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i hope you choke on a fishball and die

I hate all the entitled old people.

Sometimes i have dark thoughts about hoping they will just drop dead.

I know its horrible, but i dont feel bad about it.

死にたい

今すぐ

I wish i was dead and gone. I wish you fucking aborted me back then. You dont even want me anyways. Why am even here for.

Depression is fake you say Which is why i never dared to tell u i have depression I put in so much effort Just to be insulted by you again and again I dont even know whats the point of trying

you always bragged to others about how you will always listen to your kids

about how we always prefer to stay home because home made us more comfortable

but you never realized how we liked to stay in our room alone

without you

because you never once listened

Sometimes you tried to justify your actions of ignoring me because you "care" for me. Yeah like refusing to take me to the doctors and expect me to recover on my own because im "relying too much on you" and you are "training me to be independant"

Youve always insult me, saying its for my own good. Have you never realized all your insults really hurt me, and in no way changing me for the better? Im dumb. Im dirty. Im ugly. Im stupid. Im mentally ill. I suck at drawing. I will bever find someone who loves me. After 19 years of hearing this, ive given up trying to fight them. Instead, im becoming them.

#personal #rant