things I wanted to say but never did

I miss you I'm sorry

[justyour-local-unrelatableguy]

pink and green

I’ll always think of you

when i see something pink

you’re in every piece of me,

in every room there’s you

and no matter how we end, we’ll live

in pink and green

there’ll be a part of us, living in the roses,

living in the cherry trees

And as long as the colors remain

We’ll never truly fade

[justyour-local-unrelatableguy]

I still love you, I promise Nothing happened in the way I wanted Every corner of this house is haunted

[justyour-local-unrelatableguy]

I’ll keep you where my heart is One life for the two of us

[justyour-local-unrelatableguy]

He’s the reason I’m still alive. It’s not fair that he’s dead.

[justyour-local-unrelatableguy]

so I packed up my car, put a hand on my heart

I said whatever I felt, been wherever you are

don’t be angry at me, love

I’m not sorry for your loss

the birds will still sing, your folks will still fight

the porch’s still creek, the leaves will still die

don’t be angry at me, love

please stop waiting for me, love

You know I can’t be here forever

Please don’t wait for me forever

I had to go far

[justyour-local-unrelatableguy]

yes, I will miss you

no, I will not want you back. I don’t want all the hurt and hate and nights that feel like drowning. I don’t want all the words that stabbed me right through the heart. I don’t need you to survive so I will figure out how to be without you. All on my own. I can’t take all this pain for any longer.

so

yes, I will miss you

but I will be happier without you

[perfectfeelings]

“You will find that it is necessary to let things go; simply for the reason that they are heavy.”

— C. JoyBell C.

[perfectfeelings]

“Time doesn’t heal anything, it just teaches you how to live with the pain.”

— Unknown

[perfectfeelings]

“It’s hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.”

— Unknown

[justyour-local-unrelatableguy]

I will forever wonder what could have been if you chose differently

if you chose me instead, for who I am, not because I’m ‘family’

if you chose me and not the carefully crafted version of me.

I will forever miss you when I hear that song

I will miss you when I dance alone in the kitchen

I will listen to music and just sing along

in an attempt to feel you again.

and if there is a chance to get the happy sides back

to relive those moments in a future far away

so i’m willing to take them, keep them, hold them close

and to pretend that we never had to lose.

but until that time comes, until we reach that day

I will take my time apart from you to heal myself

from all the harsh words I know that you will say

I miss you. Even though you’re still here

[perfectfeelings]

“We just got to accept that some people can only be in our hearts, not in our lives.”

— Kathy B.

[justyour-local-unrelatableguy]

time without you

and yes i will miss you.

i will miss the moments of joy, the inside jokes, the laughter.

i will miss quoting movies with you, singing songs in the car together, dancing in the kitchen.

i will miss hugging you and listening to you talking about your youth, i will miss it.

i will miss it all.

and still i wont want you back.

because even though we had so many happy moments, we had the sad, the dark, the deep

the hurting moments too.

and they cut deep, deeper than you know, deeper than you’d think

and it breaks me and rips me in half, knowing i’ll miss you

but still knowing it’s better this way.

because healing takes time.

time without you.

[justyour-local-unrelatableguy]

And now I’m gonna lose you too and the memory of you will still be everywhere

When I drink from the mug you got me you’re there

When I see the empty space next to me you’re there

When I pass by the store you love so much you’re there

You’re no part of my life anymore but you’re still there

[justyour-local-unrelatableguy]

I just want to talk about my deepest fears and emotions to someone and they just have to listen to me, like that’s all they gotta do

[justyour-local-unrelatableguy]

i miss the nights i didn’t feel like drowning

[justyour-local-unrelatableguy]

it’s never been the happy moments or the perfect days but the hard times that made me realize I love you.

It’s never been the hard times but the happy moments and the light days that made me miss you more.

[justyour-local-unrelatableguy]

I still walk the same streets i used to walk with you

i still watch the same movies I used to watch with you

i tell everyone I’ve moved on while reading our old chats

cause how can i move on while you’re still everywhere

i still sit in the same room i used to sit in with you

i still talk the same way i used to talk with you

and i tell everyone I’ve moved one but how can i