the way we love is so unique || jamilla
camillagwilde:
“Well I can’t wait to hear it because I am sure it is going to be amazing. Lets be real, we know it is going to be since you are working on it.” Camilla added, she knew to some she seemed biased but she really adored his work and loved watching him work hard on a song and then get to perform it. When the show started she took her plate of food and took a few bites adjusting herself so she could cross her feet under her to sit the plate on her lap. She loved being able to just relax and be herself with him, it wasn’t something that she could do so effortlessly with just anyone.
After taking a few bites she sat the plate down on the table and cleaning herself up on one of the napkins they brought in with them. After taking a sip of beer she then settled herself on the couch, closer to Jake. When he draped his arm around her she leaned against his shoulder, bringing her knees up to her chest. Starting to relax against his touch, something she has always felt with him. It was as if, no she knew he was her home. He was the one that once she was with him all of her worries went away. She picked her head up slightly and looked up at him, “Of course you can, you always can and always will be able to. Without any judgement even though you are pretty much stuck with me so nothing could scare me away.”
Nothing could scare me away. Jake sighed and he started to hesitate. This would definitely scare her away. They had been dating for quite some time now but it was only a couple months ago they moved in together and only a couple of weeks ago they cut off the open part of their relationship. He still felt how he felt though and telling her was terrifying. Jake had told many girls these words before but it was only to get them into bed with him. He never actually meant it- he thought he did maybe once but with Camilla he knew for a fact he felt it and meant it. “We’ve been together for a long time, right? I mean in all seriousness we started dating a year after I left PSU and albeit it was an open relationship we were still together, we’re even still together. We’ve had our ups and downs and bouts of jealousy but we’ve been able to get through it all.”
Jake paused and then grabbed the remote to pause Netflix and turned to face Camilla to tell her this. “Camilla, you’re my best friend. You’ve been my best friend before anything else. Then you became my girlfriend and even then and now you’re still my best friend above anything else and I- Camilla...” He trailed off and he started to feel the nerves really kick in. “Mimi, you’re everything to me. The song I’ve been working on this whole album is a very personal album. Probably the most personal album I’ve ever made and what I finally finished today is a song I’ve been working on for quite some time now.” Chewing at his bottom lip he closed his eyes. Jake was a very open and honest person. He never held back so why was this so hard? “The song I finished today is about you and how I feel about you and I wanted you to hear it from me before you heard it on the radio. Mimi, I’m in love with you.”
















