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I'm tired. Sick and tired of lying. But I can't stop.

My life is too fucked up, I'm in constant pain because of choices that were made by someone that was just as lost as I feel now.

I don't have real hope onto being pain free anymore. It is what it is.

thegoodvybe

justletmetellu

I hope now I'll finally be brave enough to do so.

Was I ever happy? Have I ever had a chance?

Nothing ever changes because I'm the same broken piece of shit I was at 14. At 8. At 6...

It doesn't matter how many steps forward I always get stuck and fail. Everything falls apart. Because it's all smoke and mirrors and it seems like I'll never be able to shake these demons off me.

I'm tired. I just wanted to be able to get those feelings away, to start fresh, be better, be actually good.

It's all wrong. I'm always wrong. Always fucking everything up and letting people down. Letting me down. I'M TIRED.

Sick of lying, sick of hating, sick of feeling so much pain and hurting everything and everyone.

And there's so much love. So many opportunities I just give out for giving up.

I'm tired. I'm scared. Once again I see no way out even though there is.

thegoodvybe

lifewasted

Eddie Vedder - The Coupon Story (Sept 9, 2017)

“I do not know how much a gallon of milk is, I’m losing touch!”

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“It’s about trying to step out of being patterned and closed off and reclusive, which I’ve always had a problem with. It’s about attempting to be normal and just go out and be around other people and hang out. I have a tendency to sometimes be pretty closed off and not see people for long periods of time and not call anyone. It’s actually, in a way, a hopeful song. Especially the lines “One more time around/Might do it,” which is basically saying, ‘I tried today to understand and belong and get along with other people, and I failed, but I’ll probably try again tomorrow.’ A lot of people misinterpreted that song as a suicide-note song. Taking the word live too literally. “The Day I Tried to Live” means more like the day I actually tried to open up myself and experience everything that’s going on around me as opposed to blowing it all off and hiding in a cave.”

— Chris Cornell, about “The Day I Tried To Live”

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thegoodvybe

prospects

If I`m to be 100% honest, I`m sick of people coming up with these hypocritical “Love Yourself” posts when, let`s be honest: If you are ugly, super fat, alone in life, completely damaged by your past THERE`S NO SUCH THING.

I don`t love my flaws, I hate being wrong, I hate having some really bad thoughts, I hate not having a model type body, a family, struggling with depression ever since I was a kid, having lost every single human and pet I`ve ever truly cared about.

I hate myself, and you know what THAT IS OK, I`m a fucking human and I`m allowed to hate who I am.

Let me fucking hate myself even tho there are others going through worse. Let me hate my luck even if I have something to eat. Let me hate myself, even tho I`m not a ginormous out of control monster. Let me hate myself for not being capable of controlling the chemicals in my brain when it comes to depression. Let me hate things on others not because I`m jealous, but because I find some stuff completely disgusting. I`M SICK OF THE HYPOCRITES. S-I-C-K!

#hypocrite #damage #uglytruth