Someone

-it's me talking all shit here -I'm a complicated person -I write as what it flows inside my mind.. -it's not perfect and will never be

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If I could turn back time

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I feel so alone. I wanna die

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I feel like no one knows me

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Am I visible?

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I wanna die

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I don't want to live anymore

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It's been awhile since the last time I enjoyed living then you came into my life and changed it significantly. I relied on you and I thought life is so "fun". But now you've gone away and I don't know what to feel anymore. I want to meet you again, can I ?

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My thoughts and feelings couldn't be expressed. I feel that I've a lot to say yet nothing will come out of my mouth

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I thought I've built myself stronger but here I am again struggling with this life that I didn't choose

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I want to change everything

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But I feel that I can't. I don't have that motive anymore

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I want to change everything

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What made us like that? So fragile in the inside that we can't face the world outside

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Will I ever be normal ?

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Will I ever recover ?

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I'm emotionally wrecked

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I just want to disappear

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I don't know how to feel