Soooo...it's been a little while since I posted anything but:
For 🏔️South Park🏔️, I recently posted that "Stan Drop Out of College" fic I talked about last time on AO3 "What was he supposed to do? Say no to a scholarship?" as well as another oneshot that I had planned "We bought a house with a backyard for him..."
I'm also working on the first shortfic of the Omegaverse Series, and some other project I wasn't sure about posting but...think more and more that I will (...okay, for those curious I call it the "Big Polycule Sandbox Fic" and I have a few chapters done).
Meanwhile, for 🔪OMORI🔪, I'm working on finishing "The sweet smell of summer." and should start posting...soon enough.
I'm also still working on the bazillion redraws I somehow decided to make and...I making progress let's say ^^'
Hi, I saw your post about how you use AI to write and I'm kind of curious about some things. Do you mind if I ask how mentalese is a disability? It came across as if you were saying that it made it difficult to write which is one of the reasons you use AI, and referred to the AI in question as helping you with a disability. I couldn't find anything online about this being one, though, and I think in the same way. Thank you for being open about using AI :)
Hi, and sorry to have taken so long to reply (as usual, I'm low on spoons ^^')
From what I got mentalese is how some type of thoughts is called, but I don't actually know much. What I do know is that having trouble to "translate those into 'verbal type of thoughts'(?)" is kinda what make it hard to write and sometimes talk depending on a few things (if I'm tired or stressed, if I'm having a bad day, etc...), so that's where the AI help me. Like...I can have a whole fanfic scene clear in my head, but not in words or pictures, and my brain often just...refuse to translate it into those (though it has gotten a bit better, as if using the AI to help kinda also help training my brain to do it on its own more??). I dunno if I explain well, but that's what I got? (Also, weirdly, despite English not being my first language it's a bit easier to translate it into English words, my theory is that it's because I learn English mostly by reading and translating stuff so it feels more natural?? I dunno lol) I don't know if I was actually helpful, but...I hope at least a little?
As for being open about using AI, I honestly wish it was the norm.
A little question for those in the CotL fandom, I got a burst of inspiration and wrote a few chapters for More interesting as a mortal than as a God ? (it's been a while, uh?) and I was wondering if you'd prefer I post them now (I have 6 chapters done in stock) or wait until I finish the fic on my side to start posting again, knowing it might take a while for me to finish the fic either way.
Should I post the new chapters now?
Yes.
No, wait still the fic is done.
Voting ended onJan 11
Also, I did decided what to do with the Goat in this fic, and they appear in those chapters, Plural|Lamb and Protector|Goat are here! And...I'll have to update the ship tags, because this will totally have Lamb/Goat later.
There's also some nice "LeshyCat focused" chapters (though, they're still at the friends stage for now, but they have cute moments).
Hiii just wanted to let you know I love your work it’s genuinely very scrumptious and I can’t wait for you to update your South Park series! (Seriously youve converted me to loving this poly ship with Cartman, Kenny, Stan, and Kyle) 💗
OMG thank you !! I'm super happy you like my fics…and got converted to Stylennyman ! These boys are so poly-coded, this ship needs more love lol
I definitely look forward to posting the next fic of that series, though…I dunno how long it'll take since, well, as always I'm drowning in WIPs and working on multiple ones (and for multiple fandoms) at the same time ^^'
…Aaaand South Park don't have the easiest characters to write lol Trying to make them all sound natural, not too soft, but still affectionate in their own way is a bit of a challenge, but it's also part of the fun~
Soooo...you might have noticed that I haven't been super active on this blog, like...less than usual, (or not, dunno if anyone's still paying attention to this blog, anyway) and that's because of a few things: Having about more than a dozen fics I'm working on at the same time, deciding to redraw about a hundred old drawings (...why do I do that to myself), being almost always preeeetty spoonless, IRL stuff, etc...
And I'll probably keep on not being super active for a while, but I thought I'll let people know what I'm currently doing or whatever.
So...I'm about...almost halfway done with the sketch/lineart part of the whole redrawing thing, I actually bought a cintiq after having a wacom intuos for around 10 years, so...it really motivated me lol
But it'll probably still take a while before I actually finish and post them, like...probably a few months depending on...well, on how things go.
Now!! About fanfics!
First of all, none are abandoned, as always, I'm just slow. But here where I'm at with them right now (a bit long so under a "read more"):
🔪OMORI🔪 :
-I already know they don't need me... (🔪☀️+🌻🏀➡️☀️🌻🏀🎀) (Current chapter : 20/20) ✅ (Finally finished it!!!)
-The sweet smell of summer. (☀️🌻🏀🎀 + Minor 🍳🎹) (Current chapter : 8/12?) (Ch.9 started)
-Always there for you, always loved you. (🔪☀️ + ☀️🌻➡️🔪☀️🌻🍉 + Minor 🎀🍭) (Current chapter : 7/?) (Ch.8 started)
-When they'll wake up... (☀️🌻🏀🎀🍳 + ❓) (Current chapter : 4/?) (Ch.5 not started)
-The door may be locked, but the window isn't. (☀️🌻 + ❓) (Current chapter : 3/?) (Ch. 4 started)
-(REWRITE) In the end, everything turned out okay. (☀️🌻🏀🎀) (Current chapter : 8/26?) (Ch.9 started)
-I want to stay. (☀️🌻🏀🎀🍳 + 🔪☀️🌻🍉) [Post-Good End, Sunny stay in Faraway.] (Current chapter : 0/?) (Ch.1 started)
-Starting to heal as I meet you again. (☀️🌻 + Minor 🎀🍭 +❓) (Current chapter : 1/?) (Ch.2 started)
-Exploring kinks together. (☀️🌻 + ☀️🎀 + ☀️🌻🏀🎀 as Sex Friends + Minor 🍳🎹, 🎀🍭 & Skippable ☀️🌻🏀🎀🍳🎹 as Occasional Sex Partners) (Current chapter : 20/?) (Ch.21 not started)
-Other kinky situations, BONUS, AU & more. (Multiple ships + Requests) (⚠️Requests Currently Closed⚠️) (Current chapter : 72/?) (Ch.73 not started)
🐑Cult of the Lamb🐑 :
-More interesting as a mortal than as a God ? (🐈⬛🐑➡️🐈⬛🐑🐈🐈+🐑🐛+🐱🐛) (Current chapter : 11/50?) (Ch.12 started)
And...a few more that are not yet completely decided/planned out or that I forgot to add. Soooo...yeah, I guess you can see why I can be slow to update lol
what i got from ur "why i use ai" post is that ur lazy and untalented. all of ur excuses sound like bullshit and if that much is preventing u from writing then... don't write. WOW SHOCKER. goddamn. fuck you actually ur part of the problem.
(The "Why I use AI" post in question)
What I'm getting from your message is that you seem happy to have an acceptable target to insult, which is quite sad. The whole "you're lazy" thing is ableist rhetoric and you should probably avoid using it (as well as dismissing struggles that you don't understand) if you care about disabled people. Even in cases where you might be right otherwise.
Also, if you think sending hate is gonna stop me from writing or from using the assistive tool that make that possible for me, you're wrong (quite the opposite in fact, insults have never really made people more willing to listen to you). Finally being able to share the stories that I could only keep to myself before is bringing me and my readers a lot of joy, so I won't stop sharing them either.
I tag my fics so that people can avoid them if they don't want to read AI-assisted works, and you should actually encourage that. Nothing is stopping me from not saying anything about it, no one would notice, but I believe it's important to be honest. The more hate people are getting for being honest, the less people will be, and the more likely you'll be to read something AI-assisted without knowing. Is that really what you want?
In any case, take care.
Honestly, I hesitated to simply delete this ask, but I think it was worth responding once. Now, in the future, hate about this topic will be deleted. As for debates about the use of AI and its morality, and all that…I simply don't have the spoons (Yes, there are issues with AI, but it's a lot more nuanced discussion than "it's evil!!" or "it's the future!!"), sorry, so while I don't mind genuine questions or stuff like that, anything that would required more than a simple, quick reply will be deleted as well.
...Aaaand on a more happy note, if there's some of my readers reading this, I started working on finishing my OMORI fics (for real! I promise!) starting with "I already know they don't need me…", and…I might, maaaaybe, open back requests on "Exploring kinks together." and "Other kinky situations, BONUS, AU & more." around November/December if everything goes as planned (maybe even a little sooner, but no promises).
Soooo...
I'm still around, just super busy, I'm redrawing a bunch of stuff (+ new ones as well), taking care of new dog (currently 7 months), and more...
Also!! I got my disability pension back a couple months ago, so I bought a bunch of stuff, including...markers and color pencils! There was a little coloring books with the markers so I'm currently also having fun with that ^^
It's the first time I'm actually coloring with markers since I was...like, 8? So I'm pretty proud of the result~ I'm a 100% digital artist so it's actually pretty refreshing!
Finally finished writing my +100k words South Park Stylennyman fic!
I posted the first chapter today and will continue to update it every Tuesday and Friday (if everything goes as planned).
Here's the link : https://archiveofourown.org/works/65535541/chapters/168702973
Summary:
"Stan, I think we need to talk."
He nodded slowly, expecting these words. The air was filled with tension, the kind that only comes before a difficult, painful conversation. Yet he wasn't dreading it. In fact, he felt a bit shameful at how he had reacted to the previous breakups, feeling bad for making such a big drama over nothing. It wasn't working and yet, as if clinging to a security blanket he couldn't get rid of, Stan would suddenly panic, rush back in and try again, giving false hope and hurting her all over again.
Maybe he was becoming more mature after all. He thought about what Wendy said to him—about paying more attention to the people around him, their relationships and the nature of those bonds. The break-up had been a good thing, he knew this, but…now what?
Saw Close (2022) on tv not long ago, and while I noped out cause I don't like tragedies (hyperempathy is kind of a bitch)…as well as me not really liking the movie since the stylistic choices are the opposite of my personal tastes, the premise was enough to interest me and make me want to give those boys a happy end.
So, here's a little fic about it: If the worse didn't happened.
Summary:
As the bus pulled into the school parking lot, the excited chatter of students filled the air, but Léo barely heard any of it. His thoughts were elsewhere—stuck on Rémi, on the last time they had spoken, on the fight. And when he saw his mom waiting for him, his stomach twisted; something had happened, something serious. He was sure of it.
"Léo…" She started, searching her words for a long moment. "…Rémi…is in the hospital…"
Just posted a new chapter in "Other kinky situations, BONUS, AU & more." (a compilation of oneshots). It's a Headspace|Basil/Basil request that I absolutely loved to write ^^
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