They had been living together for a couple of months now but they have only been monogamous for a couple of weeks and it was a whole new ballpark for them and Jake couldn’t lie; he was enjoying every second of it. When he looked up he saw her walking into the room and he smiled as he set everything up for them. “I figured we could make up plates for ourselves and then curl up on the couch and watch Netflix or something while we pig out.” He winked to her and finished getting their plates ready. 

[justjakepuckerstud]

mottasage:

I can’t tell if you’re being sarcastic and it’s really throwing me off.

I don’t know. A few months, probably.

No, I’m not. I’m actually being genuine.

Well, that sounds like it’ll be a lot of fun.

[justjakepuckerstud]

camillagwilde:

I don’t know, a lot of them when I brought up a party were suggesting that I threw one. Who knows we may need to save them from their boring lives. 

Well nothing wrong with just trying both. There is nothing wrong with more adventure in life. 

Well, if we must we could always throw one at our house. 

You know me. Always looking for adventures in everyday life. 

[justjakepuckerstud]

mottasage:

After much coaxing from the people I can count on one hand who actually wanted to see me, I’m here. A few days late, thanks to my annual Carpe Diem Art Auction, which was a huge success, as it always is. I’m leaving for Tanzania next week to help pilot an art therapy institute but I just managed to squeeze this little reunion into my schedule.

I’d like to take a moment to publicly thank all of the artists who contributed (as I’ve already thanked you privately, and your gift baskets should be arriving later in the week). Everybody else? 80% chance I don’t care.

What a pleasure to see you, Sage. Honestly though it is good to know you’re here. 

Tanzania, huh? That sounds like it’ll be a lot of fun and probably really rewarding. How long are you gonna be there for?

[justjakepuckerstud]

camillagwilde:

Well only the fun ones, of course. You know I don’t make time for the boring ones. Unless you want to give me something more fun to do than a party. 

Well, I’m all down for a good fucking party I’m just saying don’t invite idiots we used to go to school with.

Though I can think of something more entertaining than a party but we could do that whether we were at a party or not. 

[justjakepuckerstud]

sebastianaldericsmythe:

After all these years and this is what I get? For shame, Jake.

I think you’ll be just fine, Smythe.

How the fuck have you been?

[justjakepuckerstud]

sebastianaldericsmythe:

I figured I’d have some catharsis or spiritual awakening coming back to LA but all I’ve received is a coughing fit from the smog and a whole lotta “Get-me-the-fuck-outta-here” in my head. God bless PSU.

No one missed you so if you wanna leave....

[justjakepuckerstud]

camillagwilde:

Don’t get me wrong part of me is excited to see everyone back, but are we really all just going to sit here playing catch up? Boring! Lets do something exciting like have a get together or a party. There still has to be some fun people hiding in the group of PSU alumni. 

Slow your roll there, kid. Do you really want to party with all these people?

[justjakepuckerstud]

camillagwilde:

Don’t get me wrong part of me is excited to see everyone back, but are we really all just going to sit here playing catch up? Boring! Lets do something exciting like have a get together or a party. There still has to be some fun people hiding in the group of PSU alumni. 

Slow your roll there, kid. Do you really want to party with all these people? 

[justjakepuckerstud]

“I want you forever, even when we're not together. Scars on my body so I can take you wherever.”

NAME: Jacob “Jake” Michael Puckerman

AGE: 29

LOCATION: Los Angeles, CA

ACCOMMODATION: Staying at his own home.

OCCUPATION: Musician

MARITAL STATUS: In a relationship with Camilla Wilde.

IMPORTANT CONNECTIONS: Camilla Wilde have known each other for years and started dating a year after Jake’s career took off. They were in an open relationship which was public knowledge. They recently became monogamous and Camilla has also moved in with Jake. 

SUMMARY: Jake was in the beginning of his senior year when his dad finally gave into his begging and helped him record his first album. Jake released it and it got rave reviews. Talks of a tour came up and Jake dropped out of PSU to pursue his music career. With that he also left his agency and stopped escorting. Jake was very successful and won award after award and always made sure to thank his dad because if it wasn’t for him Jake wouldn’t be where he was today. Jake and Camilla kept in contact after he left PSU but when he was away from her for a year he really started to realize his feelings for her. When she graduated he invited her on tour to be a photographer and he introduced the idea of dating to her.

They agreed to be in an open relationship and it was public knowledge. Jake would go to premieres and events with Camilla sometimes and other times he’d go with someone else and vise versa. After a few years of this Jake decided he wanted to really settle down with Camilla. He asked her if she wanted to be in a monogamous relationship and also to move in with him and he was ecstatic when she said yes to both ideas.

Jake is now working on his fifth album and it’s the most personal album he’s yet to make.

AESTHETIC: Jake’s style has not changed much. He still wears his signature leather jacket and Converse everywhere he goes. He does dress up for events and such and he dresses up a bit more classy than he did when he was in college. 

PICTURE: x

PERSONALITY: Jake is literally the same flirtatious idiot he was in college except he’s a one woman man for the first time in his life.