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Slave, 24, Assistant for WhipSnap

[jennaxxrose]

@adlibitumxcarterx​

Jenna couldn’t believe she was nervous over this, but having invited Carter over for dinner, she couldn’t help it. Every interaction had them meeting on uncertain terms, but this time she’d gone out of her way to see him again. He’d been in her home, of course, but she didn’t have the intent of toying or playing with him like she’d done prior to this evening. It was bitterly cold out and she’d insisted sending over an extra warm jacket for him at the Hive. When she heard his knock at the door, she couldn’t help the smile that formed on her features and she opened it, not wanting him to wait in the cold. The sight of him wearing what she’d purchased for him sent a swell of warmth through her and she ushered him in, kissing his cheek briefly after shutting the door. “You look good, darling boy,” she said softly, lifting up on her toes to kiss his lips, “Mm, you taste good, too.”

[justxcarter]

jennaxxrose​:

Jenna smiled and closed her eyes, leaning against his shoulder as she lay across his lap, feet curled around his calf. She loved the position and how his height allowed her to wrap around his body. “If I do this, I don’t want you to run,” she whispered, eyes staying closed, “I don’t want you to become afraid of me because of who I am.” She sighed and rested her free hand to his chest, tapping her fingers gently against him. “I don’t want you to see me as I see myself,” she managed to admit.

“I would never run.” He mumbled, leaning down and kissing the top of her head. “I think you’re incredible. Vampires.. don’t scare me, if that’s what you mean, Mistress. I mean you’re fantastic to me in every-way, you’re kind, you’re sweet... I-I mean I’d be stupid to run.” He yawned now, “I’d be honored to be yours, to feed you and to please you.” 

[justxcarter]

jennaxxrose​:

Jenna smiled warmly, feeling so at ease when he spoke those words, despite the demons in her head screaming for her to leave him be. With his endearing grip around her middle, she fell with him into the couch, a soft laugh escaping her as she curled into his body, pleased with the warmth she felt. “I do,” she whispered breathlessly, brushing the tip of her nose along his collar, “I want to keep you, Carter.” She released a low breath, wondering if this was actually going to happen, “Di– do you– I mean, a claim is a real thing here. Is that what you want?”

Carter smiled a little more, leaning his head back now. “I-I’d love to, Mistress.” He closed his eyes, sighing softly, fingers drumming along her middle. “But if you’re not ready, that’s..that’s okay too. I’m-” He shrugged, sitting up a little more. “I’m more than willing to wait. It’s not...like I’ve been claimed before so I really doubt it’ll happen if you need time to think or... whatever.” 

[justxcarter]

jennaxxrose​:

Jenna didn’t want to do any of this, didn’t want to part from Carter’s hold and how he was being with her. He kissed her cheek and she turned her face, kissing him slowly at first and then even more, parting her lips and kissing him fiercely to take and have everything she could have in that moment. Her arms slid around his shoulders, pulling him even closer. “Don’t go,” she whispered, fighting against everything that was telling her this was wrong, “Stay with me.”

Carter smiled, a thumb brushing against her cheek bone, laying back against the couch now. “I’m all yours.” He hummed, soft and low into her ear. His grip tightening around her middle. “Just-... relax. I’m staying for as long as you want me around.” He kicked his shoes off, settling into the couch. “For as long as you want me.” 

[justxcarter]

[justxcarter]

knightsdrecm​:

Taking up a shift at the chateau always was interesting, though with the weather the way it was it seemed more pathetic than normal. He wasn’t nearly as affected by the cold as the poor humans were, shivering in the provided jackets and blankets they had. He stood in the hallway when someone came up to him, “Maybe, what are you willing to do for an extra one?”

The human sighed at his response. He was truly just desperate to go to bed and sleep. With a yawn, the human tugged the blankets around his shoulders a little tighter. “I- uh...” Thinking was even difficult. “Wh-what would you deem worthy of an extra one?” 

[justxcarter]

@knightsdrecm​

Carter was struggling with the cold, the weather itself made him miserable. But it being so cold in the chateau itself, Carter couldn’t sleep. He stood, teeth chattering now, wrapping himself in the thin blanket he had and wandered his way out of his bunk. “S-Sorry, sir.” Carter paused, looking at the guard. “I-Is there away I could get an extra blanket?”

[justxcarter]

@angel-on-lock​

Carter wasn’t really paying attention, per usual. He was focused on getting to bed. Today sucked, and if he could hide from the world for even just a few hours, he would. He didn’t mean to run into someone else, he usually does fairly well with avoiding people. To be fair his height alone typically helped, but today the human could not shake his anxiety no matter how hard he tried. “I- Are you okay?” 

[justxcarter]

jennaxxrose​:

Jenna followed along to sit with Carter on the sofa, sitting sideways due to her tight skirt, but when she realized he wanted to talk, a part of her wanted to run from it. She never wanted to admit how she viewed herself but as she sat there listening to him, it almost fell from her lips. “There’s nothing to tell,” she lied, not looking at him as she spoke, “I’m fine, darling. I just lost myself for a moment.” She breathed out a raggedy breath, finally looking at him and she knew she had to be honest. “You’ll think the worst of me,” she managed to admit, “You’ll run. They always do.”

Carter reached forward, sitting sideways on the couch and pulling the woman into his chest, holding her tight to him. Sure it was a little more brave than he was used to being, and it was a risk. But hugging her tight with her back to his chest felt so much better to him. He leaned his head down, kissing her cheek and resting his head on hers. “I’m not going anywhere unless you ask me to.” 

[justxcarter]

jennaxxrose​:

Jenna heard him call her Mistress again and smiled at the sound, preferring it so much, and knowing he didn’t call her that unless he meant it. “It’s not you, my boy,” she whispered, opening her eyes to him and she leaned in, kissing him softly against his lips. She adored the warmth he possessed, without even meaning to and her chest tightened as she considered how to answer him. “You’ll change your mind, darling,” she whispered, “You won’t want me for long.”

Carter looked her over, god he just wanted to hold her and make it all go away. Standing again, Carter offered his hand, fully planning on pulling the vampire to the couch and into his lap. He hated seeing women cry, and he wanted to be of comfort. “ I-I really think you should wait and try me. At least give me the chance to know.” 

[justxcarter]

jennaxxrose​: 

Jenna leaned in towards the touch to her cheek, turning her head to brush her lips against his palm gently. She closed her eyes as more tears filled her eyes, feeling them slip down her cheeks. He was saying everything she’d longed to hear, to know she wasn’t alone in the thoughts of having him as solely hers. “I can’t want this,” she whispered, barely speaking the words, “I can’t have you, my boy. Not ever.”

Carter paused, watching her and nodding. Sure it was upsetting, but he had to live with it. It was his life in the position he was in. “Can I ask why you think that Mistress?” He watched her now. “Maybe it’s something I can work on?”

[justxcarter]

jennaxxrose​:

Jenna felt so worthless in that moment, and it was as though Carter could see right through her, feel everything she always felt about herself. She knew as soon as he understood, he’d be out the door, not wanting her anymore. She knew she couldn’t handle the rejection, so in the long run, this was the best decision. She could never keep him like she wanted to. “Don’t be sorry, darling boy,” she whispered softly, staring up at him through her glistening eyes, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have been so careless with my words. I shouldn’t be thinking things like that.”

Carter watched for a second, settling back in his seat. This was the second time he had seen her cry. A gentle hand came up to her face, brushing a thumb’’s worth of tears away from her now. “I mean you can think that.” He spoke, looking at her. “A-And if you ever change your mind too, I’d be more than happy to be yours, or to just spend this kind of time with you.” He spoke, genuinely and confidently “It’s really okay.” 

[justxcarter]

jennaxxrose​:

He didn’t call her Mistress, but a straight miss Jenna, and that stung more than she cared to admit. Everything about this moment was wrong, because she’d done it wrong, said something she couldn’t give. Shameful tears filled her eyes and before she could help it, she was sniffling in an attempt to hide them. “Um, myself,” she whispered, trying to keep up the charade of a strong, sophisticated woman, but she’d hurt him and in turn, herself.

“It’s really good! You must be an amazing cook, and the fact that you’re self taught?” Carter paused, turning now and looking at her. Her tears broke his heart, Carter now standing and grabbing her a napkin. “Please don’t cry. Please. It’s okay, it’s so okay. I shouldn’t have just assumed, a-and that was on me. I didn’t mean to upset you, Miss Jenna. I’m so sorry.” 

[justxcarter]

jennaxxrose​:

Jenna hadn’t realized the implications of her words, but the moment Carter responded, she recoiled, backing away from him. “No, no. Darling, no,” she whispered, knowing the weight of claiming a slave. There were reasons she’d never done so, had never thought of it seriously until it came to Carter. “No, that’s not– we can’t do that. We won’t.”

Carter did his best not to look upset, or confused. He nodded, turning his attention back to the food and taking a bite, using it as a moment to compose himself. “That’s.. Yea of course, whatever you want miss Jenna.” Thinking he was that close to something that much more stable, and kind. Even just the warmth alone. But it’s fine. He knew better than to question the will of a vampire. The disappointment was clear in his voice, so his next thought was to change the subject. “Where did you learn to make this?” 

[jennaxxrose]

@adlibitumxcarterx​

Jenna couldn’t believe she was nervous over this, but having invited Carter over for dinner, she couldn’t help it. Every interaction had them meeting on uncertain terms, but this time she’d gone out of her way to see him again. He’d been in her home, of course, but she didn’t have the intent of toying or playing with him like she’d done prior to this evening. It was bitterly cold out and she’d insisted sending over an extra warm jacket for him at the Hive. When she heard his knock at the door, she couldn’t help the smile that formed on her features and she opened it, not wanting him to wait in the cold. The sight of him wearing what she’d purchased for him sent a swell of warmth through her and she ushered him in, kissing his cheek briefly after shutting the door. “You look good, darling boy,” she said softly, lifting up on her toes to kiss his lips, “Mm, you taste good, too.”

[justxcarter]

jennaxxrose​:

Jenna knew deep down that his story wasn’t going to be a great one, but one she wanted to know nevertheless, because it was about him. “I’m sorry that it’s happened to you, my boy,” she whispered, feeling so emotional with all he’d said. She scooted her chair so she was seated directly beside him and sliding a hand into his hair, she kissed him deeply. She loved how he tasted and sometimes it was just about having him desire her, but right now, she wanted to remind him how wonderful he was. Leaning back, she rested her forehead against his, speaking before thinking, “Sometimes i wish that I could keep you. To take it all away.”

Carter smiled a little as the vampire moved closer. She was so comforting to be around, he didn’t have to try to be good around her, or worry about saying the wrong thing. He chased after her lips as she pulled away, but felt his heart skip a beat for a second longer, eyes opening as he pulled away. “Y-you do?” Carter grinned more so now. “Miss Jenna I-I’d be on my best behavior, I’d love to be yours.” 

[jennaxxrose]

adlibitumxcarterx​:

Carter took a few bites, before looking up at her, taking the time to finish what he was eating before speaking again. “I worked today, I had this guy try to return some…used toys.” He shrugged, shuttering at the thought. “I walked home and found that jacket on my bed and now I’m here.” He hummed, shrugging. “But I’ll happily tell you anything you want to know? I would love to know you a bit better too.” 

Jenna stared at Carter adoringly. He was the perfect boy and sometimes she did wish to keep him, not that she’d admit that out loud. But when he spoke of the unruly customers and things, the thought returned quickly, wishing she could take every stress away. She reached to rest her hand on his thing, fingertips rubbing gently over his pants. “You are here, darling,” she nodded, gaze warm and inviting. “How did you become a slave, darling?” she asked softly, uncertain if it was too personal, “Do you have a family?”

[justxcarter]

He wished he had a better story to tell her. That his day was full of excitement and intrigue and that he did incredible things. With a smile, Carter shook his head. “I’ve been one for as long as I can remember. My siblings and I kinda- went separate ways once we were sold, but we lived with vampires growing up. They trained us and all as we grew, but they told us that our parents were long gone. I’ve never had them.”

[justxcarter]

jennaxxrose​:

Jenna didn’t know what to say when he complimented so adoringly, as though she were the only one he could see. She loved the look in his eye and only wanted more of them. She brought the food to the table, setting it down and making two plates, one for her and one for him. “Tell me about your day,” she prompted, settling in the seat beside him and crossed her ankles, resting her hands in her lap. “Some days I want to know everything about you,” she said with a small smile, knowing she was admitting too much.

Carter took a few bites, before looking up at her, taking the time to finish what he was eating before speaking again. “I worked today, I had this guy try to return some...used toys.” He shrugged, shuttering at the thought. “I walked home and found that jacket on my bed and now I’m here.” He hummed, shrugging. “But I’ll happily tell you anything you want to know? I would love to know you a bit better too.” 

[justxcarter]

jennaxxrose​:

Jenna enjoyed having Carter around so much, he was such a sweet boy and made her feel so better about herself. Her thoughts weren’t as vile while in his presence and he doted on her, which was pleasing in the best ways. When Carter pulled her in at the same as she’d done with him, she couldn’t help but smile into another kiss, content to stay just this way. But she’d made him dinner, and she knew it was pointless to waste things like that.

“You’re very welcome, my boy,” she grinned, stepping back and taking his hand to lead him into the kitchen. She leaned against the counter, pressing her palms against her skirt and then adjusted her blouse as she watched him, always ensuring she looked beautiful for someone like him. “I’ve made you dinner,” she said softly, “A special dish of mine, so I hope you enjoy it.”

Carter grinned a little more, eyes full of fondness as he watched her move away. He stripped himself of the coat and was gentle to hang it on the closet door. He followed her through the home, moving closer for a second. “You look incredible tonight.” He hummed, “And if you need to feed, I’m all yours.” 

Carter settled himself at the table, looking at the food with a hum. “This smells amazing, thank you.”