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DEV! HOW ARE YOU?? I haven't heard from you in so long, I'm so sorry, I don't even know if you remember me… I've been so inactive on tumblr but kind of thought of you today and read up on all your stories, love them all!!! I hope you are doing well, how is university? Do you like your subjects and have you made any new friends? AHH I MISSED YOU!!! ALL ALL LOVE, you have my heart
-Julie
JULIE HI I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!! of course i did not forget you! you're so kind, thank you!
i'm doing good! uni has been fine, i really like my classes they're so interesting! and i did make new friends! yesterday even a random guy talked to me (it was super awkward but that's beside the point😂)
how are you?? wow i haven't heard from you in so long, i really missed you!❤
I'm so glad to hear that you're doing well and that uni makes you happy!!! Ahhh I missed you so much too, I'm doing well and I'm very happy. I changed uni (well not my major, I'm still studying law) which was really THE BEST decision- I met so many nice people (I was totally annoyed by the "law-rich" kids before- I don't know how to describe it, maybe "busybodies" or "snobs" 😂) Small update: unfortunately it didn't work out with the "dream boy", but I'm okay with it... or not, I don't really know yet 😅
Do you have plans for the holidays and are you looking forward to Christmas (I am SOO excited to be honest)? I'm so glad you responded- you made me smile so much!!!! Always stay healthy and happy and YOU!!! Lots of kisses ❤️❤️❤️
Past midnight
Sirius Black x pregnant!reader
part of the dad!marauders series
words: 1.7k
warnings: pregnant reader
A/N: the timeline of this story is a little messed up but i guess it around februari or march :)
It was way past midnight as you lay in bed listening to the sounds of the night. Far away a cat cried and the wind was howling around the house, but the streets had gone to sleep hours ago. As had Sirius, his right arm lazily slung over your waist, but you had not been so lucky. Ever since you had lain down in bed, all sleep that you had felt during the evening had left you. You had been staring at the wall for hours now, luring the sleep into your system, but nothing had helped—you were still awake.
Weiterlesen
Oh, this is so beuatiful! I really, really LOVE it 🥰😍
how is everyone doing? i feel like i havent talked to you in so long :)
Oh my god I haven't heard from you in so long (my fault, been incredibly inactive...) How are you? How was your spring/summer so far? I'm doing really well, I met this boy and even though no one asked: ahhhhh I'm an idiot and can't stop grinning stupidly.... Your new story is (again) soo beautiful 🥰 I hope you are well too and that you can enjoy the summer ❤️
julie hii!! it's so good to hear from you! i'm good, final month of the school year and i am so ready to be done with it!
ooooh tell me more please :) how did you meet and what is he like?? i'm so happy for you!
I'm glad you're doing well! I can't wait for the semester to end either.... So... we met through my flatmate and he studies at the same university as me. So far we've been on about 4 dates and he's just super sweet and sensitive AND he likes Harry Potter, the Beatles and ABBA- ahhh hahahaha
HE SOUNDS LIKE A DREAM are u sure he is real?
but seriously i am so happy for you and please update me on everything if you want :)
Oh, you are so cute! 😘
how is everyone doing? i feel like i havent talked to you in so long :)
Oh my god I haven't heard from you in so long (my fault, been incredibly inactive...) How are you? How was your spring/summer so far? I'm doing really well, I met this boy and even though no one asked: ahhhhh I'm an idiot and can't stop grinning stupidly.... Your new story is (again) soo beautiful 🥰 I hope you are well too and that you can enjoy the summer ❤️
julie hii!! it's so good to hear from you! i'm good, final month of the school year and i am so ready to be done with it!
ooooh tell me more please :) how did you meet and what is he like?? i'm so happy for you!
I'm glad you're doing well! I can't wait for the semester to end either.... So... we met through my flatmate and he studies at the same university as me. So far we've been on about 4 dates and he's just super sweet and sensitive AND he likes Harry Potter, the Beatles and ABBA- ahhh hahahaha
how is everyone doing? i feel like i havent talked to you in so long :)
Oh my god I haven't heard from you in so long (my fault, been incredibly inactive...) How are you? How was your spring/summer so far? I'm doing really well, I met this boy and even though no one asked: ahhhhh I'm an idiot and can't stop grinning stupidly.... Your new story is (again) soo beautiful 🥰 I hope you are well too and that you can enjoy the summer ❤️
We’ve got something to tell
Sirius Black x pregnant!reader
part of the dad!marauders series
words: 1.7k
warnings: pregnant reader, talk of vomiting
A/N: it’s been ages since i last posted a dad!marauders fic but i found this one already finished so lucky you i guess ;)
“We’re pregnant,” Sirius said. “y/n is pregnant. We’re going to be parents. We’re having a baby.”
Weiterlesen
Oh my god this is so amazing, love. I love this! 😘
i cannot put to words how amazed at and grateful for all of you i am! i don't know what you stick around for tbh but i am happy you do! i love you all and i hope to see you for the next milestone! because i have been quite inactive for a while, i thought it proper to have a little celebration!
so please send me a...
✒ (and a prompt/plot) - and i'll write you a little blurb! this goes for all the fandoms on my masterlist and if you need inspiration for a plot you can check out the prompt lists from my writing challenge! pls send me some SoC requests
📚 + one of your fics - and i'll analyse your fic like my high school english teacher! only fics over 1000 words please :)
🎵 - and i'll shuffle my playlist and give you the first 3 songs that come on
📝 - and i'll give you a line of one of my wips
🤘 - and i'll give you a random fact about myself
i know it's not a lot but i have exams coming so i don't have a lot of time :/ i'll keep the celebration open from today till April 4th!!
please spread this if you like! thanks and i love you, my angels❤
Omg 2,5 k is so amazing, dev! I am so happy for you ahhh 😘😘🥰🥰
are you okay now? is your knee better? hopefully you are feeling better!
and you are right; february is a weird month
the internship was at the institution that helps families who have trouble with their child's upbringing (something like that i don't really know how to explain it :)) it was very interesting!
Yes, I think my knee will be fine soon :)
The internship sounds interesting though, I did something similar once and I really liked it too.
Hey sweetie, I haven't heard so much from you lately... how are you doing? I hope you had a good start into the new year and don't stress too much! All the Love to you 😘😘😘
Julie hi!! it's so great to see your name on my screen 😃
i'm good, thanks! the past two weeks have been busy with uni and a 40-hour internship that i had to cram into 5 days but that's all over now and i feel surprisingly relaxed :)
how are you?? love you too❤
I'm glad you're doing well!I'm doing quite well too, unfortunately I had to have an operation on my knee, but I'll be fine.... Luckily it's February-the most unbelievably unnecessary month, in my opinion 😂. Where did you do your internship? I hope you at least enjoyed it and are relaxing well! ❤️😘
On my list
Remus Lupin x reader
words: 700
A/N: i’m sort of taking a break from writing but my fingers slipped :) also this is a very accurate representation of what it’s like to be in a bookstore with me…
“Oh, can we please go inside?”
You tugged on Remus’ hand, pulling him to the side of the street. You were pointing at a bookstore across the street, a big smile on your face. Excitement was written all over your face, lighting up your eyes.
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Ahhh oh my god this is so amazing and sweetly written! I'm grinning like a complete idiot right now because this is just so relatable when I make my best friend go to a bookstore just to buy books she thinks I don't need (rude)... I love this story! 😍😍😘
How to let go of a love
A/n: to be honest, it hurt a bit to write that… but it will be ok hahaha, I hope you like it!
Wordcount: 1k
Pairing: Sirius Black x Reader
Genre: Angst
Warnings: toxic/ unhealthy relationship , swearing.
“I hate you!” she screamed, her words like sharp blades loud and shrill, like scraping a knife across a plate.
“I hate you!” she repeated again, a little quieter this time, while she carefully and deliberately placed the glass on the edge of the table next to her. It was half full and you could see where she had sipped from it.
“You don’t hate me, Y/N.” replied Sirius quietly, looking into her e/c eyes. Cold and warm at the same time.
He was right. She didn’t hate him in the form of finding him repulsive or in the form of barely being able to look at him with hatred. She hated him precisely because she did not find him repulsive, quite the opposite. She hated him for always looking at him, for noticing the smallest things about his smile or the colour of his eyes. She hated him for being so hard to hate him while loving him.
Sirius and her always had a difficult relationship. Sometimes she loved him so much that she could hardly stand it herself and it hurt so much and made her so happy at the same time, not knowing exactly what it was about him that she loved too much. But at other times, she hated him for it. He was unpredictable, his moods difficult and hard to judge, his caginess unsettling. He was bad at showing his feelings, especially in those moments when she needed that reassurance of love….
~~~ “Why aren’t you looking at me?” she whispered to him. He sat next to her at the table, wordless and silent, probably having forgotten his food completely.
“Is everything okay?“ she asked again, her brow furrowed in concern. She put her hand on his, which was hanging under the table, but he pulled it away.
Stop it. “Stop what?”, "Asking unnecessary questions.” , "It’s not unnecessary, Sirius.
He looked up at her, his eyes cool and angry. She looked at him fixedly, unsure of what would come next.
"I’m not one of your first years that you have to stand by, Y/n. You’re a trust student and you’re doing your thing, fine, but stop asking so many questions. I. Am. Fine.” he was irritated, obviously, but the pain she felt in that moment of backsliding and betrayal hurt so much.
She sighed, trying to be calm and patient, trying to understand Sirius’ mood swings, to respect and tolerate him for it. But it was hard, bloody hard, when you had to back down for it yourself. Even if it sounded selfish, she knew she was right.
“I’m really trying to understand you, but you need to start seeing me as your girlfriend and not… not as your mother, Sirius. I haven’t done anything to you and you’ve been treating me like crap all day. Last night we had sex and you said you loved me and that’s how I felt. So make up your mind whether you want to love me or hate me. It makes me sick.” she whispered, at which Sirius’ jaw thrust forward, but before he could reply, she left.
~~~ “You look beautiful.” laughed Sirius as Y/n came down in her Halloween costume. She had dressed up as a bee and had her hair in pigtails. It looked totally ridiculous.
“There’s no need for you to try and talk it up. It’s horrible.” she laughed and Sirius grinned. “Well, I look incredibly hot for it…” "You’re a navy bug, si.” "I have to be able to fly with you, don’t I?” he asked with a grin and she laughed and kissed his shoulder. They both stood in front of the mirror, both looking absolutely ridiculous.
“I love you.”he whispered to her and she laughed, “I love you, too. ”
It was a good day
~~~ But these did not last forever. Painful words were said. Words that, in the end, you want to take back and regret so much that it hurts yourself. And they tried, over and over again. Tried to let the good days and the good memories win out, but the bad days, the days when you couldn’t look at yourself, the days that were burned so deeply into their memories, weighed more than the good ones.
It was unhealthy. Of course it was. They both knew it. They both knew that it made no sense to keep hurting each other and then ignoring each other and calling it a “bad day…
"I wish I did hate you.” , she replied, after what felt like hours, of thoughts and doubts about what to say next.
"But you don’t, and I do, too.”
“But you don’t love me either….You love me, but not in the way that your heart swells when you see me. I know you love me, Sirius, but it just doesn’t feel that way sometimes.”
He looked hopeless, his shoulders sagged and he didn’t know what to do with his shanks. Slowly he looked up and looked into her eyes. The eyes he had seen crying so many times. The eyes that were full of hate and anger and disappointment towards him. But also the eyes that looked at him lovingly. The first eyes that really loved him. They were the eyes that had once given him support, that had always been there for him and were now simply to disappear from his life.
He wanted to cling to that image, to that colour, even though he knew full well that it was time to let go of the gaze. Sober to the reality of the pain in the person behind the eyes he caused.
He took her hand, stroking it, up and down…up and down….
“I love you, Y/n.”
"I love you too, Sirius.”
And that was her goodbye, her letting go of a love that just wasn’t meant to be, yet felt so familiar and homey that it just hurt.
But that was okay for now, it was part of the healing….
wow rip my heart out will you?
this hurts, this physically hurts. but simultaneously it’s so gorgeous and i think that is the beauty of it
Thank you so much, sweetie! 😘
How to let go of a love
A/n: to be honest, it hurt a bit to write that... but it will be ok hahaha, I hope you like it!
Wordcount: 1k
Pairing: Sirius Black x Reader
Genre: Angst
Warnings: toxic/ unhealthy relationship , swearing.
"I hate you!" she screamed, her words like sharp blades loud and shrill, like scraping a knife across a plate.
"I hate you!" she repeated again, a little quieter this time, while she carefully and deliberately placed the glass on the edge of the table next to her. It was half full and you could see where she had sipped from it.
"You don't hate me, Y/N." replied Sirius quietly, looking into her e/c eyes. Cold and warm at the same time.
He was right. She didn't hate him in the form of finding him repulsive or in the form of barely being able to look at him with hatred. She hated him precisely because she did not find him repulsive, quite the opposite. She hated him for always looking at him, for noticing the smallest things about his smile or the colour of his eyes. She hated him for being so hard to hate him while loving him.
Sirius and her always had a difficult relationship. Sometimes she loved him so much that she could hardly stand it herself and it hurt so much and made her so happy at the same time, not knowing exactly what it was about him that she loved too much. But at other times, she hated him for it. He was unpredictable, his moods difficult and hard to judge, his caginess unsettling. He was bad at showing his feelings, especially in those moments when she needed that reassurance of love....
~~~ "Why aren't you looking at me?" she whispered to him. He sat next to her at the table, wordless and silent, probably having forgotten his food completely.
“Is everything okay?" she asked again, her brow furrowed in concern. She put her hand on his, which was hanging under the table, but he pulled it away.
Stop it. "Stop what?”, "Asking unnecessary questions.” , "It's not unnecessary, Sirius.
He looked up at her, his eyes cool and angry. She looked at him fixedly, unsure of what would come next.
"I'm not one of your first years that you have to stand by, Y/n. You're a trust student and you're doing your thing, fine, but stop asking so many questions. I. Am. Fine.'' he was irritated, obviously, but the pain she felt in that moment of backsliding and betrayal hurt so much.
She sighed, trying to be calm and patient, trying to understand Sirius' mood swings, to respect and tolerate him for it. But it was hard, bloody hard, when you had to back down for it yourself. Even if it sounded selfish, she knew she was right.
"I'm really trying to understand you, but you need to start seeing me as your girlfriend and not... not as your mother, Sirius. I haven't done anything to you and you've been treating me like crap all day. Last night we had sex and you said you loved me and that's how I felt. So make up your mind whether you want to love me or hate me. It makes me sick.'' she whispered, at which Sirius' jaw thrust forward, but before he could reply, she left.
~~~ ''You look beautiful.'' laughed Sirius as Y/n came down in her Halloween costume. She had dressed up as a bee and had her hair in pigtails. It looked totally ridiculous.
"There's no need for you to try and talk it up. It's horrible." she laughed and Sirius grinned. "Well, I look incredibly hot for it...” "You're a navy bug, si.” "I have to be able to fly with you, don't I?" he asked with a grin and she laughed and kissed his shoulder. They both stood in front of the mirror, both looking absolutely ridiculous.
“I love you.”he whispered to her and she laughed, "I love you, too. ''
It was a good day
~~~ But these did not last forever. Painful words were said. Words that, in the end, you want to take back and regret so much that it hurts yourself. And they tried, over and over again. Tried to let the good days and the good memories win out, but the bad days, the days when you couldn't look at yourself, the days that were burned so deeply into their memories, weighed more than the good ones.
It was unhealthy. Of course it was. They both knew it. They both knew that it made no sense to keep hurting each other and then ignoring each other and calling it a "bad day...
"I wish I did hate you.” , she replied, after what felt like hours, of thoughts and doubts about what to say next.
"But you don't, and I do, too.”
“But you don't love me either....You love me, but not in the way that your heart swells when you see me. I know you love me, Sirius, but it just doesn't feel that way sometimes.''
He looked hopeless, his shoulders sagged and he didn't know what to do with his shanks. Slowly he looked up and looked into her eyes. The eyes he had seen crying so many times. The eyes that were full of hate and anger and disappointment towards him. But also the eyes that looked at him lovingly. The first eyes that really loved him. They were the eyes that had once given him support, that had always been there for him and were now simply to disappear from his life.
He wanted to cling to that image, to that colour, even though he knew full well that it was time to let go of the gaze. Sober to the reality of the pain in the person behind the eyes he caused.
He took her hand, stroking it, up and down...up and down....
"I love you, Y/n.”
"I love you too, Sirius.”
And that was her goodbye, her letting go of a love that just wasn't meant to be, yet felt so familiar and homey that it just hurt.
But that was okay for now, it was part of the healing....
The beauty of silence
A/N: Hey, I hope you are well : ) I found some inspiration again and wanted to write a story.
If you possibly have ideas, let me hear them. My requests are open and I'm happy if you write me and send me some ideas, no matter what (except smut) and also no matter to which H.P character. I hope you like the story, love you and see you soon!
Wordcount: 1k
Pairing: Sirius Black X Reader
Warnings: none
Genre: fluff
Sirius, forget it!" Y/N shook her head as she crossed her arms in front of her.
Come on, Y/NN. It's just a broom, you'll be fine." Begged Sirius with a pleading look, but she shook her head vigorously.
Sirius had, once again, tricked her... He felt he really needed to show her something and that she would like it. Well, sure, like it. Flying? Was the boy tired of living or what? She hadn't lived 17 years for nothing, only to crash and die flying a broomstick with her oh-so-great boyfriend.
"No offence, but I prefer not to die today. I'll do it some other time... No, actually, not at all. I'm not dying. And to make that happen, I'm not getting on that broomstick with you. Merlin, don't you think I've ever watched a Quidditch match?! It's a wonder you and James aren't dead already. Not to mention Marlene, Merlin that girl has been to the hospital wing more times than Remus and we both know that must be a lot!" Y/n babbled quickly to herself and Sirius just grinned at her, which she didn't notice because she was already continuing again.
"So I'm going to go and LIVE. I think I'll do some homework or something, maybe even have a drink with Lily and toast to not having died today, because-" before she could say any more, Sirius pulled her up onto the broom by her waist and pushed herself off the ground.
"AHHHHHHH!"
, Y/N screamed, squinting her eyes. She could feel the sharp wind against her cheeks and clung to Sirius' upper arm with one hand and the handle of the broom with the other. The wind was loud and cold and she could feel the pressure in her ears getting stronger and stronger and the broom seemingly getting higher and higher. After a while the wind calmed down and it seemed as if they were just floating very slowly at the same height. Slowly Y/N opened her narrowed eyes again and the surroundings around her slowly came into focus.
She was about to start scolding Sirius, but then she looked down, which was a very bad decision in the end.
"Oh you Merlin..." she gasped at the sight below her.
There were light clouds hanging below them, making it a little difficult to see down, but she could still see everything. Feeling miles away, lay the Quidditch pitch. Everything looked much smaller... You couldn't even see the rings anymore because they were so thin. Even the grandstand seats were no longer clearly visible. Her gaze went a little further and she could just make out Hagrid's lands.
Everything was far too far away. Far too far...
"Merlin," she repeated and she heard Sirius laugh. Slowly and carefully, still afraid she might fall, she turned her head in his direction, just so that she could look at him with one eye.
He grinned crookedly at her and she noticed that he had to pull himself together not to laugh out loud.
"Go on, say it." She said with a roll of her eyes before she too started to grin a little.
What do you want me to say?" he asked with a laugh as he brushed a strand of hair behind her ear that had come loose from her braid during the take-off.
Keep your hands on the broom!" she warned him and he laughed again.
I wouldn't let you die, Y/N. You know that. You know that very well!" he said with a smile and she just nodded before turning away from him again and looking straight ahead. The view that presented itself to her there was breathtaking.
There were many beautiful things in the world. Like the smell of the rain or vanilla ice cream with chocolate sauce. Beauty was diverse and everyone perceived it differently. Beauty is laughter and love. Beauty is hate and humility. Beauty is the smell of a new book or when a rainbow stretches across the sky. Beauty is so much more than how something looks or what someone is wearing. Beauty is what you think and how you see things. Beauty is someone's voice in the morning. Beauty is partly so close, yet so far from the world when it doesn't want to be seen.
And what she saw there was beauty.
The clouds were hanging down and the lake looked almost black. It was not a perfect sunset, nor was it a perfect, clear view. It looked like art when the clouds met over the lake and the sun's rays only shone on the shore of the lake. It looked beautiful as dark clouds formed at the end of the horizon and gave the whole view a rather darker taint.
It wasn't perfect, but it was beautiful....
"Wow," Y/N whispered as she pressed her back close to Sirius' chest.
"Yes," he whispered back, leaning his head on her left shoulder as he tightened his hold around her stomach and pulled her a little closer.
There they sat, metres off the ground in their own world, silent and not talking, yet so close and understanding of each other. They didn't always need words to show what they felt for each other. She noticed it in the way he held her. Close and secure. She noticed it in the way he gave her neck light kisses and buried his face in her hair. She noticed it when he rubbed her back after a long day and whispered soft nothings in her ears and He noticed it in the way she played with his hands and rings or stroked his arms.
They loved each other and knew it without telling each other. Whether in the air on a wobbly broom or after a bad argument. They knew it and would always know and recognise it.
That was the silent, unrecognised power of beauty....
A comfortable evening
George Weasley x (gender neutral) reader
🌸 Warnings: language and grammar, sorry english is not my first language, gender neutral reader, fluffy fluff, I wrote this fic on my phone 🙈, the little note is in italics, kisses, cuddles, please let me know if I missed something 😌
🌸 Words: 1529
🌸 Summary: george just wants to braid your hair and after that he is cuddling with you. 😌
🌸 A/N: I loved the idea that george is braiding the reader's hair and that the reader wants to cuddle after it. I really enjoyed to write it 🥰
🌸 Please don't repost my work on other platforms or websites. Thank you 😊
🌸 Reblogs, comments and/or likes are always appreciated 😊
🌸 And now, enjoy the fic under readmore 😊❤
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Ahh that is so cute, i LOVE it! 🥰
glad to hear you're okay! i'm fine, just getting back to school after a way too short holiday ;)
could i then request a James x reader, where they have to hide in the greenhouses from the rain and it leads to him confessing his love because he cannot keep it in anymore??
Really, Really
A/n: Thanks for the request, dev... don't stress too much about school, you can do it :) I Hope you like it!
Wordcount: 1200
Pairing: James Potter x Reader
Genre: fluff
Warning: self-doubt
It was raining. Not the kind of rain that just happened to be there. It was the kind of rain where dark clouds stretched across the sky and all your clothes, no matter how rain gauge they were, got wet to the skin. It was the kind of rain where the drops on your skin sometimes hurt and they ran down your neck, down your back.
The ground Y/N walked on had long since ceased to be a real path. So maybe it used to be, but right now it was more like a mud slide. She had just come from Hagrid's hood, visiting him. Her cloak, which she had still tried to protect somehow with the umbrella Hagrid had lent her, was just hanging down on her shoulders, she was also just carrying the umbrella, since it couldn't defend itself against the strong wind that made the whipping willow whip even more than usual.
"Y/N!" she heard a voice behind her and turned around, startled.
"James?" she called out questioningly to the familiar voice and figure, "What are you doing here?
The boy, who had just reached her, a little out of breath, in Quiditch clothes, ran his hand through his hair, which was soaked and still tousled.
"Why were you playing Quiditch? It's raining cats and dogs!"
"I noticed that too, silly!
"Shut up, James, and come with me. My immune system isn't that great and I don't want to catch a cold,'' she said to the boy and turned around, heading for the castle, still about 15 minutes away.
They continued to walk along the muddy path, but only progressed at a snail's pace, as James kept tripping over his own feet.
"James, there's no point in you flying there all the time. We're not getting anywhere like this."
"Do you think I'm doing this on purpose?"
"Well, can I remind you of the first year where you and Sirius played piglet and got down in the mud to make it more realistic?''
"We weren't playing piglets!" exclaimed James indignantly and Y/N laughed.
''Remus told me you guys made Peter dump mud all over you.''
"We just wanted to know what it was like to be an animal..." muttered James and she grinned.
"Of course you did," she said with a giggle and tried to get up a small ledge, but she also slipped.
"Who fell down now?" James teased her and she rolled her eyes, completely ignoring his remark: "We can't get up here."
"Then let's go to the greenhouse over there, maybe it'll stop raining in a minute. "
He pointed to the greenhouse, which was hard to see in the rain, about 500 meters away.
Nodding, Y/n started walking in the direction of the house and Jams followed. The clouds had already become lighter, the rain no longer lashing but falling normally. It smelled like wet grass and mud.
Water flowed, like a small stream down the path and partly formed into puddles . Arriving at the greenhouse, James opened the thin and rather frail door. Inside the greenhouse it was stuffy and wet on the floor.
The pattering on the roof sounded like a quiet melody and Y/N sat down on one of the chairs next to a flower pot. She dried herself a bit with her wand and welcomed the warmth that hit her body.
She looked at James, who had sat down on a stool next to her, doing the same but with his hair. She laughed at the boy's typical behavior and he grinned at her.
He had a beautiful smile. He had the kind of smile where little dimples formed on the sides of his mouth that managers only noticed if you looked closer.
He had the kind of smile where his eyes got smaller, but somehow still shone. He had that damn beautiful smile that made you forget where you were and who you were. He had the kind of smile that somehow made everything okay again.
"What were you doing out there anyway?" James asked her, snapping her out of her thoughts.
"I was with Hagrid, and you? Why do you have to train in this weather?" she asked back.
"We are playing against Slytherin this weekend. I'm going to kick Mulciber's ass, you better believe it! It's the last game before the vacations and I had to improve the team's lineup, you know, Vivian has improved, especially on the outposts...''
From that moment on, James didn't stop talking at all and Y/n already didn't listen since he said Mulciber's name. She only heard the voice
"Mudblood, mudblood!''
"You have no business here, you little mudblood! As soon as we are out of here, we will get our hands on you. Then even your little friends won't be able to protect you!''
" Y/n? Y/n, are you okay?" James asked worriedly, and she only now realized that her breathing was labored and tears had formed in her eyes. She just shook her head.
" I have no place here, James. This isn't the way it's supposed to be. I'm a muggle!. I don't belong here, I really don't. I am here, but it sometimes feels like everything is breaking. Everything- Everything I've believed in at one point and will believe in... It doesn't make sense! The war, the battle, the hate! I could avoid it and just never come back. I'm even part of the blame, after all. It's not right. I-''
" Stop it, Y/n! Just stop it!"' James interrupted her and she looked at him, startled
''Stop talking about yourself like that. You have no idea how much you are worth because you don't see all that. Many don't, many don't see who they are and what is "beautiful" about them and they don't have to. But it's important that people tell them that they are worth something, that their laughter is more beautiful than anything I've ever seen, and that their subtlety is incredibly fascinating. That you are who you are and you are beautiful the way you are because I think you are so beautiful. And that you are loved. Really, truly loved. And you will be forever. And maybe I regret saying it, but I really, really love you. Not just in the way that I like you, but that I look at you and everything is okay. Not that I find you beautiful, but that I find you beautiful inside and out. And most of all, because you make comments about the muggle world and teach me all kinds of things. I really, really love you, y/n.''
He was out of breath and had stood while he talked.
He loved her. He loved her. He loved her.
Repeated Y/n over and over in her head, smiling she looked at him.
"I really, really love you too, James," she said with a grin, standing up and walking a bit towards James, She brushed mud from his face and giggled .
"Really, really," she whispered before standing on her tiptoes and closing the gap between them.
OMG THIS EVEN GREATER THAN I IMAGINED
this is so cute, i love it so much! james confession is so sweet and so on point for his character!!
Ahhhh I am glad, you liked it 😘
glad to hear you're okay! i'm fine, just getting back to school after a way too short holiday ;)
could i then request a James x reader, where they have to hide in the greenhouses from the rain and it leads to him confessing his love because he cannot keep it in anymore??
Really, Really
A/n: Thanks for the request, dev... don't stress too much about school, you can do it :) I Hope you like it!
Wordcount: 1200
Pairing: James Potter x Reader
Genre: fluff
Warning: self-doubt
It was raining. Not the kind of rain that just happened to be there. It was the kind of rain where dark clouds stretched across the sky and all your clothes, no matter how rain gauge they were, got wet to the skin. It was the kind of rain where the drops on your skin sometimes hurt and they ran down your neck, down your back.
The ground Y/N walked on had long since ceased to be a real path. So maybe it used to be, but right now it was more like a mud slide. She had just come from Hagrid's hood, visiting him. Her cloak, which she had still tried to protect somehow with the umbrella Hagrid had lent her, was just hanging down on her shoulders, she was also just carrying the umbrella, since it couldn't defend itself against the strong wind that made the whipping willow whip even more than usual.
"Y/N!" she heard a voice behind her and turned around, startled.
"James?" she called out questioningly to the familiar voice and figure, "What are you doing here?
The boy, who had just reached her, a little out of breath, in Quiditch clothes, ran his hand through his hair, which was soaked and still tousled.
"Why were you playing Quiditch? It's raining cats and dogs!"
"I noticed that too, silly!
"Shut up, James, and come with me. My immune system isn't that great and I don't want to catch a cold,'' she said to the boy and turned around, heading for the castle, still about 15 minutes away.
They continued to walk along the muddy path, but only progressed at a snail's pace, as James kept tripping over his own feet.
"James, there's no point in you flying there all the time. We're not getting anywhere like this."
"Do you think I'm doing this on purpose?"
"Well, can I remind you of the first year where you and Sirius played piglet and got down in the mud to make it more realistic?''
"We weren't playing piglets!" exclaimed James indignantly and Y/N laughed.
''Remus told me you guys made Peter dump mud all over you.''
"We just wanted to know what it was like to be an animal..." muttered James and she grinned.
"Of course you did," she said with a giggle and tried to get up a small ledge, but she also slipped.
"Who fell down now?" James teased her and she rolled her eyes, completely ignoring his remark: "We can't get up here."
"Then let's go to the greenhouse over there, maybe it'll stop raining in a minute. "
He pointed to the greenhouse, which was hard to see in the rain, about half a mile away.
Nodding, Y/n started walking in the direction of the house and Jams followed. The clouds had already become lighter, the rain no longer lashing but falling normally. It smelled like wet grass and mud.
Water flowed, like a small stream down the path and partly formed into puddles . Arriving at the greenhouse, James opened the thin and rather frail door. Inside the greenhouse it was stuffy and wet on the floor.
The pattering on the roof sounded like a quiet melody and Y/N sat down on one of the chairs next to a flower pot. She dried herself a bit with her wand and welcomed the warmth that hit her body.
She looked at James, who had sat down on a stool next to her, doing the same but with his hair. She laughed at the boy's typical behavior and he grinned at her.
He had a beautiful smile. He had the kind of smile where little dimples formed on the sides of his mouth that managers only noticed if you looked closer.
He had the kind of smile where his eyes got smaller, but somehow still shone. He had that damn beautiful smile that made you forget where you were and who you were. He had the kind of smile that somehow made everything okay again.
"What were you doing out there anyway?" James asked her, snapping her out of her thoughts.
"I was with Hagrid, and you? Why do you have to train in this weather?" she asked back.
"We are playing against Slytherin this weekend. I'm going to kick Mulciber's ass, you better believe it! It's the last game before the vacations and I had to improve the team's lineup, you know, Vivian has improved, especially on the outposts...''
From that moment on, James didn't stop talking at all and Y/n already didn't listen since he said Mulciber's name. She only heard the voice
"Mudblood, mudblood!''
"You have no business here, you little mudblood! As soon as we are out of here, we will get our hands on you. Then even your little friends won't be able to protect you!''
" Y/n? Y/n, are you okay?" James asked worriedly, and she only now realized that her breathing was labored and tears had formed in her eyes. She just shook her head.
" I have no place here, James. This isn't the way it's supposed to be. I'm a muggle!. I don't belong here, I really don't. I am here, but it sometimes feels like everything is breaking. Everything- Everything I've believed in at one point and will believe in... It doesn't make sense! The war, the battle, the hate! I could avoid it and just never come back. I'm even part of the blame, after all. It's not right. I-''
" Stop it, Y/n! Just stop it!"' James interrupted her and she looked at him, startled
''Stop talking about yourself like that. You have no idea how much you are worth because you don't see all that. Many don't, many don't see who they are and what is "beautiful" about them and they don't have to. But it's important that people tell them that they are worth something, that their laughter is more beautiful than anything I've ever seen, and that their subtlety is incredibly fascinating. That you are who you are and you are beautiful the way you are because I think you are so beautiful. And that you are loved. Really, truly loved. And you will be forever. And maybe I regret saying it, but I really, really love you. Not just in the way that I like you, but that I look at you and everything is okay. Not that I find you beautiful, but that I find you beautiful inside and out. And most of all, because you make comments about the muggle world and teach me all kinds of things. I really, really love you, y/n.''
He was out of breath and had stood while he talked.
He loved her. He loved her. He loved her.
Repeated Y/n over and over in her head, smiling she looked at him.
"I really, really love you too, James," she said with a grin, standing up and walking a bit towards James, She brushed mud from his face and giggled .
"Really, really," she whispered before standing on her tiptoes and closing the gap between them.